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I live in a constant state of

Pain

So familiar and persistent

That it dulls the world around me

A great bell struck and vibrating, shuddering with

An endless aftermath of low sound churning within

The happiness the fear the anxiety the wonder

All dulled with this sound the resounds my being

It is not that i don’t care

But should the bearer of this

Cursed noise

Pretend to hear anything else clearly?

#poetry #poem #mypoetry

The truth is there are a lot of

Ugly feelings always swirling beneath the surface of my chest

A murky pond whose dark depths i

Dare not reach my hands into

I live in such a dark place that when you are

Bright with me

Gentle with something as

Wretched as me i do not know what to with

The light other than wince and

Want to cover my eyes and hide

And yet the warmth is so sweet and comfortable

It hurts exquisitely and i am left

Dumb and confused with your special attentions

It doesn’t make sense to me,

Why pick up the dirt so softly and

peer at its depths

Why get your hands filthy why

Try to understand something as useless as me?

It is so embarrassing because someone who carries light and lives in its splendor, clearly i am a fleeting curiosity

Why stain your fingers with my presence when you have a diamond who lays their head besides you at night?

But i am thankful. Being treated like something worth looking at, even for a moment, meant more to me than i will ever let you know

#poetry #poem #mypoetry #personal #depression

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the ONE thing that is annoying me most about the Wuthering Heights criticism is everyone saying “Wuthering Heights is not a romance, ughh how could anyone see the story as romantic, it’s not meant to be romaaaantic”

Like, yes it is. The love between Heathcliff and Cathy is there. It is a tragic story about their selfish, destructive, unconsummated love for each other.

The classist, racist society around them made their love for each other impossible, not because of any one character alone but simply because of who they are in the world they live in. Society is a villain. It begets the abuse, the anger, the cycle of violence and revenge.

The constraints of societal expectations and norms, internalized by Cathy in particular, are what ultimately deprive them of their love for one other.

Cathy is allowed to run wild as a child and is more or less unrestricted by the typical societal expectations of someone of her position. In her youth, she doesn’t see this wild and carefree part of herself as something to be ashamed of until she meets the Lintons.

After meeting Edgar and Isabella, Cathy becomes ashamed of herself and ultimately ashamed of Heathcliff, as a reflection of the most personal, intimate and unencumbered parts of herself. The parts that society thus asks to be exchanged for acceptance.

But unlike Cathy, Heathcliff doesn’t have the luxury of just deciding one day to fit in. His otherness is insurmountable and therefore the choice has to be made. Join society, be respected, secure yourself or give in to love.

Cathy is SO young in this story. She is incredibly sheltered and naive which makes her spoiled, entitled, crass and cruel. She never stops being that way because she never stops rejecting the expectations of society. She cannot let go of that part of herself that loves Heathcliff and loved being free as a child.

She is literally driven mad by having to participate in the role society expects of her (childbirth leading to infection) and ultimately she dies a young girl, heartbroken and longing to be free.

Healthcliff and Cathy’s love is so interlaced into who they are, she haunts his every thought even after she’s died.

I’m not saying anyone should model their love life after it, but it is a beautifully crafted, tragic love story and that is not at all where the criticism of the movie should be coming from, there is plenty real criticism for it !

Obsession Movie Spoilers / Analysis

Sarah being tied up and naked, legs tied open, and a shell of herself, is what Freaky Nikki believes what Bear likes because he is using Nikki without her consent/ she isn’t there.

Nikki threatens to shoot herself in the vagina and actually pulls it out of there and limps. Because he cares about having sex with her, not her as a human being. It also emphasizes that the demon associates her vagina with violence bc of Bear’s SA on nikki

#obsession #obsession movie #obsession 2026 #inde navarrette #michael johnston