Euphoric

Monsters don't live under my bed The creatures that lurk inside my head They feed off of me till I'm braindead But I'm pretty numb so its painless baby

[rainbowjuliet]

If you had a time machine and could send just one message to your past self, what would it say? If…

[rainbowjuliet]

33 and Going Through Menopause

33 years old and about to go through menopause for the next 3–6 months. Am I an overachiever or what? lol I had my post-op follow-up this week, and everything went really well. I’m healing better than I expected, which is a huge relief because just a week ago I was convinced this whole recovery process was going to drag forever. Now comes the next part. My doctor wants to start me on a…

[rainbowjuliet]

Learning to Look Closer #5

Sometimes looking closer means seeing something beautiful. Sometimes it means looking into your aquarium and wondering what exactly your snail thinks she’s doing. Because apparently the glass wasn’t interesting enough. The plants weren’t interesting enough. No. She needed to climb. All the way to the top. And then hang there like this was a completely normal decision. So, naturally, I…

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[rainbowjuliet]

🧠 Brain Static #4

Apparently… A sloth can hold its breath underwater for up to 40 minutes. A dolphin? Around 10 minutes. Which means… A sloth would probably beat me in a swimming contest. I don’t know how I feel about that. Until next time, —Destiny P.S. What’s the most unnecessary fact living rent-free in your head?

[rainbowjuliet]

Sunday Things #4

It’s strange how quickly your definition of a good day can change. A couple of weeks ago, a good day probably wouldn’t have been defined by taking a shower without immediately needing to lie down afterward. Or being able to leave the house for a few hours. Or waking up and realizing the cramps that had been trying to kill me for three straight days were finally gone. But apparently, this is…

[rainbowjuliet]

History After Dark #2

The Green Children of Woolpit The Medieval Mystery No One Has Ever Explained Welcome to History After Dark. The kind of history that didn’t quite make it into your textbooks. Imagine you’re harvesting wheat in a quiet English village. The morning is ordinary. Fields stretch gold beneath the late-summer sun, and the only sounds are the scrape of sickles through grain and the distant ringing…

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Between the Lines #3

Dinner With My Fears Tonight, I sat at a tablewith all of my fears. There wasn’t enough room. Failure arrived first,still wearing my face. She smiled politely,asked if I’d finally acceptedthat I’ll never becomeeverything I dreamed of. Before I could answer, Grief pulled out a chair. She didn’t say much. She never does. She just looked at melike we’d known each otherfor years. We…

[rainbowjuliet]

Learning to Look Closer #4

Most people probably wouldn’t have stopped for her. She was just a little brown moth outside near the cat food. And with cats around, that probably wasn’t the safest place for her to be. So I picked her up. I expected her to fight me. To flutter her wings, scramble away, or do whatever tiny moths do when a giant human suddenly decides to scoop them up. She didn’t. She just let me. No…

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[rainbowjuliet]

🧠 Brain Static #3

Random thought I had in the shower… Conditioner. How many people only put it on their roots? How many people only put it on the ends? How many people put it in and rinse it right back out? And… How many people actually leave it in for the recommended 2–3 minutes? I have so many questions. That’s it. That’s the whole thought. Until next time, —Destiny P.S. Be honest… what’s your…

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[remanence-of-love]

[substantialshame]

maybe i'll be okay

[deviika]

Virginia Woolf // Clarice Lispector

[xxeusexuaxxx]

2014 tumblr grunge revival 🖤🌌

[academic-vampire]

𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔟𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔰 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔞 𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 📚

[randomgirl005]

[thereadmind]

[histhoughtslately]

Accept this change and move on…