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[ragazzamaganera]

"You're so weird" Mmhhh yesss Pleasee say that Again

[lilacdollie4]

[ragazzamaganera]

[lipstickonapiggg]

[ragazzamaganera]

I really need someone to relate to

[ragazzamaganera]

The concept of not venting to my closest friends cause i’ll feel uncomfortable and stupid but doing it on tumblr

[ragazzamaganera]

Maybe it’s the fear they might see me different after

[ragazzamaganera]

I need time to rest

[ragazzamaganera]

The concept of not venting to my closest friends cause i’ll feel uncomfortable and stupid but doing it on tumblr

[ragazzamaganera]

I changed my phone cause the camera wasn’t accurate enough and i was starting to get really insecure. Now i realise the camera isn’t the problem but my face is, it makes me sick in the stomach it aches really bad and then i get nauseous

[bitterswtdvll]

[rocknrollangelsblog]

Endless loop

[ragazzamaganera]

I am allergic to the xy chromosome

[wildnickk]

[learningtocare]

[numanbeing]

My justifiable anger, the unjust weight inside my chest.

My repulsion grows every moment I relive that life.

This rage, only has a face to loathe.

Do you feel it too?

When a person forces their way into your life, after being the one choosing to leave.

When a person forces their affection onto you after being the one choosing another.

When a person forces their will onto your decision and not accept your no, after having their no's gracefully digested.

Do you also feel the anger that I am feeling?

When its you,

You are to accept their decision.

Their choice to walk away.

Their choice to be with someone else.

Their choice to move on.

Their choice to live their life, away from whatever remnants your breath left behind.

Their choice to say no.

Their choice to reject your affection.

When its them, its okay?

Its their right. Its their life.

But when its me and you,

Why doesn't our no matter?

What audacity are some men born under.

I do not understand, neither does my wrath cares to know.

Selfish and forceful people.

Petrify my patience and turn me into a symbol of rage.

Do you understand this unfair adjustment.

I feel like I am with a willful sibling, who makes me do their chore, and I having a mind of equity, believe that the favor will be returned one day when it is my turn.

But no, when it is my turn to be given what I gave.

I get nothing.

Its an infuriating feeling. I feel each time I meet a forceful person, to whom I never once forced.

[ragazzamaganera]

[ragazzamaganera]

I’m so jealous wtf i wanna smash my head

[ragazzamaganera]

Sometimes you’ll feel this strange uncomfortable feeling that keeps following you and that makes you think there’s something wrong with yourself, that everything is your fault or complain about how you look. This feeling it’s not a consequence of specific behaviours or habits you have but cause you’re used to hear/being told all those things. It’s a feeling that cannot be explained, it starts eating you from the inside, slowly, each day, consuming you, then one day you’ll start thinking that maybe it’s right and let it live with you forever. It’s not your fault.