[magpie-marvin]

Tumblr halloween costume idea UwU

[notvoid]

[margbarcis]

this video is genuinely incredible - the framing, the sunset, the single street light, the sound of traffic and cicadas in the background, the video of the sign capture imperfectly by (presumably) a phone camera. it’s a work of art and a perfect encapsulation of 21st century america

[flimflix]

Dark Hal Tribute 2

[hajohinta]

[viehfutter]

Finally. Normal porn is back on this website.

[nyancrimew]

there should be something like jerking off but for romance #philosophy

[rawshimpcore]

How it feels

[wetspecimen1]

Shinth, paper circuits, and rollable synthesizer by Peter Blasser

[bunkey]

notice how everyone is horny today

[bunkey]

[9e978e]

[rawshimpcore]

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Thank you John (my academic advisor). A close partner in perv (workshoping this just like, partner in crime is so overdone and) once said whatever moves the culture forward

[rawshimpcore]

Bennington mag (1/2?)

Last term was really big for student-led magazines, I find that pretty exciting but,,, we'll see dubious quality. There's of course the fool which publishes every tournament operates pretty professionally and from what I hear operates entirely in the red but se la vie. Fairly early in the term All of these posters for a new magazine called "fagmag" appear, The one I remember most clearly had the design of a '60s or '70s cigarette advertisement with their name and lettering reading why be a fool when you can have a fag. a clear bash at the fool which was continued in their submissions forum where it claimed that they only published good articles unlike some other publications. When the magazine was published this was proven to be aggressively untrue. Sorry. Like it was a freshman magazine so I kind of feel bad about being too harsh on it but the articles ranged from I think there were two kind of sweet and cute ones I liked but the majority were either pretentious or worse. You can see for yourself I have a PDF linked hopefully below, I scanned my copy as they made me pay $5 for this like 17 page bs, and when I complained on yodel they have the guts to say that it was pay what you can when I asked them what it cost and they said $5. They insisted they were justified in doing so as they were still in the red but they only spent money on buying the paper considering they used the school printers do it, lake sure they bought alcohol for their launch party but I can't exactly call that a production expense. Their launch party that they kind of from what I heard had the editorial staff of the fool setting up for mostly but not my monkeys not my horses...

I might make a separate post for this,,, In the final days of the term a second new freshman run magazine was published titled bits, focusing on The strangest aspects of Bennington students sex lives. This was really exciting because it was in like the whole pervert chic thing. It's all goofy and evil and awesome. I also paid $5 for this but it was free I just figured it was fair. They had beautiful little bits of writing about strange occurrences some student jerking off to their nosebleed I really was fond of. But you'll have to wait since I never scanned ts

[rawshimpcore]

Last term was hell so I wasn't soooo much posting things that were happening, but I'll pull up for a greatest hits just to give Tumblr its fitting tribute.

[saxifraga-x-urbium]

GitHub - zoicware/RemoveWindowsAI: Force Remove Copilot, Recall and More in Windows 11

Force Remove Copilot, Recall and More in Windows 11 - zoicware/RemoveWindowsAI

[gyrovagi]

(smugly) actually all narration is unreliable because language can only ever communicate through approximation

[farewell-persephone]

[abasementonthehill]

"Ceremony"

Lately, I can't stop listening to "Ceremony" by New Order. Although the song is officially a New Order song, it really belongs to Ian Curtis. It was written about 2 weeks before his suicide. It feels so special to me, like it exists in the space that's reserved for things that live in the depths of someone's heart. That doesn't really make sense. It just feels especially vulnerable and heartfelt.

I know what it feels like to feel like you'll be just watching, forever. That's what makes it feel so special, maybe.

Ian Curtis died when he was 23. That is so young. He's only 4 years older than me. He was married and had a child, but he was so close to his own youth. But I feel like I understand the fear that where you are is where you'll always be.

I can't speak for him, of course. Maybe he never felt that way at all. But it's so scary to imagine that this is all life has to offer. What if you lose the things you love the most? What if you can never be truly fulfilled? What makes life living once those things are gone? Logically, I know there are good answers to that question, but sometimes my heart has a different idea. Sometimes, my whole body and mind and heart and soul thinks this isn't enough.

I know I will keep going on and keep looking for the things that can make this life something wonderful and special. It's hard, but I'll do it. I will just always grieve the fact that Ian Curtis did not do the same.

[elliot-amy]

Gabrielle's body braces from Crash (1996)