Goth Latina

Definetly not Rachel Roth/Raven

[ravenmoon03]

I've been thinking a lot

I've been reflecting about it. I feel like a monster trapped in a woman's body, waiting the right second to attack. I feel like someday my face will open and unleash the beast I kept inside me hidden all this years. It's slowly cracking, lashing out at people, crying over nothing, feeling like I'm high or just going numb.

The monster is threatening to leave my body, but would I survive? Will the woman remain or the monster will consume her?

[ravenmoon03]

Hi! I don’t know much about you but I just hope you have An amazing day! It’s currently night night for me but i wish you luck!❤️‍🩹😋

I mean, you're checking more on me than my family haha. It's been a rough couple of weeks, but I guess I'm feeling a bit better(? I mean, I've been angry about the state of the world, but I'm trying to find ways to entertain myself, finding new hobbies.

[ravenmoon03]

Hi

Hiii!

[capsulas]

Leer es un hábito

Leer con concentración es un músculo. Las historias fluidas lo activan. Los textos exigentes lo fortalecen. Ambos son necesarios.

[ravenmoon03]

Life update (TW: Suicide)

So, it's been a while since I posted and I more often than not post whenever something big happened in my life. Sadly, it isn't good. My best friend committed suicide two weeks ago, but I learned the news last week. The news came right after another friend decided to no longer be my friend because I sided with her boyfriend (I technically didn't side with him, I called her out on her behavior). However, I'm not going to go into detail about her, since this post is about my friend.

Priscila was a wild card. She was excentric to say the least, interested in the macabre, collected bones, enjoyed black metal and had this vampy-70s vibe. She loved Lestat de Lioncourt, she was really into hindi astrology and hinduism as a whole (since she wanted to connect with his grandparent who's from India), she was quite spiritual and had a strong sense of self.

However, I lost her before we could do half of the stuff we planned. We were going to live together later this year as roommates, I was going to help her escape her house. We were going to cosplay Jane and Jeff The Killer, since we both loved those creepypasta.

I wish Priscila time in Swarga was nice before being reborn. I bet she turned into a bat...or a possum (she was like that).

I'll miss her forever...

[ravenmoon03]

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[ravenmoon03]

2026 moodboard

[ravenmoon03]

So I decided to quit my phone

I'm not quitting social media or technology as a whole, but I made a decision about it. I'm dropping my smartphone for a flip phone, an mp3 player, a digital camera and my beat up computer. I started thinking a lot of benefits with this experiment, but I'm here going to see my main objectives:

Reduce my time just doomscrolling

Get a better attention span

Increase my productivity

Better my mental health

So yeah. I'm keeping my old phone since I still need an easy access to bank accounts and some digital banks, but is mostly that. As I said before, I'm not quitting social media but changing the format, I'm using it in my computer, which is far more limited than my phone. While my flip phone and MP3 player arrives (I didn't find any in my country lol), I'm using my phone for calls, verification stuff in my computer and maybe alarms.

This are the rules:

Social media: I can use social media as long as my computer is on, I cannot use it if I'm outside or my computer is off

Hobbies: return into old hobbies, like reading, writing, journaling, etc.

Series and movies: I can watch them, one of my missions involve going through a full movie without checking my phone and so

Music: while I get my MP3 player, I'm using spotify, as soon as I get it, I'm swapping.

Camera: I'm starting to use other types of camera that aren't in my phone, mainly a digital camera and my computer camera.

In general, act like I'm a young adult in the 2000s

So yeah, while I'm here, I'm also telling you, I'm bored so I have a video as background noice. But yeah, my idea is not new, I heard it before, but since I was going to change my old phone in 2026, I decided to go back to basics.

[ravenmoon03]

Happy new years, fuckers, I'll make this year my bitch or die trying.

[ravenmoon03]

Halloween 2025

So officially I'm telling the story of a girl who I dislike and how the events end up in Halloween of this year. So yeah, grab some popcorn and get comfortable, because this is going to be a long story.

Side note: maybe I'll write a book with stuff that happened in my life, but let's see how it goes.

Okay a lot of tw: ED, selfharm, cheating, drug abuse, toxic relationships and outing.

Okay, so actually the story starts when I was in fifth grade at the ripe age of 10. You'll probably wondering, Rach (because I think I never discussed my name before xD and I would rather be still somewhat annonymous), what does fifth grade has to do with anything? Bare with me.

