summary: Felix and y/n have been divorced for a year.
pairings: ex-husband!felix x ex-wife!y/n
genres/tropes: kinda cringey, angst, smut, drunk y/n, sad Felix (y/n is kinda being stupid in this...) NSFW: minors do not interact
wordcount: 2340
author's note: can you guess what happens next?
one
The mid-night drive was 30 minutes for him to travel from his apartment to his ex-wife's house. Since y/n didn't drop off Mila to his home he thought maybe he could pick up his sweet little angel himself. Which would only make this harder weight to pull for him.
Having to stop himself from not crying and to wipe his tears every second was really tearing him apart. He feels like he's at a loss at this point. Anything and everything reminds him of her. When he wakes up in the morning and rubs his eyes to expect her face to be there smiling at him and cuddling against his chest. When he comes home late at night and imagines her sleeping form already in bed waiting to cuddle him. Even when he drinks his morning black coffee he 'likes' so much and seeing her face laughing at him from his disgust of him forcing it down his throat.
You can't really force yourself to forget memories that are so sacred because they've already locked themselves in your heart and engraved in your mind for years to come.
He can't forget them even if he wanted to.
As Felix stops at her house to pick up their daughter he holds onto the steering wheel and starts to cry. letting the tears burn down his face as his mouth starts to tremble as he tries to talk himself into being stable.
"please keep it together for fuck sake," he says as he wipes his tears harshly by the sleeve.
He looks up from the steering wheel, eyes red and tired looking as he tries to keep his thoughts about her down and think about Mila, his little artist.. his angel he created with y/n three years ago when they were a happy married couple.
Mila is a good mix between her and him. She has Felix's freckles, her mother's eyes, her father's nose and her mother's lips and hair. She's a beautiful child and that's why all of Felix's family from his side call her his little angel because to Felix she was truly a gift sent from the heavens above.
Felix remembers her birth all too well. the giving birth part was traumatizing and to be honest with you it still haunts him till this day when he would get war flashbacks thinking about how the hell y/n got that out of her and how he had to watch what the true 'circle of life' before his eyes was truly a nightmare but in the end the ending product of seeing the love of his life holding their first born for the first was all worth it in his mind and heart.
It was truly a beautiful sight for him. her skin was glowing, her eyes were bright and shining and his little star in her arms sleeping as y/n kissed her forehead head as she smiled. His wife was truly a goddess and he remembered thinking at that moment of how he got so lucky? His wife looks like she is the mother of all beauty and angels, a reincarnation of Venus herself.
God he had to shake his head again. He was getting so distracted thinking about his old happy life with her that he forgot he's not in the past anymore but in the present. Which makes him internally groan in sorrow.
He gets out of the car finally after trying to calm down and get himself away from daydreaming he knocks on her door.
.
.
.
"Why isn't she answering?" he furrowed his eyebrows in worry. He repeatingly knocks on the door assuming the worst after twenty minutes of her not answering even calling her phone and texting her. And out of nowhere finally a very miserable looking y/n opens the door even if in her opinion she looks her worst Felix always finding her looking beautiful.
He exhales in relief as he holds her shoulders looking at her still with a hint of worry. "god I thought something bad had happened to you two,"
he looks at her eyes sensing something is off. "Are you drunk?" his mind starts feeling angered as he scolds her. "y/n you can't be blown out drunk while watching over a three year old girl! look you can barely stand up straight!" he points out seeing her stumble but holds her straight as he walks her towards the couch. "do you do this all the time-"
she mumbles under her breath as she waves her hands around. "no I'm not drunk all the time and also Mila isn't here she's at my parents house,"
He looks at her confused. "Why is Mila there and not here and why are you drunk?"
she slumps on the cushions, "I dropped Mila off to my parents because I was going to go on my date but I got stood up so now I'm just you know… drinking," she shrugs.
He feels like a thousand needles are stabbing his body from every end. She was going on a date? He would have picked up his daughter and seen the love of his life with another guy? What would happen after her date with another man? would they have fucked? Would y/n like it? God he feels like such a fool. If this date hadn't stood her up he would be taking care of his daughter just for his lover to get her brains fucked out.
He sighs as he picks her up from the couch.
"hey what are you doing?" she says, hitting him.
