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“Gene. Don’t say that.”
I want to high five whoever made this
In 2017 I'm going to be okay with rawness at its fullest potential & live life limitlessly. Recently I feel my personality has been challenged, for how open/loving I am. It's OKAY that I wear my heart on my sleeve. I've tried so hard to preserve the child like love pouring out of me my whole life. I haven't forgotten what it means/feels like to love something limitlessly/passionately. My love IS genuine HOWEVER dramatic. No matter what I'm going to be disliked. I'd rather be disliked for being comfortable with my self than accommodating to others. January 2017 marks my one year anniversary of being in a band for the first time which has been my dream my whole life (and in this year I ended up in two bands/multiple projects, while working as a freelance photographer, graphic designer, picking up trick hooping, and the ukulele). I think without my madness wouldn't be able to dive into all of this so easily. Harboring this chaos of "I'm going to find a way to make everything work out all at once even if I don't know how the heck it's going to, IMA MAKE IT HAPPEN" is so important. It wouldn't work if I didn't have that special spicy crazy within me. It's also OKAY that I'm not some trained beautiful-voiced singer, that isn't who I am. I'm untamed, wild & raw & im sorta a mess & make mistakes (like everyone does in their own way) Being a productive, passionate mess is okay. So fuck it. I could die any day, you could die any day. I love you.
Soul/brain Food! #nutritionforintuition #health #nutrition
✨I have been working on consolidating *all* that I do✨if we are friends on facebook, or not yet! "like" my facebook page where I'll be posting anything creative I do. I'm going to slowly redirect my photo/music posts from my personal facebook to this page:💀Rae Mystic💀 if you're interested in what going on. I'm going to try and put together a contest for prints of some of my work! So stay tuned for that! I've never done it before, is like to try it out! Much love friends & thanks for all your positivity and support through time!
Today/tonight marks history for my spiritual life. Some of you may know, I practice all sorts of natural mind altering states. (Without taking any substance) Today I successfully astral traveled, & flew for the first time. Many of you may be a skeptic to this phenomena. My heart assures you it is a real,& such a beautiful thing. I've been doing a lot of self healing for a while & had to break down walls for MYSELF to blast off into this dimension.
*Here's the fun part: My experience* My body reached a very physically vibrational state. I was relaxed. WITHOUT FEAR. I got to the point where I could only feel my brain? I "opened my eyes" (I have no their way of explaining this yet) "Lifted my head up" SO EASILY. Then just sat up, when I began to feel my soul cord, it was a super freaky tingling feeling, I got scared, layer back down. Got back to reality and thought "oh my god... this is so intense, I must break through further" I close by eyes and immediately reached the fourth dimension, I sat up, looked behind me and saw my self. Eyes closed, peaceful. I saw my self for who I am (& folks I assure you I think that was the scariest part) (well and getting used to my soul cord, it's tingly, but feels so good being aware of it. It feels like being in love without the attachment of another person. IT IS YOUR OWN SOUL LOVE) Staring at my self, feeling comfortable, EVERYTHING became VERY vivid. Colors were like nothing I've seen before (imagine seeing everything in your room look almost like an Alex Grey painting, like lightning bolts of energy/ the brightest colors & it's like.... normal feeling? Like it's supposed to be that way! I walked around my room, opened my door walked passed my family & they didn't even notice me. It freaked me out, I followed my soul cord back to my body & tried to call Toulouse with my soul (he's truly the only creature I've ever been able to channel, I wanted him to come with me) Toulouse was outside (in reality) so I went back to the fourth dimension, felt even more comfortable & met Toulouse outside. HE FELT IT TOO. HE WAS AWARE MY SOUL WAS WALKING AROUND WITHOUT MY BODY. MY LOVE FOR HIM IS SO MUCH MORE INTENSE NOW & might I add, Toulouse was so orange, it almost blinded me & it was awesome (I always identify him as like... a big ray of sunshine. & I totally felt that. He is my light. ) Okay anyway- After that connection with my cat (at this point anyone reading this far must think I'm crazy AF, but man.... this is the real deal & magickal. ) Going outside, EVERYTHING WAS SO BRIGHT & COLORFUL AND AWESOME. SO- of course I'm like "well time to fly" This was super difficult for me. The inner child in me only felt I had one way to fly & that was to sing "you can fly" from Peter Pan. Makes sense right? Totally does. & I did & I flew & it was so liberating. Except everything isn't what it seems to be outside.... I wanted to fly somewhere (you have to know where you're going, like you have to have an inner google maps going on in your head to navigate anywhere) I just didn't have anywhere worth going memorized. So, I just flew around freely. As high as I could go. I eventually flew so high I reached a void. Blackness basically. (And I wasn't afraid) I got bored though & just processed some emotions I needed to process and felt good about it, then went back into my human form & opened my eyes. Then processed the experience for about...... an hour. Then decided to type this all out. *sigh* I BROKE THROUGH BOUNDARIES WITHIN MY SELF. TIME TO SEEK MORE KNOWLEDGE AND FIGURE OUT NEW THINGS TO DO! I really can NOT express enough how vivid/electric colors are. It's unreal. Also the The soul cord, totally looks like an iridescent liquid cord trail that is like... from Donnie Dario (but thinner) Ahhhhhh! If anyone has experience with astral travel (I know my cousin does Cindy) I'd love for anyone to share experiences!!
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I found these gifs I made a while back for a site that’s not running anymore, so I thought I’d post them here. It’s a description of psychiatric symptoms and states of mind using a pink box and some other stuff.
These are so accurate
Interesting! Just thought I’d share!
I wish people could see things for what they really are/take my honesty seriously. I've told /many/ individuals that am emotionally unavailable & they low key argue this with me. Why would you want to pursue someone that tells you with kindness "you're sweet but I'm emotionally unavailable, my heart lies elsewhere". There is no game/hidden meaning. It isn't fair to anyone! Right off the bat- I just want to be friends. This isn't a bad thing! I understand my bubbly persona comes off as flirty & it doesn't help that I'm intense/passionate/ have an open sexuality. This is who I am & im happy with this. I shouldn't be reprimanded for being my self & also very honest from the get-go. I also shouldn't have to explain my self - but the messages I receive on facebook & other social media platforms becoming annoying/uncomfortable. If I liked you, trust me. You would know. Where my heart is; they know. I say this all out of love. & I love friendships! My romantic heart is confused & somewhere else. I love communicating, it isn't that I don't like people contacting me, the /content/ conveyed is not at my /consent/.
I appreciate those "you're cute AF" comments messaged to me. & it's funny how even though I say "I'm much deeper than that" people don't understand what I mean. With my experience my cuteness goes away when I open my mouth & speak my far fetched point of views. My mind is in another freaking dimension & some parts of it I don't fully understand yet & im enjoying this journey. I don't plan on changing this anytime soon or breaking down walls. I also don't want this to rub future friendships the wrong way. I have boundaries. Please respect them 💕
Sir Frank Dicksee - Portrait of Lady Hillingdon (1904), detail
It’s unbearably painful For the soul to love silently.
Anna Akhmatova, The Complete Poems (via thelovejournals)