Sad Night Rambles

My intelligence feels artificial.

[fairycosmos]

in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

[ramblingsofarobot]

looking back at this blog, it makes me sad that now, 5 years later in 2021, a lot of my feelings haven’t changed.

[ramblingsofarobot]

at this point I only use tumblr if I’m feeling vaguely very sad :/

[ramblingsofarobot]

I found hope again, but it feels like a long way’s away. Shouldn’t I be living for today instead? I don’t want to spend my whole life waiting for tomorrow.

[ihatebbcsherlock]

[rosewater1997]

i love being a depressed fuck spending 2 hours in bed thinking about how im gonna go wash my face and then not actually doing it

[almondmilkcleanser]

literally I am ok with being smothered in affection and soft kisses

[ramblingsofarobot]

maybe im just too much of a goody two-shoes but I kinda like it when ppl higher up than me ask me to do things

[zinf-deactivated20190430]

when u see the person u like talking to someone cuter than u

[ramblingsofarobot]

the group snap's talkin about gettin dick

[ramblingsofarobot]

I'm lonely is all I am

[ramblingsofarobot]

im so Gay

[cupofcastiel]

younger me: why am i so obsessed with gay people

me now: i am a gay people 

[ramblingsofarobot]

to be lonely is so poisoning to the mind and soul

[jigglypuffsvevo]

me: tries my darndest

me: isn’t worth a darn

[uglyrot-deactivated20181207]

[ramblingsofarobot]

A three hour depression nap sounds good right about now