He softly chuckles, forgetting for a second of his sadness as he sighs smiling at her. "I'm taking you to bed so you can rest," he says as he feels her loosen up against him. as he walks up the stairs to her bedroom he feels his heart raising by the second.
She starts caressing his chest with her hands with a drunken smile as she looks up at him and suddenly hugs him. "lixie~"
The alcohol is really starting to kick into her system. He can tell her whole body reeks of it.
He stops for a second and looks at her. "yes love?" he can call her love now she's drunk so she won't be mad or probably won't even remember him calling her endearment.
She puts both of her hands on his face and squishes his cheeks and smiles. "my lixie is so handsome~"
"y/n I think it's time you go to sleep," he says as he puts her down on the bed and covers her with the blanket smiling at how cute she can be.
As he's about to leave he feels her hand on his wrist and sees her blushy pouty face staring up at him like a lost puppy.
"lix don't go," she says, pulling him towards her.
He takes a deep breath staring ahead of him at the wall in front.
Felix, don't give in this will only break you more…
"spend the night with me…"
He gulps as his fist clench tightly as he restrains himself from giving in.
"go to sleep love,"
"but Felix-"
"God just leave already," he says to himself as he squeezes his eyes shut.
"Felix come to bed," she says, patting to the side next to her. God does he want to be right next to her again but he can't he has to control himself. She's just drunk and doesn't realize what she's doing…
but don't some people say that when you're drunk you show your true intentions to the world?
Felix shakes his head from his ridiculous thoughts of him trying to convince himself that this is alright but it's not that she's drunk. So Felix makes it to the door to leave and then feels y/n's arms around his waist so he doesn't leave her alone.
"Felix stop, I need you," she sniffles, holding onto him like a teddy bear, truly the biggest comfort in his hugs and embraces.
"y/n-" he turns around and looks at her.
he feels her lips on his kissing him.
then feels her guiding him back in the bed as she lays him down and starts kissing his neck and face as she sits on his lap.
fuck is he crying again?
he feels so fucking weak…
he couldn't even say no to her how is ever going to get over her or this divorce?
he pinches his eyes shut and whimpers as he feels her grind against him.
he can't even say no or that he doesn't want this because he does want this. He is so in love with her he can't possibly say no to this. Even if he knows it's wrong.
he can't say no.
ever..
Felix shakes his head when she sees her trying to take off his clothes that he grabs her wrist and lays her down now he's on top of her. He looks down at her seeing her flushed cheeks and sweet smiles as he unbuttons his shirt.
Throwing his shirt to the other side of the room sees her taking off her clothes next, shimming out of her cute little dress she had on for the night for her so-called 'date' she had who stood her up.
Though jealous of hearing about her date he really has to thank him because if her date didn't stand her up he wouldn't have his love of life back in the same bed as him for tonight.
"So beautiful," he says, holding her chin up to look at him.
He kisses her lips again savoring the taste of her lips on his. It's been so long since he's kissed her or had sex because once she stopped having physical contact with him he didn't have any physical contact with anybody else because he only wants her touch and kisses.
He smiles seeing how beautiful she is naked in front of him as he takes off the rest of his clothes.
"Are you ready sweetie?" he says, holding her chin up.
"Are you sure you want this love?" He asks for permission.
she nods in response as he softly chuckles. "I need verbal consent love,"
"yes please Felix I want this,"
"Okay love just checking," he smiles as he jerks his cock out.
as he tries to get himself ready he brings his other hand down to her pussy and touches her so she can get wet properly.
"There you go love," he says as he takes his two fingers to her pussy as he rubs her.
Fuck she's getting wet fast. Felix thinks to himself as he grits his teeth.
He waits till she gets wet enough for his cock then finally pushes in.
Fuck he hasn't been inside her for a year. And he hasn't gotten any other pussy beside hers.
He feels like a fucking virgin again as he fucks into her. He feels like he is about cum too fast but he controls himself.
His wife is so beautiful-
Wife?
Fuck he keeps forgetting.
As he gives the both of them pleasure he starts thinking back to his old life with her. When he could literally do this with her almost every night and sleep in each other's arms night to day.
Before he had a whole family… before he wasn't alone… before he used to have his love-
he starts whimpering and crying as he thrust himself inside her. God this is painful for him.
y/n is still in her mind drunk and trying to reach her high while Felix is also but is crying in process of all of it.
