Rad As Hell

"Pretending everything's alright, is detention"

[radhell]

Welcome to Radhell!

Name: Moth/War

Chrono Age: 20-25

IntraAge: Milk/Ancient/Primordial

Pronouns: They/Them, It/It's, Fko/Peyä/Sneyä/Sneyä/Sno

Cis Ethnicities: Cajun, French Creole, Cherokee, French, Brittany, English, Welsh, Scottish, Irish, Dutch, Swedish, Danish, Belgian, Swiss, Luxembourger, Spanish, Channel Islands, Isle of Man, Gaelic, and German.

Trans Ethnicities: Indigenous Hawaiian, Gaulish, Choctaw, Yupik, Inuit, Ancient Israeli (Tribe of Asher), Arab, Turkish, Moroccan, Pakistani, Kazakh, Tajik, Azerbaijani, Bhutanese, Indian (Desi), Hong Konger, Chinese, Japanese, Laotian, and Lithuanian.

Race: Passant blanc (white-passing), bodily multiracial, aracial, cassrace, cuterace, and raceabolish.

Cis Disabilities: Depression, Anxiety, Autism, ADHD, BPD, PPD, Bipolar, Fibromyalgia, Scoliosis, Arthritis, Epilepsy, and POTS.

Trans Disabilities/Xenomaladies: Semiura/Blindfluid, Lupus, Lavender Town Syndrome, Stella Auromolacria, Xanax Medicine, Holistic Medicine, Glasses, Demihanahaki, Lupus, and AAC User.

MUDs: Music Instability Disorder (MID), Object Separation Anxiety Disorder (O-SAD), Surveillance Perception Disorder (SPD), Species Dysmorphic Disorder (SpDD), Avatar Species Dysmorphic Disorder (AvSDD), Post Avatar Depression Syndrome (PADS), Plural Dysphoric Disorder (PDyD), Identification Stability Disorder (ISD), Sensory Dissociative Disorder (SDD), Caregiving Obsessive Disorder (COD)

Plurality: Median, Spirigenic, Amegenic, Cosmagenic, Metagenic, Possessigenic.

Some Other Fav TransIDs: Taller, Pregnant Belly, Cuspid, Perma Bruise, Spouse, Inkamian, Proxy, Creepypasta, Chrono, Zodiac, Healing, Peaceful, and Species.

Others: TransID.org Discord Server Co-Admin, Starchild, Earthchild, Alterhuman, Otherkin, Barista, Aspiring Author, Mother, Girlfriend, Queerplatonically Taken, Multireligous, Witch, Spiritual, Aspiring Fult Leader, Nonfriending Aplatonic, Alteraffectis, Greyfamilial, Object/Conceptum, Aroflexible, Panromantic, Demisexual, Omnisexual, Androflexible, Caedmonogamous, Hyperaesthetic, Demisensual, Polarsensual, Eternal Lover.

Pls feel free to ask me anything about my identities! I LOVE answering questions about them!

BYF: I do not support - xenosatanists that use the original definition, Consistent Progressives, labels such as lacedqueer or confederatequeer, labels such as safequeer or lawsafe, cherID, using real and historical hate symbols even if you claim to be "non-idelogical" (using them makes you ideological). I also do not support Kin For Fun as being kin isn't an action you can do it's a thing that you are, plus it appropriates kin culture. I also do not support the usages of TMA/TME as it's intersexist, transandrophobic, enbyphobic, and varsexist.

No DNI. Askbox open. Anon on. Be nice or I will bite you and give you diseases.

[radhell]

what does lawsafe and studysafe mean?

I keep on seeing the terms, I have no idea what they mean.

For you, pookie.

[radhell]

Exciting rule update in the transID.org Discord Serverp

[Image Text: 30. Zionism is BANNED. Zionists are not welcome here. Yes, this includes "pro two party solution" people. Israel had no right to indigenous Palestinian Land. (In smaller text) This, of course, does not apply to transzionists. Israelis are also welcome as long as they are not Zionists.]