So that year, two girls get into my classroom, a girl I won't mention and a girl I'll call Jules because she did a Jules from Euphoria costume at some point. So Jules enters my school and well, we don't become friends, but I tried. From the beginning, I notice she's a bit selfcentered, because she only cared about what she liked. Understandable, she was 10, I don't expect maturity at that age. I develop a crush on her at some point and well, I mention I'm bisexual when I'm twelve. I only told her and another two girls. My school councelor reaches out to me one day telling me that a girl in my class was really uncomfortable because of that. In the beginning, I suspect is the christian girl, but she really didn't gaf, the other girl was really supportive, so that gets us left with Jules.

How did I notice Jules is the one who does that? Because I confess I liked her and she's like "Oh...I already knew" and seemed uncomfortable.

Sadly, Jules story doesn't end up there.

Years go by and I go off to university, in my second semester I reunite with Jules and another classmate that isn't that relevant. So me, Jules, that guy, a token gay that's friend with Jules that we'll keep calling token gay because he, in fact, acted like a token gay, and two of my friends go out to a mall and we play a drinking game. In that game, Jules confesses that she made out with my former bully's ex boyfriend. Jules was friends with that girl and knew the guy cheated on her multiple times, and still went there and still did that.

We saw eachother once again and she greeted my friend, but not me. And that was the end of the story...

Until it wasn't.

A year goes by and I start seeing my current boyfriend. The guy and I go out on this date at a graveyard, stargazing and we talk and he mentions his friend getting his heart broken by a girl who was dating him, but also wasn't fully committed to him, which is fine, but she never left anything clear. However, he mentions the girl and is Jules, people.

I listened to every single part of it, how they started as friends, how she dated him, how she started lying about this other guy. Well, my bf's friend is used to heartbreak, but it was bad.

Then, Jules was really good friends with the rest of his friend group, but the started trashtalking everyone. She was right about one boy who SA'd a girl, but she was mean with everyone and remained friends with the guy's girl best friend.

Time goes by, Halloween 2024 basically was another disaster with this girl, because she ended up in a bathroom with the guy. Jules talks with him drunk and we had a blank story to that day. We'll pin this for later.

Another year goes by, and well, finally, his girl best friend stop talking to Jules because Jules was being an asshole in the girl's farewell party. So, for brief context, Jules, the girl who we'll call Mary, and another girl go to a party and they get food. They order pepperoni pizza. Jules is jewish and is somewhat religious so she eats kosher food. Also, she had only been drinking in an empty stomach. She ends up eating, but she also goes quickly to throw up and weight herself. She then, when Mary tried stopping it, she tried to trigger Mary's eating disorder, since she was bulimic.

In the farewell party, she tried getting Mary's and Mary's situationship attention. She harasses both of them and ends up going to smoke outside with the guy. They disappear for a while and well, they end up making out.

Later we get to know that it wasn't the first time that happens. However, he was fully convinced she changed...until she didn't.

Halloween of this year, the guy got invited to a party and the rest of his friends doesn't. We're hanging out and then he tells us that we can come as long as we have drinks. We have, so we go and notice that Jules is really cozy with the dj. Mind you, her and the guy aren't official, but they had a commitment. I leave to talk with a girl dressed up as Frankenfurter from Rocky Horror and then I go out and see the girl making out with the dj.

We all end up smoking outside when the guy decided to block her...

but the story doesn't end up here...sadly

The girl started playing victim on twitter. See, my boyfriend told her she was a bitch because of that and people started saying him and his friend group were sexist. And I got piss because of that and because of the way that girl stole my personality to seem more interesting.

Later I learned that she was acting like that because she was working two full time jobs while studying and also was using popper most of the time.

Now this is the end for now. If you read this, at least you know my side of the story, not only what Jules have to say.

[shimmeringterroroblivion]

[ravenmoon03]

Okay, this post was supposed to be about a hoe I hate...

But tbf, a lot of shit happened since my step-dad died. My bio dad reappeared in my life just to be a shit head as always. I'm not being formal in this, I'm genuinely pissed about it (btw, I'm listening to Pump It by Black Eyed Peas). So my dad is an asshole, my boyfriend says it's narcissism (he's a psychologist), but I'm not saying that until it's like 100% canon.

