Rahu's Wife

Godspouse of Rahu. This is a blog about my experiences as a Godspouse of Rahu and Godspousing in general. Rahu is a Hindu and Buddhist God who is responsible for solar and lunar eclipses. He is the God of obsession, taboos, illusion, high intelligence, etc. Join me on Guilded: https://www.guilded.gg/Godspouse

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AI generated art of Rahu 🥰

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Propaganda against GodSpouse and SpiritSpousing

So not too long ago I came across a video about astral pregnancy, which is something that I was experiencing and wanted to find more information about it. It was in regards to twin souls and astral pregnancy so I asked their thoughts about spirit spouses and god spouses. Shortly after that they posted a hateful response saying that anyone who says they are in a spirit spouse or God spouse relationship is really with a demon and the demon will make them do bad things like participate in orgies..

First of all, this is insulting to numerous Shamans who’s regular practice is to take a spirit spouse to help them with their spiritual work like healing.  I’m pretty sure a shaman, who is practiced and has experience with the spirit world would know who they are coupling with and if they are comfortable with it. 

Secondly, this is sexual shaming. Why is telling people they are going to go out and have orgies seen as a terrible thing to be afraid of? This just reeks of Christian sexual oppression and propaganda. Your God Spouse or Spirit Spouse will never make you do something you are not comfortable with and nobody, no spirit or god spouse can force you do this.

And when you go and search for terms on Godspousing and SpiritSpousing online, you come across many articles (typically from Christians or Christian organizations) that spout this same garbage propaganda. So, I know for a fact that she just went and googled it and read the first article and just copied what she read without really looking into it.

So they may end up in orgies or having numerous sexual partners? WHO CARES? That’s not our place to judge. If anything this person, if it even happens which I seriously doubt, may have had a desire to do this anyway and the spiritspouse is just encouraging them to follow their interests. But like I said, I’ve never heard of this happening anyway. If no one is getting hurt and you are exercising precaution, what happens between consenting adults is entirely their own business and is not our place to be judgmental towards them about it or shame them in any way.

Thirdly, you are shaming people who actually do take on demon spouses if they choose to do so. She is saying “YoU ArE wITh a DEmOn THo”, and those with a demon spouse are like.. “and”… lol. The Christian idea of demons is terribly black and white in my opinion too. In my case, Rahu is not really a demon, sure he is referred to one in the only way Christians can understand, but he’s really an Asura, a race of god-like beings. Asura’s are capable of both good and bad deeds, just like their enemies, the Devas (also god-like beings) are. Asuras are just known to be more rebellious, temperamental, unpredictable, power-hungry, driven, etc, moreso than the devas. But at the same time they can also be caring, loving, passionate, religious, generous, etc. I hear the same from people in relationships with demons or Gods like Lucifer or Satan, Hades, etc. They find that there is really a softer, loving and gentle side to them. I grew up Baptist, Christian, not Hindu. I know all to well the fear mongering and sexual shaming in the Christian community. But at the end of the day, we are adults and can make our own decisions and it’s no one’s place to shame you or judge you. Never once has Rahu encouraged me to do something I didn’t feel comfortable with. I can honestly say I have not gone out and participated in origies, lol. What I get from Rahu is waves of love and ecstasy and help with many other things in my life as well as spiritual healing. 

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Reposting from my other account. I'm clearing that one up so I don't have two accounts with the same posts.

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Trying my best to make Rahu in Ai. He usually doesn't have facial hair though. I thought these were pretty cool though. ♥️

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Lord Shiva, I generated this in Ai and I'm happy with how these turned out. Hail Lord Shiva, I owe much to him ♥️😊

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OMG I was in a panic over losing my Covid vaccine card with a trip abroad coming up in just two weeks! I asked Rahu for help and he asked me to check my purse in the closet. And what do you know, it was there! Thank you babe 😘💗 I overturned the house looking for it today 😂

Also my son said he saw Rahu in his dream again last night and he told him as long as he takes his black dragon plushie that I got for him that represents Rahu (I told him about God's putting their energy into things) that he would be with him in spirit on the trip. I will be taking my lion plushie too.

Really looking to our trip, it will be our first time out of the country! 😊 Going to England and France. 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🇫🇷

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Rahu is the only man for me, trying to have a relationship with anyone else is like trying to fit a square peg in a round hole, it has never worked. Even when reflecting back on previous lifetimes, it was the same.