*theatrically wiping fake tears away* I'm so proud of us. I've been wanting this rule for years now but we didn't have it because we literally had a Zionist on the mod team at the time. I believe she's still a mod on the r/transracial subreddit, which is unfortunate, but at least it's banned from the server. I'm so glad.

[toyosugoober-deactivated2026050]

"Zionists arent allowed. However this does not apply to transzionists."

Thats dumb. That is so dumb. Im not part of this server but the idea of the "no zionists" rule not applying to transzionists, ironically, undermines their identity. I support trans-fascists in the sense that I hate them in the same way I hate cis-fascists. They're a blight on this world. And we should remove them from everywhere, give them no safe spaces and brook them no quarter.

[necrofoxfang]

I do not know much about transfascist identities, nor am i any,

but aren’t transnazis (ect) wanting to literally be separated and seen differently from actual nazis or fascists ? I mean there is a whole movement they made for that.. and i see a lot of them say they do not believe in actual fascism or participate in it.

in all honesty i cannot see them being “the same” and having the same morals of cis-fascists, for the same reasons i would not see someone who just really likes alfreds playhouse and drawing it a nazi or consider them to be one. It is just really stupid.

i do not believe someone finding and wanting the nazi aesthetic to be part of their identity, or finding it cool, or being an interest, to be actually comparable to deplorable beliefs and behavior. Sure, it could be considered controversial or edgy, but i would prefer that over actual harm towards others. I would prefer to be in a space with someone who just likes to draw furry ocs with red bands over a really annoying teenage racist chud 😭

Im sorry if it is undermining transfascists identities to not see them as equal to cisfacsists and treat them the same, truthfully i see transnazism to be some sort of spite identity, sometimes might be related to trauma or bad experiences from fascism to one feels like identifying as a bigot in a trans or queer way is reestablishing power they felt they lost. Same with other transharmful identities. This is just my outsider view and opinion however. I feel like it is important to see transidentities as what they literally are instead of comparing it to how transgender works, transgender is an a transid, but not every transid is gender. These topics and identities need complex and unique arguments, as they are all complex and unique. Using the same arguments thats typically used for transgender identities with a completely unrelated identity (“not seeing transfacists as cisfascists is underminding their identity”) seems kind of inappropriate in my opinion? These things are not simple and each identity should be treated differently when in the context of discussing them.

i would argue gender and fascism are very different things, therefore used in a transidentifying context should be treated differently as such instead of it all being the simple “if you do not see me as x, when i identify as x, you are z” (usually a transgender argument) does not really work in the context of transfascism, but works in the context of gender. i would argue that this argument may not work for tons of transids. Maybe i am biased as i really just want those to treat transids AS transids and not just a branch off from transgender, (the most common transidentity) because its not 😭

however this is just my opinion, how others interpret transidentities have always been oddly simple with the same arguments comparing it to transgender , mostly to try and convince antis its no different. I think it would be much more benefitting if we could identify the differences and make new arguments while still not invalidating the existence of them.

[radhell]

Don't apologize, Necro. You got it pretty spot on actually. :)

[radhell]

i saw your pinned says you're a mod on transid.org. i'm not sure if you're aware but transid.org has a page for "consistent progressivism". that ideology supports unlimited torture of almost everyone, and supports systemic creation of "conservatives" (defined as anyone with any difference in belief from the founder) to factory farm. https://wierstamann.net/2025/05/29/a-case-against-consistent-progressivism/

The website is an archive. Many terms will be archived on it. Consistent Progressivism is banned from the server, however. We have a whole announcement on it from when I infiltrated the group. I'm well aware.

I also have that I don't support ConPro's in the very same pinned.

[radhell]

Exciting rule update in the transID.org Discord Serverp

[Image Text: 30. Zionism is BANNED. Zionists are not welcome here. Yes, this includes "pro two party solution" people. Israel had no right to indigenous Palestinian Land. (In smaller text) This, of course, does not apply to transzionists. Israelis are also welcome as long as they are not Zionists.]

