Today/tonight marks history for my spiritual life.
Some of you may know, I practice all sorts of natural mind altering states. (Without taking any substance)
Today I successfully astral traveled, & flew for the first time.
Many of you may be a skeptic to this phenomena. My heart assures you it is a real,& such a beautiful thing. I've been doing a lot of self healing for a while & had to break down walls for MYSELF to blast off into this dimension.
*Here's the fun part: My experience*
My body reached a very physically vibrational state. I was relaxed. WITHOUT FEAR. I got to the point where I could only feel my brain? I "opened my eyes" (I have no their way of explaining this yet)
"Lifted my head up" SO EASILY. Then just sat up, when I began to feel my soul cord, it was a super freaky tingling feeling, I got scared, layer back down. Got back to reality and thought "oh my god... this is so intense, I must break through further"
I close by eyes and immediately reached the fourth dimension, I sat up, looked behind me and saw my self. Eyes closed, peaceful. I saw my self for who I am (& folks I assure you I think that was the scariest part) (well and getting used to my soul cord, it's tingly, but feels so good being aware of it. It feels like being in love without the attachment of another person. IT IS YOUR OWN SOUL LOVE)
Staring at my self, feeling comfortable, EVERYTHING became VERY vivid. Colors were like nothing I've seen before (imagine seeing everything in your room look almost like an Alex Grey painting, like lightning bolts of energy/ the brightest colors & it's like.... normal feeling? Like it's supposed to be that way!
I walked around my room, opened my door walked passed my family & they didn't even notice me.
It freaked me out, I followed my soul cord back to my body & tried to call Toulouse with my soul (he's truly the only creature I've ever been able to channel, I wanted him to come with me)
Toulouse was outside (in reality) so I went back to the fourth dimension, felt even more comfortable & met Toulouse outside.
HE FELT IT TOO. HE WAS AWARE MY SOUL WAS WALKING AROUND WITHOUT MY BODY. MY LOVE FOR HIM IS SO MUCH MORE INTENSE NOW
& might I add, Toulouse was so orange, it almost blinded me & it was awesome (I always identify him as like... a big ray of sunshine. & I totally felt that. He is my light. )
Okay anyway-
After that connection with my cat (at this point anyone reading this far must think I'm crazy AF, but man.... this is the real deal & magickal. )
Going outside, EVERYTHING WAS SO BRIGHT & COLORFUL AND AWESOME.
SO- of course I'm like "well time to fly"
This was super difficult for me.
The inner child in me only felt I had one way to fly & that was to sing "you can fly" from Peter Pan. Makes sense right? Totally does.
& I did & I flew & it was so liberating. Except everything isn't what it seems to be outside.... I wanted to fly somewhere (you have to know where you're going, like you have to have an inner google maps going on in your head to navigate anywhere)
I just didn't have anywhere worth going memorized. So, I just flew around freely. As high as I could go.
I eventually flew so high I reached a void. Blackness basically. (And I wasn't afraid) I got bored though & just processed some emotions I needed to process and felt good about it, then went back into my human form & opened my eyes.
Then processed the experience for about...... an hour.
Then decided to type this all out.
*sigh*
I BROKE THROUGH BOUNDARIES WITHIN MY SELF. TIME TO SEEK MORE KNOWLEDGE AND FIGURE OUT NEW THINGS TO DO!
I really can NOT express enough how vivid/electric colors are.
It's unreal.
Also the The soul cord, totally looks like an iridescent liquid cord trail that is like... from Donnie Dario (but thinner)
Ahhhhhh!
If anyone has experience with astral travel (I know my cousin does Cindy)
I'd love for anyone to share experiences!!
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