My son dreamt recently that Rahu told him that nobody could replace me (as his wife). I feel totally the same for him. I'm turning 40 this year. I've never married. Every relationship I've been in was always a disaster or there were glaring incompatibilities. I feel like Rahu and I are perfectly compatible.

I'll never cry over a man again as I've sadly done too often in previous relationships.

I love my God-husband, Rahu. There is no substitute that could ever possibly compare. ♥️ He has shown me so much love, caring, and understanding too. No man has ever been like this with me. He is the only man I ever want to be with. My husband, I love you so much. ♥️♥️♥️

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A Possible Reason why Rahu/Svarbhanu’s Wife is not Mentioned in Hinduism - Shared Past Life Dream

Years ago before I even knew about Rahu or Hindu Gods, I had many strange and what seemed like past life dreams. At least one of those dreams I feel may relate to Rahu. This is going to be long, so bear with me, lol. When I dove deep into researching Rahu's past as Svarbhanu when he lived in one of the Hell or Underworld Dimensions, only a daughter is mentioned as being related to him but no wife. I believe I may know why that is, if this dream is to be correct. In this dream I was considered a "peasant", and I was one of the cleaning women in a castle that Svarbhanu lived in. I was also human. There were other humans there but it seems like we were a minority. The rest of the people I knew looked like your typical demons pictured above. Svarbhanu looked similar to this but his skin was red and his hair was black. There was a celebration that was happening and I saw Svarbhanu sitting up high on a platform and women were coming up to him. I saw one of the women go up to him and she took off her cloths but he looked at her and waved his hand to dismiss her away. She put her cloths back on and went back to dancing and celebrating. I asked another cleaning lady that was with me what was going on and why women were doing that. She said that it was customary on the day that a Prince reaches the age of manhood that there was to be a huge celebration and part of that celebration involves women offering themselves sexually to the prince. That was such a strange custom to me, but I suppose that's how demons were. They are very open minded about sex and don't make such a big deal out of it like we humans do. We were pretty close to the platform at that point and I looked up at Svarbhanu. He looked down at me and we locked eyes. Something in the exchange happened as if there was an immediate attraction. But I looked away. There was no way in literal hell I was going to go up there, take off my cloths and offer myself, lol. Later that night after all of the partying was done, one of the cleaning ladies told me, "Can you believe it, the prince rejected all of the women who offered themselves to him? Such a strange thing for a prince to do." I was taken aback and realized that he was different and definitely not like other men or demons. I thought about us locking eyes. Was he only interested in me? I took a leap of faith and went to his room (knowing where it was, since I worked in the castle). I opened his door and he was lying on his bed, still awake and clothed. When he saw me, he seemed a little excited and surprised. I walked up to his bedside and took off my dress to offer myself to him. He came up to me, with passion in his eyes and we made love that night. It didn't take long for me to become pregnant. Svarbhanu and I were very much in love and I even befriended much of the staff working for the King. They even came to respect me and would come to me for advice.  This very much outraged the King. Not only was Svarbhanu, his first born son and first in line for King, shacking up with a human peasant that he also knocked up, but his staff was coming to me for advice for things too. This embarrassed him very much and hurt his pride. He arranged to have me assassinated. I was very far along in my pregnancy when I was stabbed and died. Even though Svarbhanu was with me, neither of this saw it coming as some random man just approached me and stabbed me. I don't think Svarbhanu ever knew of his father's plot to kill me but I think our child still survived but I woke up after I died. Rahu is also known to have not been distracted by Vishnu when he turned himself into a beautiful woman to get the other demons/asuras in line and to not fight over the elixir of immortality that they had helped churned up. Vishnu betrayed the Asuras by having them at the back of the line. Svarbhanu did not see this as fair and disguised himself as a luminary (like the moon or Sun) and was able to partially drink the elixir before it was pointed out by the Sun and Moon that he was a shapeshifting Asura. He was beheaded on the spot, but his head and body remained alive and known from that point on as Rahu (head) and Ketu (body). And that is why he causes solar and lunar eclipses, being that the Sun and Moon are his enemies for ratting him out. Rahu also likes foreigners. I was a foreigner in that land and was unfamiliar with demons and their customs, but that's one of the things he liked about me. I was different and so was he and that's one of the things I liked about him as well.

