★彡[ᴍᴀᴇ]彡★

I don't know how I ended up here in 2022 and came back in 2024, but here I am.

[irlplasticlamb]

everybody d/lies.

prints + merch + dm for commission info

[aniaaniaania66]

[ihcxc]

Gregory House, House M.D., 1×9 // Thorned Jesus, recreation of Guido Reni's "Ecce Homo", circa 1640

Gregory House, House M.D., 1×11 // Head of Christ Crowned with Thorns, Guido Reni, 1620

[zegalba]

Björk’s House in Iceland Located: Elliðaey Island

[arczism]

rewatched twilight w my bestie

[jeniferprince]

what if we kissed in the library

check more of my work on instagram // buy prints here

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

Lesbrarians FTW <3

[bartfargo]

“kissed in the library”

Is that what the kids are calling it now?

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

“Kiss me in the library”

“L E W D”

[vigilantsycamore]

In the labiabrary :D

[ramenwilltakeover]

"book a room" just got a whole new meaning

[ramenwilltakeover]

B/TCHES I AM BACK TO TALK TO MYSELF PUBLICLY AGAIN ON TUMBLR. IM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE IVE GROWN AS A PERSON AND IM DOING RELATIVELY WELL IN MY NEW UNIVERSITY COURSE AND I CRINGED AT READING MY OLD VENT POSTS AND DELETED THEM (i call personal growth)

[daily-spooky]

[ace-tarion]

[ramenwilltakeover]

This man has been on my mind NONSTOP lately

[ramenwilltakeover]

When my social and/or mental battery is empty, literally anything I'd usually be fine with, can suddenly give the same effect as petting a cat 'the wrong way':

For others it seems all normal and, but the cat will still walk away or bite your hand

[ramenwilltakeover]

Okay but: THIS.

[ramenwilltakeover]

“ɪᴛ’s sᴛɪʟʟ ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ. ɪ ᴅɪᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ, ᴡʜʏ ɪs ɪᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ? ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ɴᴏᴛ ғᴀɪʀ” (ᴊᴀᴄᴋ sᴛᴀᴜʙᴇʀ)

[husband]

[th3-saddest-angel]

Yeah everything single one of you following me, that's the equivalent of standing in a courtyard watching someone babbling to themselves then randomly having sobbing fits while screaming and occasionally they just make direct eye contact with you in complete silence so uh idk why you're here that doesn't sound to entertaining

[eviethekite]

[ramenwilltakeover]

(planning on learning bass, I'll leave this here as reminder and motivation to myself)

[ramenwilltakeover]

I'm dropping out of college. Holy shit. This is super scary but also exciting. My parents support my decision, rvrn helped me make it. They agree that right now I am not up for this, and that's okay. I definitely will enroll next year again though! I'm glad you at least get the tuition money back if you quit before February, the only expenses lost will be all the books

For now I'll have to start looking into things to keep me busy for the next months. Probably another job with more hours, maybe take a course in whatever skill seems useful, exercise daily again since I'll have the time, help mum around the house.. I'm going to have to keep myself active. This is frightening, but we will see where it takes me.

[ramenwilltakeover]

Glass wall

Behind a glass wall, I see someone I see it clearly: a hard working person. Someone who is acting, moving forward. Getting somewhere Trying to reach out I touch the glass, the cold surfaces touches my fingertips and a deep rooted ice flows through my whole body I stay away I look from a distance Because behind that glass wall I see myself Doing all the things I should be doing I can see it clearly, in detail  assignments, exercising, going out, making friends Even the future is visible behind that piece of glass  graduating, a relationship, good memories A life I am jealous of Why can ‘t I get there? That is me, afterall But I am stuck here, seeing the opportunities pass me by

[ramenwilltakeover]

Down, again

Sometimes I forget that the average person does not even think twice about brushing their teeth. Does not wonder while showering every morning. Not when they water their plants every tuesday afternoon. Not when they take their bra off before bed, or rinse their face. Not even when they put their headphones to charge because they have no battery left. Sometimes I forget how much effort these things take me.  Because, a good few days will make me believe the struggle was never there in the first place.  “Look at me go! I am functioning, too! I fit in now! I can keep up!” Only to stumble, fall. Down, again.  Tell myself it is not that bad. And while it may not be, I still see the world passing by while I lay on the ground. Too sick of it to stand up and try again.  I tell myself it is just resting, trying is hard you know!  But a break has an end.  I just stay seated. Fall back into familiar patterns.  “Let’s just.. stay. Only for a little while.” To rest. And stumble, deeper. Down, again.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]