So, recap from previous posts:

My dad and I have a shitty relationship, he used to beat me, manipulate me and also was abusive towards my mom. So we had this big fight where I end up hitting him and he acts he's the victim of this relationship...somehow. Like I get I should've not hit him, however, I did because I felt in danger in that moment. So yeah, he stops sending money, leaving me with a student loan and I was trying to figure that out. I ended up having a job this year and was the worse. I worked in a callcenter for Straight Talk (phone company, for the people outside of the US) and other companies associated with Verizon. It was bad, but I got paid two basic salaries + other benefits, so it wasn't as bad. We stop talking after he starts being aggresive towards me and playing victim, saying he wanted to "break up" of being my dad.

What in the actual fuck?

Okay, however, my step-dad dies a few weeks ago, I'm still depressed about it, but that's not the point. My dad knows me and my mom are in a vulnerable position both emotionally and monetarily, so he texts my mom proposing a deal. He says he would pay half my tuition for my last semester if I could pay the debt. So, he calls on sunday and starts doing his usual bullshit. He starts saying my mom begged him for help, asking why I'm always uncomfortable around him, accusing me of not wanting to see him and being manipulative and an asshole in general.

But we get into the agreement...

Today I got kicked out of my job for absences. Again, I was really depressed. So I went to my grandparents house (in the other side of town) and I receive a call...

So I would be starting my internships next week, I haven't finished paying my debts nor my tuition and I think I'm fucked.

Any thoughts?

Promise next post would be about the hoe.

[ravenmoon03]

So life has decided to make me their bitch...

So finally my stepdad died. He actually died last saturday at 8:57 a.m. (yes, I know the time, I saw the time of death in a document). It was a weird thing now that he died because I thought I would be sadder once he died, that I'd go insane. But nope, I was too casual about it...maybe a little bit. TMI: I sleep with my boyfriend right before the funeral and I feel bad about it now.

And well, things around me has been...fucked basically. My stepsiblings are here, my mom's going insane. We're all going insane. With all of that, my dad came back to try and talk to us to pay my university tuition if I let him see the balance. Thing is, I got depressed and stopped going to work with excuse for days and it made my salary dropped significantly. And my dad saw that and decided to back off again because I didn't pay enough and insult her. So yeah, I'm back to square one, I had a panick attack yesterday and I had also an euphoric episode this saturday. BPD is being funny due to all of this,

[agneyaaaa]

How Pinterest Sees me.

What you gotta add: Search on your pinterest- Character Place Color Celebrity Animal Room Quote Outfit Aesthetic/ Name + core You have choose from the first 3 pictures that appears on your pinterest! Tags ^_^: @clairvoyantly-yours @jellyshinchan @im-on-crack-send-help @ariella-has-lost-her-mind @aranyaani @aahanna @behenstfuplease @celesteablack @chaosmakethemuse @dil-kyu-yeh-mera-shor-karein @daldhokli @delulululu-majnu @dazaicoree Baaki aap log tag karte rehna aur nahi hora I'll start!!

(Mai bore ho rahi thi so bare with me guys.)

[sheilakijawaanii]

thank youu for the tag @sparklingstarr @celesteablack @chuchundar @stardustsighs @ixty-frixty @drmsss @tarakibaatein💗

yea, this is very much me core

no pressure tags: @unwise-cleric @storyofusatragedynow @skyrigel @graveyarrdshift @girlboyfriendpdf @lasttree-garsennon @kookiepixel and anyone who wants to<3

[xleomustdiex]

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[genderlesgremlin]

My name's Nirvana soooooo

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[ur-older-brother-official]

I wasn't tagged but I wanted to do it fuck you

Tags: @i-ate-the-sun7 @puos-is-not-ok-she-promises @mindisinmars @catofthewoods @lun4cat @y0urfav0r1te-girl @flaminghairedgirl

[marssssbars-deactivated20251009]

absolutely no one tagged me buttttt

tagging anyone who sees thiss 🫶🏼

[impossible2cache]

I'll make sure to tag you first moot🫶

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[cryxtalmushroxm-deactivated2025]

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TY FOR THE TAG BTWWW :DDD

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[knowuralive]

AHHHH TY FOR THE TAG I LOVE THESE!! :))

mhm this is very accurate, love this so much ❤️❤️

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and anyone else other than moots can join too 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[4starchild4]

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[garden-of-carnations]

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[ravenmoon03]

Okay, first time this happens

I'm tagging random people because idk much people here

@ariaxco @unhingedgirldiary @unknownn-girl @2k14grunge

[ravenmoon03]

hiii 🤭

hIIII

[garden-of-carnations]

@notrachelroth

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