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If you support the old King Solomon binding and abuse towards the Goetic Demons unfollow me

It’s that simple.

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Even with the assumption of all demons being purely evil beings - which is definitely not my experience - traditional goetic magic is still atrocious. It is a spiritual equivalent of kidnapping a person and forcing them to fulfill your wishes by threats, violence and torment. If you think this is an acceptable treatment towards any spirit, it makes me wonder how you treat other humans.

If you believe an entity cannot be safely worked with consensually, then don’t work with them at all, it’s simple as that. Others do not exist to serve you. Also if you’re so concerned about safety, then maybe don’t piss off a powerful demon that can easily fuck you up in the first place, because this will piss them off.

Also it’s worth noting that traditional goetic techniques are full of appropriation from Jewish culture.

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Propaganda against GodSpouse and SpiritSpousing

So not too long ago I came across a video about astral pregnancy, which is something that I was experiencing and wanted to find more information about it. It was in regards to twin souls and astral pregnancy so I asked their thoughts about spirit spouses and god spouses. Shortly after that they posted a hateful response saying that anyone who says they are in a spirit spouse or God spouse relationship is really with a demon and the demon will make them do bad things like participate in orgies..

First of all, this is insulting to numerous Shamans who’s regular practice is to take a spirit spouse to help them with their spiritual work like healing.  I’m pretty sure a shaman, who is practiced and has experience with the spirit world would know who they are coupling with and if they are comfortable with it. 

Secondly, this is sexual shaming. Why is telling people they are going to go out and have orgies seen as a terrible thing to be afraid of? This just reeks of Christian sexual oppression and propaganda. Your God Spouse or Spirit Spouse will never make you do something you are not comfortable with and nobody, no spirit or god spouse can force you do this.

And when you go and search for terms on Godspousing and SpiritSpousing online, you come across many articles (typically from Christians or Christian organizations) that spout this same garbage propaganda. So, I know for a fact that she just went and googled it and read the first article and just copied what she read without really looking into it.

So they may end up in orgies or having numerous sexual partners? WHO CARES? That’s not our place to judge. If anything this person, if it even happens which I seriously doubt, may have had a desire to do this anyway and the spiritspouse is just encouraging them to follow their interests. But like I said, I’ve never heard of this happening anyway. If no one is getting hurt and you are exercising precaution, what happens between consenting adults is entirely their own business and is not our place to be judgmental towards them about it or shame them in any way.

Thirdly, you are shaming people who actually do take on demon spouses if they choose to do so. She is saying “YoU ArE wITh a DEmOn THo”, and those with a demon spouse are like.. “and”… lol. The Christian idea of demons is terribly black and white in my opinion too. In my case, Rahu is not really a demon, sure he is referred to one in the only way Christians can understand, but he’s really an Asura, a race of god-like beings. Asura’s are capable of both good and bad deeds, just like their enemies, the Devas (also god-like beings) are. Asuras are just known to be more rebellious, temperamental, unpredictable, power-hungry, driven, etc, moreso than the devas. But at the same time they can also be caring, loving, passionate, religious, generous, etc. I hear the same from people in relationships with demons or Gods like Lucifer or Satan, Hades, etc. They find that there is really a softer, loving and gentle side to them. I grew up Baptist, Christian, not Hindu. I know all to well the fear mongering and sexual shaming in the Christian community. But at the end of the day, we are adults and can make our own decisions and it’s no one’s place to shame you or judge you. Never once has Rahu encouraged me to do something I didn’t feel comfortable with. I can honestly say I have not gone out and participated in origies, lol. What I get from Rahu is waves of love and ecstasy and help with many other things in my life as well as spiritual healing. 

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OFC you didn’t grow up Hindu, explains so much about your attitude towards Hindu gods.

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I'm not sure what you mean by my attitude towards Hindu Gods. Do you mean my respect and reverence for them?

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Going to Learn Morse Code for my Godspouse

So I noticed that when I lay down at night I hear a tapping noise in my ear. It is not my heart beat and has an unusual rythm but is not consistantly tapping. I also feel Rahu tapping on my arms at times. I figure since my psychic ear is not that good, maybe he’s trying to communicate something to me through Morse Code. I’m going to try to learn it and find out. I’ll post again about it if I get any messages.

