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Weird to see people who think Svetlana has an unrequited crush on Ilya, who wonder if she knows he fucked Sasha, who think sheâs pining away while he fucked around.
To me, Svetlana and Ilya âdatedâ for like four months in middle school and that cured them of any latent romantic feelings. Svetlana knew Ilya was going to be broken up after the Sochi loss so she literally organized Sasha being there and pulled him into that fuckass coke bathroom and left them so Ilya could be cheered up with gay sex and drugs.
Sheâs bi, she parties harder than Ilya, heâs her best friend and she would never in a million years put up with him as a romantic partner, even if she did want a romantic partner.
Which she doesnât. Because sheâs too busy fucking girls with a strap and making men buy her expensive things for fun and then also fucking boys with a strap and doing designer drugs in the fleets of luxury cars she canonically has.
She taught him how to eat pussy and considers it a public service and so requests dividends from him on Venmo annually for this, which he pays her because he thinks itâs funny. Seeing him settle down with Shane makes her happy because she knows deep down heâs a lover boy, but it is also the most entertainment sheâs had in years.
He tells her heâs going to go birdwatching with Shane over his New Years break instead of going to St. Barts and she tries to stage an intervention.
Also can i say that i think the elevation of Svetlanaâs inclusion in the show was so fantastic not just because Ilya needed another character in his life to bounce off of dialogue wise but also because it showed how he behaves when heâs comfortable. Heâs always laying in her lap and getting pet, joking around with silly voices, he likes to play and rough house and we see glimpses of that with Svet because sheâs his childhood friend, so slowly seeing those behaviors come out as he gets more settled with Shane was so incredibly sweet and rewarding.
When David played hockey he had a very aggressive and physical play style. The man practically lived in the Sin Bin. One family bonding night the Hollanders bring out some of his old game tapes and Ilya just keeps looking between screen David dropping gloves and knocking some other players teeth out and current David happily doing a puzzle.
Yall talking about Doctor Zayne âI find myself torn between wanting everyone to see my treasure, and wishing fewer people would look your way. I want the eyes I love.. to see only me.â Li?
ç§Šćœ» â sylus kissing shy!reader in public for the first time .á
It was frightening how kind he was to you.
However, not only was he a kind man...Sylus was also a very, very patient man.
At the start of your relationship, you both took things slow. Extremely slow. He'd never go over the limit, try to make you feel uncomfortable, or get you out of your comfort zone. If you couldn't handle somethingâhe wouldn't pressure you, or encourage you to keep going, and would rather just wait for the moment to come naturally.
Which was why you wanted to experiment with something a little differentânow that youâve grown more comfortable.
Either way, you decided on a brilliant plan that you should order the most sweetest item on the menu, one that had a lot of filling too. And of course, Sylus was skeptical at the sudden decision; but he didnât question you.
âThis is so sweet.â you mumble, taking a quick bite of the cake Sylus bought you and chewed it quick, intentionally letting the frosting rest on your lips.
Sylus chuckled and nodded, eyeing your lips for a moment before reaching his hand toward your face.
You stayed frozen the closer he got, but you didnât shoo him away, or turn your head away. You just watched as his hand inches closer and closerâuntil finally, his fingers cup your delicate skin and he holds your face in his grasp.
âEat slowly.â Sylus mutters, grazing his thumb on your lip and wiping the frosting off before pulling his hand back and pressing his thumb on his curved lipâdarting his tongue out and licking the icing off.
âWha- Sylus donât-â Your face burns up and you turn your head away from his direction, trying to hide the fact that, that move made you flutter like an idiotâand now, you seriously couldnât focus.
âLetâs just go to the park.â you whisper.
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The park was awfully quiet. You were on the swings while Sylus stood next to you, leaning against the poles while he watched you swing back and forth in a slow motion.
âSweetie, whenâs the next time we could hang out?â Sylus asked, eventually stepping in front of you and walking towards your swinging body.
But before you could answer, his hands clung onto the swingâs rails and he stopped you in a halt, peering down at you with a curious look which only made you shudder.
âProbably⊠Um, in a week or so?â Your words kept getting caught in your throat at the sight of him so close to youâespecially in public, out in the openâSylus just laughed in response, and nodded.
âAlright.â
However, when he didnât move, and rather remained in place, you couldnât help but stare into his crimson gaze a little longer before flickering your eyes to your surroundingsâleft and right.
âI wanted to ask,â Sylus mumbles, pressing his thumb on the corner of your mouth and gently swiped his large finger on your lip. âIs there any reason why you ordered the sweetest item on the menu? That wasnât your usual order from before?â
âI- uh, wanted to try somethingâŠdifferentâŠI guess.â you respond, gazing into his unreadable ruby eyes with curiosity. âI-Is there something on my face?â
âMhm.â
Sylus leaned in closer, until his lips were just centimeters away from yoursâbut he didnât make the first move yet; he just lingered atop of you before speaking up again.
âShould I take it off?â
â..What if someone sees?â
âLet them. Nobody is bold enough to interfere, or care at the end of the day.â
You remained silent, and hesitated. If no one was around, then you were willing to do it. Itâs just a quick kiss anyway, right?
Sylus watched your reaction intently and eventually pulled away when he assumed there wasnât any positive signs. But when you instinctively gripped onto his clothes and pulled him back towards youâindicating you wanted itâa chuckle left his lips.
âYouâre a hundred percent sure?â
You nod and Sylus didnât waste a second before crashing his lips onto yours. The kiss was gentle, something so lovingâfilled with warmth and comfort that you completely forgot you were in the middle of a park.
All your worries got pushed away the moment Sylus was with you. And he always made sure you were comfortableâjust like at this very moment. It was crazy, your first time kissing him in public, really wasnât as bad as you thought it would be.
It wasnât frighteningâthere werenât hundreds of eyes all around you, loudly judging you for your every move. You felt at peace.
Sylus pulled away momentarily and looked down at your flushed face with a wonky grin on his lips. And that view alone made you burn up even more.
âThat wasnât bad, right?â
You nod and Sylus laughs before stepping away.
âThere wasnât anything on your face, by the way.â