*theatrically wiping fake tears away* I'm so proud of us. I've been wanting this rule for years now but we didn't have it because we literally had a Zionist on the mod team at the time. I believe she's still a mod on the r/transracial subreddit, which is unfortunate, but at least it's banned from the server. I'm so glad.

[subcmdr-miller]

Wow it took them forever to finally kick out all the Zionist filth lol

[radhell]

Much to my pain, yes.

When I first joined the server, Israel vs Palestine wasn't that big and really only became big when I became a mod. One of our moderators was a Zionist and was close with Yuki so Yuki refused to out right ban it even tho Maki and I pushed for it.

Recently tho, I've become co-admin and since our Zionist mod has been inactive for even longer than that, I finally pushed for a ban on Zionism and kicked him from the server. Being co-admin now and not a baby mod, Yuki was more inclined to listen to me and now we've finally banned it.

I believe the boy (apologies, I misgendered him before, I believe his pronouns changed) is still a mod on the transracial subreddit however, which is unfortunate but I have no admin control of that. I'm only a simple mod there and Yuki has final say.

[radhell]

Btw guys, I'm gonna rebrand. I haven't done much with this blog since Maggot first created it and then gave it to me. So I'm slowly having everything archived and put on transID.org and then deleting all my posts.

[radhell]

Guys I'm gonnaaaaaaa rebrand. Some things about me has changed and I want this blog to reflect that. Plus, I keep getting mistaken for radqueer hell confessions. 😭

[radhell]

Don't really have the energy for coining much anymore. Might do transitioning tips instead-

[doctordeathawaits]

Transnun tips that don't include just straight up joining a nunnery?

Trans Nun

Adopt a minimalist lifestyle focused on simplicity and purpose ! This could mean decluttering your space, focusing on what truly matters to you, and eliminating distractions !! Live intentionally with a focus on spiritual growth, peace, and contentment !

Developing a practice of mindfulness can help you tap into the peaceful energy associated with nuns ! Start with daily meditation, prayer or a simple gratitude practice to connect with yourself on a deeper level !

Set up a routine that reflects tranquility, such as lighting a candle in the morning to signal the start of your day, having a specific time for reflection, or dedicating time to silence - This helps build the spiritual atmosphere you’re after !

Carve out moments of silence in your daily life, allowing you to reflect inwardly and meditate on your values, purpose, and connection to the world around you ! This might involve silence in the mornings, evenings, or even during breaks in your day !

Embrace Service & Charity ! A core element of a nun’s life is serving others. You can embody this by volunteering or dedicating your time to charitable causes. Whether it’s helping at a local shelter, organizing a community event, or participating in environmental cleanup efforts, find ways to give back and serve in your community ! Incorporate acts of kindness into your everyday life, such as offering a helping hand to someone in need, listening with compassion, or doing something kind for someone without expecting anything in return !

Nuns often engage in spiritual study and learning ! You don’t have to follow a specific religious path, but you can immerse yourself in spiritual texts, philosophy, or literature that aligns with your values. ! Read books that foster personal growth, peace, and compassion !

Attend workshops or retreats that focus on mindfulness, spirituality, or personal development ! These retreats might be focused on meditation, yoga, or silent reflection, all of which can help you deepen your connection !

Nuns often practice self-discipline, but also kindness and compassion toward themselves. Practice self-compassion by treating yourself gently, embracing imperfections, and allowing space for growth.

Nuns often reflect on the blessings they’ve received ! You can incorporate a daily gratitude practice by acknowledging the things you’re grateful for, big or small, and keeping an attitude of thankfulness !