His sweet beautiful wife. Even if the papers say her name is y/n Choi she will always be Mrs. Lee in his eyes and heart. Everytime he thinks about her it's images of when they first met, their first date, when he asked her to be his girlfriend, their first time, his proposal to her, their wedding, honeymoon, the birth of their child, to his beautiful wife, lover, soulmate and mother of his child. That is what Felix sees her as his one and only.
As he keeps going he starts to feel something build up in his stomach signaling him he's going to cum.
"I-i'm gonna cu-cum," he says as he feels her hands on his back pushing him closer. "I'm gonna cum too,"
As he speeds up he hears his love moaning louder as her legs begin to shake a bit from all the pleasure. to finally where they both cum.
Felix came inside of her.
She starts panting after and lays naked on the bed while Felix goes to the bathroom and grabs a towel to clean the mess on her stomach and thighs. but secretly leaves the cum between her thighs and pussy. As he lays on the bed next to her naked as they hug each other in embrace.
.
.
.
The next morning Felix wakes up to the sun in his eyes and smiles thinking about last night but then immediately frowns seeing the bed empty next to him as he gets up not even bothering to put all his clothes on except his boxers.
He goes downstairs and sees y/n cleaning dishes while in clean undergarments.
He walks quietly behind her and wraps his arms around her body as his lips kiss her neck.
"F-felix stop it-"
"Stop what? We literally just had sex last night,"
"And that was a mistake-" she says as she turns around to look at him as she sees him shake his head.
"What can I do to have my love back?" He asks, looking into her eyes.
She turns away from him and goes back to washing the dishes of all the glasses she had last night.
"don't ignore me please love," he begs as he holds onto her body.
"Felix we're over we-"
"We can start over can't we? I mean you were the one last night who wanted to get intimate,"
as much as she wants to deny it she can't because all of those dates and late night fucks she would have we're to distract herself from him. And even that when she would get fucked by another man she won't even look at their face because she's imagining it's Felix making love to her.
"quiet love," he says as he brings his hand slowly down her body to her underwear as he puts his hand in and cups her heat.
summary: Felix and y/n have been divorced for a year.
pairings: ex-husband!felix x ex-wife!y/n
genres/tropes: kinda cringey, angst (y/n is kinda being stupid in this...)
wordcount: 1980
author's note: should this be a series?
two
y/n sees him staring too and immediately looks away.
Felix is at a friend's birthday party in the middle of night. Felix sits down at the mini bar and sees his ex wife y/n of three years; he can't help but want her back even though she was the one who divorced him.
Felix glances at her and sees she is about to walk away and desperately gets out of his seat and strides towards her. "y/n wait!"
she sees him following her to the hallway into an empty room.
"y/n- " she turns around and looks at him. "wow you look so beautiful,"
she turns around and faces him but ignores what he says. "hi felix"
he smiles. "hi it's been a while since I've seen you"
she laughs awkwardly. "your acting like it happened just a week ago"
he smiles seeing he made her laugh. "you still have the most beautiful laugh I've ever heard,"
she ignores his compliment. "do you wanna know how Mila is doing?"
"yes, of course. How is my little angel?" he asks with a warm smile, taking a step closer to her.
"she's been doing great, she's been drawing a lot," she says smiling thinking about it. "she's such a little artist"
"that's wonderful! just like her mother. I'll have to make sure I spend more time with her, encouraging her talents. You know, just as you used to do." his voice softens, a hint of longing in his eyes.
"are you trying to flirt with me?" she notices his hidden hints and flirty comments.
he laughs. "was I that obvious?"
"how long have we been divorced?"
"um a year I think?"
"and we've been married for-"
"three years," he answers immediately.
"so how have you been?"
"I've been good, really. Kept myself busy with work and our little girl. You know, trying to maintain some semblance of normalcy. How about you?"
"I've been trying to date more"
"really? How's that going for you?" he asks, a little heartbroken but smiles.
"um..." she says not wanting to tell him that is not going well.
his eyes roam over her figure. "well, maybe you should try someone closer to home. Someone who knows you better" he smiles trying to flirt but fails horribly.
she puts a hand on his chest to stop him. "there is a reason why I'm not Mrs. Lee anymore," she says, trying to let him down easy.
"you're still Mrs. Lee in my eyes," he says with pride in his eyes.
"well I'm not Mrs. Lee on the papers anymore I'm y/n choi now"
"I know, but that doesn't mean we can't be something again." his voice lowers "you still feel it too, right?"