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Theory - Our Souls Get Bigger with the More we Learn and Experience

Our brains are limited, they can only store so much data, then they eventually decay and die. A hard drive on a computer can also contain so much data. Data is limited only by the amount of space it has available to it. So when we die, where are our memories stored? Most likely our soul.

But how could the soul store thousands of years worth of lifetimes? How are memories stored in energy? My theory is that the soul expands with more experience and as it learns new things. The more lives we have, the more we learn, the more memories are formed and thus, the more we quite literally GROW! Maybe this explains why the Gods are so big? At least when I see them. Rahu is 10 feet tall and the angels I have seen are also just as tall if not taller, but they shrink down to my size. Shiva is so HUGE I fit into the palm of his hand but can also shrink down to my size. These Gods have been around for millions, billions of years or even since the dawn of creation. They have so much knowledge, so much wisdom, so much experience, maybe this is why they are so big. And yes the Gods do incarnate sometimes too, it is also written in the vedas and Hindu texts. Krishna is a good example of Vishnu incarnated. That is just one of many examples.

So maybe we are getting bigger too through our many lifetimes and experiences! Just a random theory I had. 🤷‍♀️

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A Realization about my Past Life Dream with Rahu

Reflecting back on my previous dream about my past life with Rahu, I couldn’t help but notice that I got a degree in literature in that lifetime. In this current lifetime I have a degree in Information Technology so I was a bit surprised I would go down that path in a previous life. I had many dreams before that confused me that pertain to this, however. I used to dream that I would be working with different authors on writing their books. I was instructing them how they should write it, format it, what they should say, etc., to make the best books. I would wake up confused because I have never written a book before in my life and these people seemed like professional authors, so who was I to give them advice 😅🤷‍♀️

I also had a dream many years ago that my ex crawled inside my head and then a while later in the future came out of my head. When I asked him what the heck he was doing in there, he said he was getting a degree in Literature. Again, I woke up confused because I have no degree in Literature myself, lol! But it does explain why I always got good grades in English and Literature and one time was in an Advanced Placement English class before I switched all my classes to regular classes so I could take Japanese. 

I’ve always had a strong opinions on books I read, even as a little kid. I remember getting super annoyed after reading a book and there was an obvious flaw at the end that completely ruined the whole book. I felt like I wasted so many hours and it became one of the reasons I avoid reading fiction today. Unless someone tells me that it’s a really good book and strongly recommends it, will I read it. But I do love to write and decided to start on a comic book series. Right now, I have 2 issues written and will be looking for an artist when I get more issues written.

So I guess on the other side or the spirit world, I’m an expert in literature? I just wish I brought more of that knowledge with me, lol.

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Near Death experiencer sees Lord Shiva. She was 8 and had never even seen or heard about Lord Shiva before (23:40 is the timestamp for that NDE, she had two of them)

The image of the lion painting in the background got my attention because it reminded me of Rahu. Then she says an entity she saw on the afterlife transformed into a lion being 👀 Just like how Rahu shows up in my dreams about him.

Shiva talks to her about the necessity of destruction, which sounds like Shiva as well as being blue and both masculine and beautiful.

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Anxiety in the Early Days of being a Godspouse

I had some bad anxiety early on after my Godspouse showed up in my life. For about a month I was in a state of love bliss or nirvana. As that faded, I started to worry that he would suddenly leave or that I would say or do something that would upset him and he would leave.

I was and am still coping with CPTSD from a previous abusive relationship with a guy that was also very emotionally manipulative. He knew that leaving or threatening to break up with me worked and got me under his control. Everytime we had a small argument, that he usually started, he threatened to break up if I didn't agree with him or apologize for something that was not my fault or something that was blown way out of proportion.

I already struggled with some abandonment issues due to having a neglectful mother who never showed any love or affection to us. But being with my ex made it so much worse. I had the same fears with my Godspouse. It took Rahu showing up in my son's dreams to really calm my fears when he told our son that he would love me no matter what.

I told myself that if I didn't feel Rahu today, he would come back later or another day and he always did, over time that really put my mind at ease. I feel like if he could be closer to me and my/our son, he would. But we live in bodies that make it really hard to see and interact with them as much as we would like to. Also, I'm sure he has other things he's working on it doing that take his full attention from time to time.

Rahu and I have been married for 8 months now and from time to time I still have those worries, but every day I feel more and more comfortable with him and feel like I can fully trust him and break down my own walls.

