NO BUT FR. enemies with benefits w/ rafe actually sounds so incredibly hot.
part 2!
part 3!
"you think they'll kick me out for being 19 and drinking if i take a glass?" you whisper and kiara looks at you, shaking her head slowly with a smile.
"it's Midsummers, i don't think anyone cares about anything right now" she smiles and you laugh, waving slyly at jj who walked around with a tray of champagne.
"why hello ladies, you are looking gorgeous tonight. drinks?" jj winks and you both laugh, taking a glass and nodding at him. you took out a five and stuffed it in his pants pocket.
"keep the change" you wink and he nods, heading to another group of people. you and kiara laugh, but your smile fades when rafe and topper enter the room. "oh great"
"yln!" rafe smiles and walks over to you, topper shaking your hand softly and you smile at him, but not rafe. "oh come onn, i know you missed me"
"if by missed you you mean missed kicking your ass, then yeah, i did" you sarcastically smile and finish your drink, excusing yourself. you place your empty glass in a bin of dirty glasses, tracking jj down and grabbing his elbow softly. "hey, maybank, can i buy one of those drinks off of you again?"
"anything's free for you, sweetheart" he winked and you laughed, taking a glass again and kissing his cheek. rafe stood at the top of the stairs with his hand in his pocket as he watched you and jj. "hey, be safe, alright?"
"shouldn't i be the one telling you that? no fights today, you hear?" you point and he salutes, nodding at you before both part ways. you looked over your shoulder to rafe and look to the giant staircase, leading to empty rooms.
you chugged the rest of your drink and put the glass down on a table, heading up the stairs. your fingers ran up the metal railing, slyly looking down to see rafe entering the building, looking up at you.
you traveled down to the end of the hallway, an empty room with a few tables and chairs and a couch, mostly for storage. once you reached the end of the hallway, rafe was just at the beginning. you smile and enter the room, sitting on the edge of the couch.
the door swung open and rafe smirked at you, locking the door and face walking over to you. rafe grabbed your face and kissed you roughly, the both of you falling onto the couch. "you look gorgeous tonight"
"none of that, just fuck me, rafe" you bit his lip and he hummed, moving his hips against yours. rafe pushed up the silk of your dress to bunch at your hips, pulling your underwear off and pushing your knees to your chest. rafe's tongue swirled your clit and pussy, and you let out a soft moan.
"so pretty for me, every time" rafe mumbled and pulled a condom out of his jacket pocket, pulling down his pants and underwear. you spit in your hand and pumped him for a minuted, then holding onto his blue jacket as he pressed his tip against your pussy.
"just fuck me!" you exclaim and he presses his hips into yours. you moan and grip his hair, kissing him sloppily as his thrusts pick up. you arch your body into his, hand holding his hip as his thrusts got deeper and harder. you close your eyes and mumble his name. rafe held your chin and pressed his nose against yours.
"open your eyes, pretty girl. i want you to see how good i fuck you" rafe grunted into your mouth and you open your eyes, rafe smiling and pushing his hand down to your neck. you open your moutha dn moan, rafe spitting on your tongue.
"more, rafe, more" rafe picked you up and draped you over the arm of the couch and spanked you a few times, thrusting into you again. he grabbed a fistful of hair and you moan his name.
"that's right, tell the whole fucking outer banks who fucks you this good" you smirk to yourself and grip the couch cushions, moaning loudly.
"fuck yes, jj, god yes" rafe spun you around again and gripped your neck. "i bet jj had such a bigger dick, i bet he fucks way better than you do. pogues always have big dicks" you smile and bite your lip, rafe tightening the grip around your neck.
"that pogue could never fuck you as good as i do, and we both fucking know that" rafe knocked the table cloth off of the table and laid you on it, your hips off the edge with your legs around his waist. the table rocked with every thrust, and you were sure someone was bound to catch you two.
your fingers rub your clit and rafe throws your hand away, moving his thumb roughly up and down your clit. "rafe.. more.. someone's gonna catch us"
"good. let them see that pretty pussy of yours and how good i fuck it, huh? cum for me, slut. cum all over my cock" you grip his shirt and hold your breath, rafe's hand wrapping around your neck. he smirks as your thighs shake against his waist, kissing your jaw and chuckling as you gasp and moan. "good girl.. such a good girl"
rafe's thrusts didn't stop as you came, your body trembling. rafe loved watching you has he overstimulated you, your shaky breaths and moans of his name. "rafe.. fuck!" his mouth pressed against yours and he moaned into it as he came. you hummed and bit his neck, rubbing up and down his chest. "alright, get off me" you smile and he lets out a nasal laugh.
you found your underwear and put it back on, fixing yourself in the mirror. rafe stood next to you and fixed himself as well, turning to you. "when can i see you again?" rafe turned to you and held your waist.
"whenever you find me again, rafe" you wink and tap his chest, leaving the room. you head down the stairs to see a frantic jj running around. "hey, jj, you okay?" you grab his bicep and he let out a breath.
"oh, yn, thank god you're okay. i heard you yell my name before but i couldn't find you" you blush and roll your lips between your teeth, rafe coming down the stairs.
"ohh! i was defending you to rafe, don't worry. he was just being a dickhead per usual about you and the pogues" you smile and tap his chest.
"do you really think that highly of me, yn?" rafe asked behind you and you roll your eyes, still holding jj's bicep as you look at rafe.
"you are equivalent to the dirt under my shoe, asshole. come on jj" you tug his arm softly and you held rafe's gaze as you walked away.
"you know, you're the only one he shuts up to" jj said and you smile proudly, taking a flute of alcohol. "it's kind of scary, actually. do you have a spell over him or something?"
"maybe. maybe not" you wink and he laughs, taking the tray again and nodding at you as he went to go do his job. you leaned against the building as stared out at the ocean, smiling to yourself. you knew the power you had over rafe cameron, but no one would ever know except for you and rafe.
welcome to the ambivalence masterlist! thank you so much for reading and supporting!
*each chapter title is the name of the chase atlantic song i think matches up with the chapter best, i thought it would be fun bc rafe cameron gives off chase atlantic vibes for sure
warnings: swearing, underage drinking, mentions of drug use, drug addiction , most specific warnings are in the beginning of every part!
friends - part one
swim - part two
right here - part three
lust - part four
slow down - part five
into it - part six
her - part seven
talk slow - part eight
keep it up - part nine
numb to the feeling - part ten
devilish - part eleven
love is easy - part twelve
heaven and back - part thirteen
consume - part fourteen
falling - epilogue
Pre-Series Blurbs
obsessive , moonlight , i never existed , empty , meddle about , slide , escort
In/Post-Series Blurbs
okay , church , first christmas , paranoid , new years , dancer in the dark , too late , call me back , paradise
gamechangershow
yousharknotpass
theartofmadeline
jimmyeatworldofficial
turnnoffyourmind
amandla