"feel what?" she says not looking into his eyes.
he leans in closer, their bodies practically touching. "I still don't understand why you left me, though. I thought we had something special, something real. I mean I was loyal and respected you showed you affection and I never cheated on you or treated you like an object-"
she stammers.
"did you find someone better? more attractive? or was it something else entirely?" he trails off, his hands gently caressing her hips forgetting they're not married anymore, the desire in his eyes unmistakable and his patience running low.
"Felix" she warns.
he continues to hold on to her hips. "don't call me that," he whispers softly in her ear. "don't call me Felix" his voice gets deeper as if he's on the verge of something.
"okay okay lix please calm down" she says massaging his shoulders.
his breathing quickens, his heart pounding in his chest from her touch as he calms down.
she shakes her head and stops realizing what she is doing. "god I can't believe I'm even talking to you right now." she says getting emotional at herself then goes to walk away.
Felix reaches out, grabbing her wrist gently but firmly. "please stay" he pulled her closer, his body pressed against hers once more.
"lix we're divorced-"
"I know that" he replied, his voice rough with emotion. "but that doesn't change how I feel about you" he leaned in, his lips brushing against her neck, his hand moving up her spine, seeking her warmth.
"wait stop hold on a second here"
"what?" he pulls back, his body still pressed against hers, his gaze searching hers for an answer.
"I know you never wanted this divorce-"
"you think???! I'm going mad over here!!" he yells as he combs his hairs with his fingers.
"Felix-" she calls him by name again.
"fuck, I'm sorry. I just... I can't help it" his hands moved to grip her hips tightly, pulling her closer still. "I want you back, love I need you,"
"Felix I just don't think we're a good match for each other-"
"we were a great match!" he argued, his voice strained. "we were married, for fuck sake! And don't say it was just about the sex" he added, his tone slightly harsher than intended. "because I know there was more to it than that."
"Felix-"
"what?" he asked, his voice softening slightly. "Is there something else I should know?" he looked at her, his eyes searching hers, hoping to find an answer within her gaze. "do you remember what I used to do for you every weekend?"
she nods.
"every weekend I would save my paycheck to buy you dinner at your most favorite restaurant for a fancy dinner date while my parents would babysit Mila. every weekend we would talk and share how we feel and you're telling me that meant nothing to you?" he says with his heart breaking.
"it did mean something-"
"but it wasn't enough, right?" he asked, his voice heavy with disappointment. "you wanted more than just me, right?" he stepped back, his hands falling to his sides. "I get it," he said softly. "you deserve better than me."
"no no that's not why-"
"but if it's something else, something I can change," his voice broke. "please tell me what it is." he pleaded, his eyes searching hers for any sign of hope. "I'm willing to change."
"it's not you.."
"not me? then what is it? please tell me, because I honestly don't know." his voice was hoarse from the sheer emotion of the moment as he reached out to touch her hand. "please, say something."
"I can't right now-"
"do you remember when we first met?"
"yes of course I do"
"and do you remember when we got married? or when you gave birth to Mila"
"yes, why wouldn't I?"
"because those were the happiest moments of my life" he said, his voice thick with emotion. "but do you know what one of the happiest days of my life was?"
"what?"
"the day you agreed to marry me," he said softly, his voice barely audible above the sound of his heart breaking.
"Felix," she says, looking away from him.
"look at me," he said gently, taking her chin in his hand and forcing her to meet his gaze. "please" he swallowed hard, trying to keep his emotions in check. "what do you want me to do?"
"it's not about you Felix?!" she says starting to tear up.
"then what is it?" he asked softly, his heart breaking at the sight of her tears. "I'll do anything to make you happy."
"i know you will but-"
"but what?" he asked, leaning closer to her. He could feel his heart racing with anticipation, hoping against hope that she would confide in him.
"I just don't want to talk about it right now"
Felix backs away from her slowly, his heart shattering into a million pieces. "okay," he whispered, his voice barely audible. "we don't have to talk about it." he turned and walked away, trying to get control of his emotions.
"Felix wait-"
"don't," he said, without turning around. "just... give me some space." he couldn't believe this was happening. After everything they'd been through, after all the love they'd shared, it was all coming to an end. He felt like he was dying inside.
