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“One of the strongest feelings I remember from my childhood is, precisely, of being humiliated; of being knocked about by words, acts, or situations. Isn’t it a fact that children are always feeling deeply humiliated in their relations with grown-ups and each other? I have a feeling children spend a good deal of their time humiliating one another. Our whole education is just one long humiliation, and it was even more so when I was a child. One of the wounds I’ve found hardest to bear in my adult life has been the fear of humiliation, and the sense of being humiliated. Every time I read a review, for instance — whether laudatory or not — this feeling awakes. To humiliate and be humiliated, I think, is a crucial element in our whole social structure.”

— Ingmar Bergman; Interviews with Ingmar Bergman by Stig Bjorkman

exene

bruh moment

thecrozet-deactivated20201210

2020: eating healthy, reading more books, studying more and enjoying life

thestateonmtv

literally it's like neon Genesis evangelion says even though being alive is so painful and submitting to the fact that you cannot control other people's perceptions of you is so cruel and navigating relationships with other people is the hardest thing in the world... You have to do it bc living a safe existence where you isolate yourself and try to control your surrounding is a death in itself... You have to keep trying everyday even when you know it will result in so many humiliating failures because there's no other option bc other people are the only thing worth living for