my heart surrender

jin | 16 | they/them | mwhaha

[confessionsdiaz]

*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inherently selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

[r-inijhinix]

Chapter 3 of stare at the crash.

“It was one August three years ago. It didn't mean anything to me. Why would it?”

I won’t break anything else. That was the necessary addition to Kit’s sentence. I won't break anything other than us.

Taglist (lmk if you want to be removed or added!): @tyblackthrn @starrieshq

[ninyard]

exy fans + twitter (usc lineup edition)

[lelif]

on survival

-// @aridante // @orivu // @buzzkillgirls // ? // ? // richard siken// @cemeterything // moomin, tove jansson// @disenchanted-killjoy // isn't that enough, shawn mendes// @ prettytheyswag on twitter// @ coletyumuch on twitter// ? // ? // bird by bird, anne lamott// undertale// @strawberrycircuits

[r-inijhinix]

[inkedbydave]

PLEASE READ! I am taking commissions!!!

I am, once again, unemployed and very much broke... turns out balancing a job with mental illness, addiction, and the beautifully chaotic nature of neurodivergency is no small feat. (It's hell on earth.)

You probably know me from the TSC fandom but I will draw quite literally anything living: nudes, animals and furries (though I approach them with the trembling hands of an amateur), D&D characters with tragic backstories, and... And just anything really, from any fandom too (with enough context given)

There's no set price - I'll work with whatever you can offer. A humble coin, a few crumbs of gold, emotional support... who's to say? Just DM me and we'll make art (and maybe dinner) happen.

Also sharing and reblogging is caring!!!

With a hint of desperation,

Dave<3

[r-inijhinix]

fellas is it to gay to like the color brown because it's like the gaze that seeks you out in every room

[r-inijhinix]

Introducing Toad the Frog Mug. He's overjoyed to grace everyone with his presence. Be kind to him, he's been through a lot

[quiteliterallyhotsauce]

Listen.

EVERYBODY knows (or should) that you DO. NOT. STOP. in Vidor, Texas. 

It’s best to just run out of gas elsewhere. Whatever you do, black folks, DO NOT STOP IN VIDOR, TEXAS. 

There’s a good chance you’ll get lynched or just come up missing - and I’m not joking.

also do NOT stop in Harrison, Arkansas!!!! (relatively close to OK and MI) a nazi town with a BIG KKK organization.

Reblog To Save Life

[imoanurparentsnames]

version without the excess reblogs:

They are called sundown towns and there are a LOT of them in the US.

This website has a clickable map where you can see suspected and confirmed sundown towns by state, as well as information about whether these attitudes are historical or current.

You searched for Sundown Towns/ - History and Social Justice

The first link is definitely missing ones in northern states and there are some in this thread not on the above link either - thread by LeVar Burton with a LOT of replies from people naming the sundown towns near them:

LeVar Burton (@levarburton) on X

Do you know what one is? I do... #SundownTowns

this wikipedia article also has a list of them!

[r-inijhinix]

Ty totally grades his interactions with other people in his head, nevermind how accurate they are

Like, asked a cute boy what he's doing in the basement of his own house while pointing a knife at his throat? 3/10. Would not hold up in a court of law but at least no one died

Pinning down said cute boy, essentially holding him hostage, and asking him to be your Watson? Completely nailed that one. You best believe he gave it a 10/10. As far as he's concerned, things went perfectly as planned. Look, the guy even agreed!

Oh, now he wishes he'd never met you and left the country without saying goodbye? Well, shit, we might need to add negatives to this system. That, and flee to a school in the middle of bum fuck nowhere with our dead sister

Three years later, show up at his front door in the pouring rain, demanding to talk, then saying nothing while soaking his coach? Now we're fucking talking. At least you didn't ask what he's doing in his own house this time around. 2/10, bonus pity point for character development

[r-inijhinix]

Hi Jin!!!

I'm making a Kitty Playlist compiled by a bunch of enthusiasts...what song would you say reminds you of Kit and Ty the most?

(I'm calling dibs on Say Don't Go :D)

-Starrie (@starrieshq)

omg hi!!

I fear this is where I reveal how uncultured my music taste is but here we go:

I Love You, I'm Sorry by Gracie Abrams (duh)

Unlove by Lyle Kam

Helium by Glass Animals

Worst Case Kid by Tommy Lefroy (this one's a Stretch)

Remember That Night? by Sara Kays

Alaska by Maggie Rogers & Toby Green

Pretty Boy by the Neighbourhood

Half these are plain vibes, forgive me 😔

[r-inijhinix]

You know we are SO back when Ty is having one of the worst days of his life, sopping wet on a coach with Livvy nowhere in sight, confronting Kit for the first time in years, emotionally drained and all sorts of fucked over

meanwhile Kit is standing there like "but does he think I'm pretty 🥺🥺"

[androdragynous]

"what's the worst thing you can do as an artist" is not "shade with black" or "not use references" or whatever the worst thing you can do as an artist is hate yourself. and that includes the person you used to be

[androdragynous]

"look at how bad my old art is" "this was so cringe" "it's embarrassing to look at this" what are you gaining here? belatedly being your own bully? is it more acceptable to hate a kid if it's the kid you used to be? shut the fuck up. be kind to yourself or don't say anything at all. people are really not laughing with you when you mock yourself and if they are maybe consider hanging out with nicer people. imo.

[androdragynous]

this also goes for having your personal blog tags be like "nobody cares (name)" or "shut up (name)" or whatever. why are you being mean to yourself. its not preventing other people from being mean to you just because you get the first shot in it just means you get shot twice. how is that better. how is any of that better

[r-inijhinix]

My least favorite TSC head canon is the one where Livvy dies, Ty is ruined by his grief, and Kit runs away to another country without saying a word after confessing his love. Can't wait for Cassie to refute all that in her next book (which is coming out tmrw btw and not Spring 2026) (the voices told me so)

[r-inijhinix]

My personal favorite fanart of one Andrew Joseph Minyard

[spindrifters]

fun date idea: instead of anonymously bullying random fic writers, bully your elected representatives

[puddingcatbeans]

to be perfectly honest. i don't care if it is cheesy or cliched or idealistic. i like stories where the core of it is about kindness, the warmth we can offer others and the gentleness we receive in return. maybe the moral of the story IS love triumphs. it better fucking be