"Felix, wait!!" she says, hugging him from behind.
he tensed up for a moment, his body stiffening at her touch. He didn't want to show how much her touch affected him, how much he craved it. "y/n," he said softly, trying to maintain his composure. "please..."
"I did this because I didn't feel like I deserved you" she says crying.
he turned around to face her, unable to hide the shock on his face. "you didn't feel like you deserved me?" he asked, his voice filled with pain and confusion. "but...why?" he reached out a hand to her, not knowing what else to do.
"Felix, you do everything for me and what do I do for you?" she says with her voice cracking. "I can't do anything-"
he pulled her into a hug, holding her close to him as he felt her body shaking with sobs. "you are everything to me," he whispered, his voice filled with awe. "from the moment I first met you, you became my world. I would do anything for you..."
she shakes her head "Felix you would take me to dinner every weekend and buy me the most expensive things I never asked for as a gift and what did I ever give you?"
"you gave me our daughter," he says with his eyes crying. "you gave me life and love you made me feel not alone anymore"
"Felix-"
he pulled her closer, his heart aching for her. "you gave me a family"
"why did you even marry in the first place?"
he let out a soft chuckle, his breath warm against her ear. "I thought I could make you happy. And the truth is, you made me happy. You still do. but I feel like it's my turn to make you happy."
"but we're divorced now"
he held her tighter, his heart heavy with confusion and love. "are you saying you're willing to marry me again?" he says with hope in his eyes.
"Felix-"
"you still love me just admit it please" he begs.
"I don't know Felix-"
"then what can I do to have you back?"
she looks away from him.
"y/n-"
"Felix! come on man, we're leaving?!"
Felix turns around to see bangchan and the guys walking out the door because the party has ended. "fuck" he cussed under his breath and looks down groaning then looks up to her eyes. "y/n-"
"I'll drop Mila off at your apartment tomorrow," she says then walks away.
‘I don’t mind living in a man’s world as long as I can be a woman in it.’ – Marilyn Monroe
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summary: she is an assassin assigned to kill a famous mafia leader.
pairings: mafia leader!hyunjin x y/n
genres/tropes: angst, fluff, and smut (but further on to the story)
author's note: I published this on my wattpad account awhile ago and i'm thinking about transferring to tumblr instead.
summary: she is an assassin assigned to kill a famous mafia leader.
wordcount: 1412
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chapter name: first snow
her eyes open slowly as she looks to her side of the bed to see kkami already wagging his tail and coming up to lick her face good morning.
luna yawns and rubs her eyes as she gets out of bed, "come on kkami let's wake up papa," she says tiredly.
she walks out of her room with kkami following her with his little feet trying it's hardest to keep up with her.
she laughs looking behind and waits for him to catch up. "you want me to carry you instead?" she asks as the dog barks back in reply.
i'll take that as a yes
she nods as she smiles picking up kkami.
luna finally makes it to hyunjin's bedroom door and knocks to make sure if he is awake or not. she stops after she hears no response and shrugs letting herself in anyway.
she closes the door behind her and let's go of kkami. "papa wake up please," she says making it to his bed trying to push him to wake up.
she pouts then motions to kkami, "get him kkami," the dog barks wagging his tail in reply as he jumps on top of the bed and licks hyunjin's face.
hyunjin subconsciously wipes his face and groans, "what is it?" he says tiredly.
"papa you said last night we get to do what we want. did you already forget?" she pouts, which makes hyunjin sit up immediately. "no no of course honey," he says picking her up so she is sitting on his lap.
he kisses her cheek and smiles, "I got the whole day planned out-" he gets interrupted by a knock on the door which makes all three of them look up to the door.
"yes?" he says looking at the man.
"sorry mr. hwang it seems like you are needed of presence for an event-"
hyunjin frowns at the man then looks at daughter, "can it wait mr. kang I promised lu that today will be a free day for us two to hangout-"
the man shakes his head, "I'm sorry sir but the event is today,
"can't I just not go-"
"I'm sorry sir but this is important for the company," the man says apologetically.
hyunjin groans exhausted as he looks down to a sad luna in his arms, "lu do you want to go to the event with papa you can bring kkami with you and after we can go see the snow together,"
she pouts but nods understanding her father's work life. "okay,"
hyunjin looks down feeling guilty then looks up to the man, "get the car ready for me," the man nods as he leaves them alone.
