sup.

don/beryl | 28 | gender | bisexual

[zackisontumblr]

do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???

[poetry-protest-pornography]

[slowkingo]

Why have I never seen this picture before.

[bachibisu]

clod on clod violence

[ranchlotto]

oh also this may be hard to believe

but i got therapy

and it's been pretty helpful as i expressed to my discord mutuals, so I'm...really glad, funky as emotions continue to be

so yeah, glad to be back 💜

[lightbluedaisie-deactivated2022]

The urge to bother my mutuals

[lightbluedaisie-deactivated2022]

[jaynotwayne]

reblog if it’s okay for your mutuals to bother you <3

[ranchlotto]

still been debating switching my avvy but it’s still semi relevant despite poofing for 7ish years i do in fact play ygo again, i stopped playing vg during v series but it’s been nice to both play ffxiv and get back into a card game i have a soft spot for (that and my friends are testing multiplayer formats for it that are kind of new territory but y’know)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Help with Learning to Love Yourself

1. Treat other people with kindness and respect. Choosing to bring joy to other people’s lives will increase your happiness and self respect. Also, often when we treat other people well, they start to treat us in the same way, too.

2. Learn to let go of what happened in the past. You deserve a new start and a fresh beginning. We’ve all messed up and experienced bad things. So don’t allow these memories to rob you of your future. You’re not just a product and a victim of your past. Acknowledge and work through any negative emotions – then put them behind you and start to live again.

3. Work on forgiving yourself. Related to point 2, don’t punish yourself for past failings and regrets. Instead, see them as a lesson, and a chance to learn and grow. Don’t ridicule, demean or devalue yourself. That was then – this is now … You are different. So move on.

4. Keep a journal where you write your thoughts and feelings. When you’re feeling positive, try to savour those emotions and a build a memory trace of all that’s good and positive. When you’re feeling negative, try to show some self-compassion, and seek to be gentle and kind to yourself. You need to work on validating and affirming yourself – not treating yourself like your worst enemy.

5. Be persistent as you work on accepting yourself. A key part of love is unconditional acceptance. So work on loving who you are right now. Only then will you be able to work on changing – because you’re able to accept who you are at the core.

6. Trust yourself. You’re not here to please others. Learn to trust your intuition. You can trust you own judgments as you know what’s best for you.

7. Practice saying ‘no’. It’s okay to say ‘no’ without feeling guilty. You have the right to decide what you will do with your life.

8. Practice receiving and accepting love from others. Know you’re worthy of love – and other people really mean it when they tell you that you matter, and they love and care for you.

[aye-444]

my favorite childhood memory is having energy

[fridayindulges]

[ranchlotto]

today: FUCK it’s COLD.

like i know i’m not in the midwest where the ice age is beginning but going from 52 last night to 6 tonight is kind of a lot

[ranchlotto]

haha...hey.

no clue who still uses tumblr or started using tumblr again amongst my friends, but believe it or not, i think i might start again.

likely going to flip my name over to what i use on other socials, but i uh...didnt want to confuse the people who might be happy to see me again.

...if they're out there, anyway.

[ranchlotto]

hey guys, remember when i used to use this website? me either, rip

[fivetail]

when u catch wind of drama happening in your fandom but you’ve seen a total of 0% of it because you’re smart enough to follow the right people and stay away from tracked tags

[pufferpuff]

[iamtheeggman20]

Damn knuckles

[dgab]

me

[muirin007]

Based on this post. Gotta love the godfather.

[ahkenzo]

stages of stress

Hmm, i got some work to do, but i’ve got time!

I should…probably get to that work….

Heh…due dates coming up… got a lot of stuff to do

Why the hell did i wait this long i can’t get all this done in time!!!!

I AM NEVER GOING TO FINISH SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME NOW I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT TO DO I AM HAVING A BREAKDOWN WHY DO I DO THIS EVERY TIME

my friends,, time isn’t real..nothing really matters in the long run.. i have accepted this… what? am i stressed? i’m not even sure anymore.  i just,,,am numb..remember..life is precious…have fun  ., rip me