Everyone has limits
You can push someone further and further away, until you only speak to them.... well, never.
I don’t know if what I did was right, but this sight is where it all started. Use to we talked often. I came here every day waiting for you. I fell in love with your words and we grew together. But then you began to push me away.
Further and further until I wasn’t even a thought in your mind. Barely an afterthought, unless I spoke. I tried so hard- headcanons, Drabbles, AUs, I created so much trying to excite you. Trying to make you feel as excited as I did to write. When life got us down we could escape to our world- of family and mystery and excitement. Something that was always expanding and yet every bit of it was familiar.
But you continued to push me away, in favor of more exciting worlds. I tried so hard to give you everything you wanted. And now that I’ve got nothing left to give...
I tried so hard. I put so much of myself into our world. I’m sorry it’s not as exciting as the ones you visit now. I’m sorry I couldn’t keep up. I’m sorry that I can’t keep doing this. I tried to make you as passionate about our world as I could. But I can see you only continue because you feel obligated to.
I’ll stay. If you ever want to write I’m there. You know where to find me. I helped create this world, I’m not ready to just abandon it. But the rest... the trying to make you as excited as I am... I’m done. I’m at my limit. It hurts me to say, but I can’t keep doing this.
You found my limit. I’m sorry.
Maybe someday I’ll be able to go back to what I was, trying to make you as happy as I am... I don’t know when.
I’m sorry.