Simple, Modest Clothing !! Nuns typically wear simple and modest clothes that allow them to move freely while remaining discreet ! You can create a similar aesthetic by opting for loose, comfortable clothing in neutral tones, such as soft blues, grays, and earthy colors. Think long skirts, dresses, tunics, or simple pants paired with modest tops ! While not mandatory, a simple head covering or scarf can help evoke the feel of the nun aesthetic. Try wearing a soft headscarf or bandana to add a serene and peaceful vibe to your look ! Natural Makeup or None ! Nuns typically wear minimal to no makeup, and you can reflect that by opting for a more natural or fresh-faced look. If you do wear makeup, keep it simple and subtle—think neutral tones and light touches that focus on enhancing your natural beauty.

[radhell]

i know you pal..... 😈

*shaking in my boots*

[radhell]

Exciting rule update in the transID.org Discord Serverp

[Image Text: 30. Zionism is BANNED. Zionists are not welcome here. Yes, this includes "pro two party solution" people. Israel had no right to indigenous Palestinian Land. (In smaller text) This, of course, does not apply to transzionists. Israelis are also welcome as long as they are not Zionists.]

*theatrically wiping fake tears away* I'm so proud of us. I've been wanting this rule for years now but we didn't have it because we literally had a Zionist on the mod team at the time. I believe she's still a mod on the r/transracial subreddit, which is unfortunate, but at least it's banned from the server. I'm so glad.

[trick-shot]

Can I get a trans Lavender Town Syndrome mood board with one of the original flags? :p

— TRANSLAVENDERTOWNSYN. MOODBOARD

F2U WITHOUT CREDIT. @TRICK-SHOT 2025.

FOOTNOTE: Hope this was ok! Struggled a little with this one :,).

[radhell]

RAH MY FLAG! TYSM!

(And omg Buried Alive cameo. Love).

[radhell]

A worshipper is someone who honors, reveres, or shows devotion to one or more deities, spirits, or natural forces.

A devotee is someone who is deeply committed to and reveres a particular deity, spirit, or aspect of nature within their spiritual practice.

An oathsworn typically refers to a person who has made a solemn vow or commitment, often to a deity, spirit, or a particular path.

This oath is a binding promise that reflects deep dedication and loyalty, often involving personal, spiritual, or ethical commitments.

(I would seek permission from Aeria before becoming oathsworn as it's a serious and often life-binding thing to do).

A votary is someone who is devoted or dedicated to a particular deity, spirit, or religious practice. The term originates from the Latin word votum, meaning a vow or promise. A votary typically makes a vow or oath to serve, honor, or worship a specific god or goddess, often dedicating their life or significant time to rituals, offerings, and spiritual duties associated with that deity.

(Votary is often seen as a step above oathsworn as votaries are often priests, oracles, or even godspouses. Again, this is very serious and I wouldn't pursue this without explicit consent from Aeria).

Altar Ideas: a physical altar in your home, a pocket altar that's smaller and portable, a Pinterest board with pictures that reminds you of Faer, a Tumblr blog dedicated to Faer where you can post things like prayers or devotional moodboards.

A follower of Aeria specifically is called an Aeriest.

A follower of any divine being found on the @godlycircus blog is called a Performer.

They haven't been active lately, hopefully everything is okay! But I made these. :) Currently on my period, pray for me. 😭 And HADES by Melanie Martinez came out and omfg it's so good.

[radhell]

A worshipper is someone who honors, reveres, or shows devotion to one or more deities, spirits, or natural forces.

A devotee is someone who is deeply committed to and reveres a particular deity, spirit, or aspect of nature within their spiritual practice.

An oathsworn typically refers to a person who has made a solemn vow or commitment, often to a deity, spirit, or a particular path.

This oath is a binding promise that reflects deep dedication and loyalty, often involving personal, spiritual, or ethical commitments.

(I would seek permission from X before becoming oathsworn as it's a serious and often life-binding thing to do).

A votary is someone who is devoted or dedicated to a particular deity, spirit, or religious practice. The term originates from the Latin word votum, meaning a vow or promise. A votary typically makes a vow or oath to serve, honor, or worship a specific god or goddess, often dedicating their life or significant time to rituals, offerings, and spiritual duties associated with that deity.