hyunjin fixes his hair frustrated then looks at his daughter, "lu I'm honey I know this is not what you wanted for a day of bonding together but I promise I'll make it up to you,"
she hugs him, "I know you will,"
hyunjin smiles as he kisses her forehead and pats her head, "okay then let's go get ready then," he says as luna nods taking kkami back to her room for her to change.
after they all change their clothes for the event hyunjin has to go to for work hyunjin holds hands with luna and with kkami in his arm to the car.
they drive to event excited even though it wasn't what they originally planned for. the driver stops to car and press the button to unlock the door, "we're here," the driver says as hyunjin steps out first holding his hand out for luna to hold to get out of the car with kkami following behind.
as they step out and look ahead to the entrance of the event they see a bright red carpet leading to the door with each side covered with reporters and photographers.
hyunjin whispers in her ear, "just hang on to me yeah?" he smiles, as he holds her tiny hand in his as he walks her down the carpet.
"mr. hwang?!!"
"hyunjin!!"
"may we have a word with you?"
hyunjin hears the reporters say as he ignores them.
"hyunjin can you smile for the camera!"
he ignores them again then feels luna tug on his arm. he looks down to see her smile. "papa?"
he leans down to listen to her. "yes dear?"
she laughs as she shakes her head, "here do this," she grabs his hands forms them to a heart.
he smiles as he looks to her, "like this lu?"
she nods in response as she does the same thing.
"aw cute Mr. Hwang with his daughter!" the reporters and photographers say,
hyunjin laughs as he holds luna's hand and holds kkami in his arm. "let's go inside lu,"
"okay papa,"
the
event
was
boring
.
.
.
the whole time hyunjin had to talk to other business men while luna and kkami were in his arms sleeping as they cling on his chest.
"Mr. Hwang would you like to maybe from a business deal with-"
hyunjin blinks trying to wake himself up, "oh sorry I didn't hear you um," he looks around and looks at his watch, "I think it's time we leave sorry me and my daughter are really tired... I mean look at the dog even he's snoring," he jokes as he looks at the man apologetically.
hyunjin then walks out of the even with both arms full as he goes back into the car with the driver still waiting for them.
"hey your already back?" the driver says confused.
hyunjin laughs, "yeah these two were sleeping," he says sitting them down on the seats then sits himself down. after buckling everybody up the driver starts driving.
hyunjin feels luna slowly wake up then after a while back to full energy. he smiles, "I guess you got all the sleep you need huh?"
"papa when can we see the snow?" she says excitingly,
"oh right," hyunjin remembers as he looks at the driver.
the driver nods changing route to "the place".
after they make it hyunjin shakes luna awake again. "lu look outside," he smiles excitedly when he sees her not awaken he shrugs and picks her and kkami up as he walks them out to the entrance.
he suddenly feels her awaken again like the fourth time today and laughs. "look lu,"
she rubs her eyes and looks and immediately hugs him, "thank you papa," she says with her and kkami getting out of hyunjin's embrace.
she laughs seeing her dad waddling in the snow.
he looks up at her excitedly, "you want to make snow angels lu?"
she nods and smiles.
he picks her up and gently throws her down on the snow as lays next to her to make snow angels.
"papa this is so fun,"
he sits up and smiles, "I hope it is,"
after they make snow angels hyunjin looks at the snow.
can I call another day off?
he thinks to himself of all the fun he's having right now.
I really wish my day and life was like this all the time.
it's less stress and more memories.
I really wish...
hyunjin says to himself as he sees luna getting a bit tired. "lu you wanna go home?"
she nods rubbing her eyes, "yes please,"
he smiles as he picks the two up again and walks them back to the car before taking pictures and looking through them on his phone with luna during the drive back home.
at the end of it they make it back and luna and kkami sleep in hyunjin's bed just for tonight.
the next morning hyunjin wakes up to seeing luna laughing as she shows her dad the video and pictures of last night's event became a meme.