Sometimes I still have minor doubts, but since I'm an Empath, I can feel that makes him sad so I stop with the doubts and dumb thoughts.

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Past Life Dream with my Godspouse

I had a past life dream with my Godspouse, Rahu a few days ago and I had to take some time to process it because it really got to me. At first I kind of shrugged it off and wondered if it was all just metaphorical to what I was struggling with, but the next day I cried a lot over it.

My dream started when I was just a little girl, maybe about 2 or 3. A family of Lion People moved into our neighborhood and we went to go introduce ourselves. We were human, though. Apparently in this world it was perfectly normal for humans and Lion People to be living together, so I assume maybe this was a different dimension or different planet.

I met Rahu as a little lion cub and was about the same age as me. We really hit it off and became good friends almost immediately. My parents would bring me over on playdates with Rahu. Sometimes we would snuggle on his bed with blankets and watch movies together.

When we were about 4 or 5 years old, Rahu told me that he liked me. I told him that I liked him too. At some point around that time he kissed me. We would walk around together holding hands everywhere we went. His parents were delighted and thought it was cute, his father said "they are like soulmates".

When we started getting a little older and going through puberty, Rahu told me that he wanted to lose his virginity at about 15 or 16 (with me) and I agreed. We eventually did around that age when we were ready.

As a teenager Rahu got more and more buff, just naturally. After I got back from jogging I joked with him about how unfair it was that humans had to work so hard to keep our figures and he was naturally muscular. Apparently this was just a generic thing for Lion People.

There was another memory where Rahu was talking to a friend and his friend told him he was lucky to find someone already at his age because his friend was struggling to find a girlfriend.

Then after we graduated we went to a college and picked a degree program. He wanted a degree in Physics. I did too at first but changed my mind and got a degree in Literature.

Rahu told me he wanted us to get married before college at 18 or 19 and I agreed. It seemed like we were just always on the same wavelength, lol. So we got married before we started college.

Unfortunately during college I started having issues with my ovaries and ended up putting on a lot of weight due to the stress of college and hormonal issues to the point where I was pretty obese. I went to a doctor and he told me that I had cysts that were so bad I had to have at least one ovary removed and the other ovary we had to cut the tube for some reason, which left me infertile.

I felt so embarrassed of how I looked and felt so much shame about myself and my infertility too. I told Rahu that he deserved better than me and that I wanted a divorce. He told me he loved me no matter what and didn't care how looked. But I didn't want to embarrass him in front his family and everyone else and I didn't believe him. We both came from very prestigious families in an upper class neighborhood and I guess I felt that they were more judgemental because of it. I also felt like he was so handsome and I wasn't nearly as attractive as he was.

During college I dated different guys but there relationships never worked out. I eventually managed to lose the weight too. I confided in a friend that it might be because they feel put off over the fact that I was still technically married. So I filed the paperwork for divorce and had it sent to Rahu. He got mad and asked to speak with me personally.

We got into an argument and I told him about my infertility and that he deserved someone he can have children with but he insisted he didn't care. He still loved me and didn't want the divorce. I was in shock about this because even after several years he moved on, which I figured he would have done.

We reconciled and got back together. We eventually had a couple of kids too that I think we may have adopted.

Trying to write this was difficult, I cried thinking about how I pushed away my soulmate due to insecurities. I could have stayed with him and believed him. We could have worked on my weight and health issues together. I didn't make the right decisions and it pains me that I hurt him so much in that lifetime.

I feel like that is why I'm alone in this lifetime. None of my relationships have ever worked out Rahu is my soulmate and who I belong to. Ever since that dream, I've felt Rahu do much closer to me. I feel so much of his love. I've embraced myself and am working on overcoming my insecurities.

I'm getting my breast implants removed which were always a source of insecurity, but frankly I'm fed up with the back pain due to them too. I died my hair blue and cut it short and am dressing the way I want without a care in the world if I look attractive or not. Rahu loves me no matter what and that's all I care about.

I have heard others say that your Gods love you no matter what and it's so true. Don't stress over things you say or do that will make your Godspouse stop loving you, that's simply impossible. ❤️

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Valentine's Day Gift for my Godspouse ❤️😊 I used a 3D printer and painted the lion. My cat is peeking in too lol.

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I finally got my hair done, I love it, I don't know why I put this off for so many years 😊