(Votary is often seen as a step above oathsworn as votaries are often priests, oracles, or even godspouses. Again, this is very serious and I wouldn't pursue this without explicit consent from X).

Altar Ideas: a physical altar in your home, a pocket altar that's smaller and portable, a Pinterest board with pictures that reminds you of Her, a Tumblr blog dedicated to Him where you can post things like prayers or devotional moodboards.

A follower of X specifically is simply called one of Her Believers. This is because it was considered bad fortune for mortals to speak her name (which is why it has been reduced to one letter now).

A follower of any divine being found on the @godlycircus blog is called a Performer.

More fult/deity userboxes for The Godly Circus. :)) Everyone start making radqueer neoreligions again NEOW! /lh /nf

[radhell]

A worshipper is someone who honors, reveres, or shows devotion to one or more deities, spirits, or natural forces.

A devotee is someone who is deeply committed to and reveres a particular deity, spirit, or aspect of nature within their spiritual practice.

An oathsworn typically refers to a person who has made a solemn vow or commitment, often to a deity, spirit, or a particular path.

This oath is a binding promise that reflects deep dedication and loyalty, often involving personal, spiritual, or ethical commitments.

(I would seek permission from Crest before becoming oathsworn as it's a serious and often life-binding thing to do).

A votary is someone who is devoted or dedicated to a particular deity, spirit, or religious practice. The term originates from the Latin word votum, meaning a vow or promise. A votary typically makes a vow or oath to serve, honor, or worship a specific god or goddess, often dedicating their life or significant time to rituals, offerings, and spiritual duties associated with that deity.

(Votary is often seen as a step above oathsworn as votaries are often priests, oracles, or even godspouses. Again, this is very serious and I wouldn't pursue this without explicit consent from Crest).

Altar Ideas: a physical altar in your home, a pocket altar that's smaller and portable, a Pinterest board with pictures that reminds you of Him, a Tumblr blog dedicated to It where you can post things like prayers or devotional moodboards.

A follower of Crest specifically is called a Hatchling.

A follower of any divine being found on the @godlycircus blog is called a Performer.

I love that deities and fults are becoming popular again within the radqueer community. They were always so fun when they were popular the first time around and I feel like it gave a lot of people purpose and helped many folk to take care of themselves and find purpose.

[radhell]

Your children are going to be miserable at best and end up killing themselves at worst. Please let someone else take care of them, that won't give them to abusers on a silver platter just because they said they consent. You are going to fucking kill them otherwise

So I actually divorced my husband because he wouldn't stop making Epstein jokes.

I hate to be the bearer of common sense (/sar) but:

Contact Abolish ≠ Pro Contact

Youth Liberation ≠ Pro Contact

Family Abolition ≠ Pro Contact

Contact stances are used in numerous different ways. I also think that calling yourself pro or anti contact across the board is a little unnecessary and doesn't give the full scope and nuances of one believes.

Youth are an oppressed minority. This is a fact. Me fighting that minors get proper sex education and for two 16 year olds to have sex with each other without fear of being shamed or called names isn't believing that a 10 year old can consent to being with a 25 year old. Use your fucking brain.

The modern institution of family is highly oppressive of not just youth but of women, disabled folk, religious minorities, and racial/ethnic minorities as well. It's severely colonized and much of it is rooted in patriarchy, capitalism, and white supremacy. Not only do parents and guardians need community so they can balance their own lives and parenting healthily but children need other trusted adults in their life as well. Only allowing their parents (MAYBE their grandparents) be the only trusted adults allowed in their life, can and will open the door to adultism, abusive and oppressive power dynamics (not even just between adult/child but between mother/father or between working parent/stay-at-home-parent as well which can get worse if one parent is disabled or more disabled than the other, if such applies ofc), and isolation.

Fuck outta here with your bullshit.

[peachfuzzpeara]

A person cuddling their cat or kissing their dog on the head doesn't magically become harmful when that person is a zoophile. People show affection to their pets every day, it's not inherently different when a zoophile does it.