Recovery.
My name is Emily, I started this blog 3 years ago today due to I was going through a very emotional time in my life along with severe bulimia. I havent updated this blog in exactly 2 years because for the past years I have been recovering by choice. This blog was not meant to condone to eating disorder or make them look okay. In todays society people look at depression and thigh gaps and not eating as some “beautiful” way of living but its not. Its truly a nightmare, a hell on earth in your own mind. It takes only a little bit to start this addictive horrifying lifestyle but could potentially takes years to return from it, if youre even lucky. I have fully recovered with the help of my parents are few freinds who actually knew about this. I went through middle school and part of highschool being made fun of and completely hating myself but what I put myself did not really help my sittuation but if anything made it worse and harder on not only myself but my parents and my friends for seeing what I was doing to myself when they eventually all found out. Ive learned to become happy with my body and accept that this is what God made me and who I was meant to be. I am healthy and completely happy with my weightloss but only in the positive lifestyle I have accomplished it with. Bulimia or anorexia is not the answer to any problem you may the facing. So ask for help and dont be afraid. Its better than risking your heath and hurting not only yourself but the people who truly do love you. I will continue to keep this blog as a reminder to myself to never get back to what I was doing, not to condone and support eating disorders. This willl be my last and final post from this but youre more than welcome to follow my other blog thats much more relevant to my true happy and healthy lifestyle of living. XOXO. Solongfarewellsweetdreams.tumblr.com