"papa look?!!" she laughs showing him the video through miroh's phone.
hyunjin blushes into his pillow groaning embarrassingly.
oh my god...
throughout the whole the day hyunjin's men were showing him the video and making fun of him.
his face was red as a tomato the whole day. but when he came back home he just looked at the videos from last night of luna seeing snow for the first time. and sees a video of him that luna took herself from his phone.
summary: she is an assassin assigned to kill a famous mafia leader.
pairings: mafia leader!hyunjin x y/n
genres/tropes: angst, fluff, and smut (but further on to the story)
author's note: I published this on my wattpad account awhile ago and i'm thinking about transferring to tumblr instead.
summary: she is an assassin assigned to kill a famous mafia leader.
wordcount: 872
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chapter name: I know you're awake honey
huh? lights are still on?
he says to himself as he walks out of his car. the sound of the car keys clicking and the car doors locking in secured as he walks to the front of the mansion.
knock
knock
knock
the door opens with an old man in a suit and a calm warming smile greeting the young man.
"master hwang you finally came home," he says as he opens the door for him,
"thank you miroh just doing business as always," he smiles then looks around the living room then back at miroh,
"so is she asleep?" he asks,
the old man smiles and nods, "yes sir she's asleep in her room,"
he thanks miroh again then goes upstairs to check on her.
he knows she is mad at him again...
as he walks towards her bedroom door he inhales then exhales his last breath then opens the door.
"luna? honey are you asleep?" he says as he closes the door behind him and walks towards the girl in the bed.
he smiles warmly as he kisses her forehead and stops when he sees her move away.
frowns, "honey I know your awake," he says as he combs her hair out of her face.
she realizes that her act is up and finally gives up and turns facing him and pouts, "you're late papa... again,"
he sighs, "I know lu I'm so sorry I was busy with-"
"I know your busy with work but I don't want you to overwork yourself papa," she worryingly,
he smiles warmly, "I know too,"
"papa?"
"yes lu?"
"miroh told me that I'm starting pre-k next week," she smiles,
he frowns, "you're already starting to go to school?"
she's growing up
"you sure you're ready for your first day of school?" he says worriedly,
"of course I'm ready," she laughs, "why wouldn't I be?"
"I'm sorry honey I guess I'm just not the one ready for you to grow up," he says sadly smiling,
"don't worry papa," she says as she sits up and hugs him which he returns back,
he smiles and laughs, "thank you lu," he says as he kisses her forehead and pats her head,
"lu-" he says then gets interrupted by a rustle in her closet he then gets up steadily and grips on to his weapon that's hidden in his pocket.
as he goes to the closet to open the door his daughter stops him, "no don't open it!!" she yells,
"why not-"
"just don't!"
he looks down to his little daughter, "luna," he warns,
"papa," she warns pouting angerily,
"move aside honey,"
"I don't think so," she sasses back,
god she's so sassy like me
"luna I won't repeat myself,"
she looks down and sighs as she moves aside, "fine,"
he nods and looks to the closet door and slowly opens it and immediately gets attack by a small dog.
"what the-" he says as the dog starts licking his face.
luna giggles, "papa this is kkami he's my best friend," she says saving hyunjin from the dog,
"luna what did I say about pets?" he says as he looks at her,
"pets are a big responsibility?" she says as a question,
he sighs wiping his face from the slop and drool, and combs his hair.
"I'm sorry papa kkami didn't mean too," she says sadly looking down as kkami licks her face.
he sighs again and thinks, "you can keep him,"
she looks shocked and happy, "really papa?"
"yes honey you can keep him but you have to promise me when school starts you'll make some friends," he says bringing up his pinky finger.
"pinky promise?" he says,
she brings up her tiny pinky finger with his, "pinky promise,"
he smiles and kisses her cheek, "good now go to sleep lu," he says picking her up and putting gently on the bed and wrapping the blanket around her.
"thank you papa for everything,"
"your welcome lu," he says as he gives a final kiss to her forehead and walks towards the door and looks back to see his little girl and her new puppy taking a nap.
he smiles to himself, "I love you lu,"
"love you too papa," she smiles to herself in her sleep as she hugs kkami.
he finally closes the door and gets ready for the night.
after he is done taking a shower, brushing his teeth, and dressing up for the night he goes to bed.
another night alone I guess
he says to himself as he lays down in bed and grabs a drawing book from his drawer with a pen in his hands and starts sketching.
flowers, the moon, the stars
he says as he thinks of some ideas of what to draw. but after a while he stops.
"I don't want her to grow up yet," he says sadly,
calm down you have fourteen more years to enjoy your life with your daughter don't think so ahead in life just think of the now.
he says to himself as he begins to draw again.
in the end he puts the sketchbook back on the drawer and turns off the lights.
