perpetually exhausted millenial + writing habit

jas | she/her | mentally 108 | bi | destiel truther Ao3: cafeconcurls22

[nezyy78]

hi it's nezyy! 🩷💜💙

hi there and welcome! my ao3 is here as cafeconcurls22

i'm a noob to fic writing, but have been in fandoms for a couple decades. i write for supernatural, specifically destiel, it’s my jam. i adore yapping away and hearing questions or comments so feel free to interact or message me 💙💚

wips currently posting:

Living in the Memory of Our Song: Castiel/Dean - season 15 fix it

Reflections: Castiel/Dean - a bunch of dean's from the past try to save cas from death

Fallen and Found: Stripper Castiel/Dean - season 9 rewrite on a mission to find and return the grace to a very human castiel

other collections:

my short entries on AO3 for #restraintstiel week where me and bunch of other talented creatives put that angel in a situation! #castiel #restraintstiel week

finished fics:

love awakened, thyself revealed

One final case before retirement takes Dean and a freshly returned Cas on a cross-country roadtrip, during which they heal their friendship, and Dean hopes to make a confession of his own. Things quickly get out of hand, however, when an unstable spell hits Cas and Baby, revealing more about them than Dean ever knew.

love forgotten

What if Dean and Cas did hookup over the years, he just couldn’t remember it because of Naomi’s conditioning? What happens when post empty rescue, he remembers?

wedding crashers

With Chuck gone, Team Free Will is free to live their lives happily, but not all is sweet when Castiel leaves the bunker for good.

4 years later a wedding invitation addressed to The Winchesters changes everything. Will Dean make it in time to stop the upcoming nuptials of one Castiel Winchester and Lukas Rodríguez?

cas' night out

During the season 15 Divorce Arc when Dean is on the case where he reunites with Lee Web, Cas isn’t sitting at home no, Gabriel pops in and takes him out for a night out to get away from his troubles. He binge drinks and reveals some hard truths to his brother.

time travel, oh baby!

What if a time traveling Dean, Sam and Cas drop into the bunker and are faced with a heavily pregnant Dean?

i think i'm gonna love you, for a long, long time

What if during 13x05 before Dean finds out Cas is alive and he visits the strip club, well what if he ran into a familiar face? A grieving Dean finds compassion in an unexpected friend.

[hawt-me33]

Coming into a fandom late

[baxterdamus-deactivated20130513]

Coming into a fandom early and watching it become an angry clusterfuck

[valorious]

Being in a dormant fandom that suddenly comes alive again after a new book/movie

[leatherpatches-deactivated20150]

Don’t forget about those who come in the midst of a fandom war. 

[fauxmoux]

Accuracy at its best

[street-of-mercy]

Being in a fandom and not even knowing there’s a war going on…

[my-reylo]

all of this shit…lol

[nerdsagainstfandomracism]

When You’re Not In The Fandom But You’re Nosy AF

[not-so-secret-nerd]

When you get into a fandom only to discover it’s dead

[jupiter235]

This gets better every time I see it. 

[sageblackrose95]

@fuboos-mess

[inverted-mind-inc-sideblog-deac]

Being in a dead fandom…

[illogicalarchive]

Or being in such a tiny fandom that it feels like youre the only one

[erilias]

The accuracy hurts.

[fanfic-yes-please]

Being in a fandom that had a shit ending.

[it-is-bugs]

When you’ve been fangirling long enough, you’ve experienced all of the above.

[sweetferalbaby]

Being in a fandom meant for kids.

[teaganvamp]

This just gets better..

[hamboj2]

@mi-kleos

[thatcrazysonicchick]

When you realize that joining the fandom has ruined you

[knightofbloodcancer]

Fandom hell in general

[morathavictoria]

Yes.

[marvelanimelover]

This^^^ just… ALL OF THIS.

[stop-talking-babe-deactivated20]

Being in so many fandoms that you don’t even know what’s going on

[raise-cain-archived]

THIS IS THE SKULDUGGERY FUCKING PLEASANT FANDOM IN ONE POST!!

[crochanblackbeak]

Trying to recruit people to your fandom

[kateriverameliawolfe]

Annnnnnndddd it’s back

[ishipwhatiship247]

Being in a fandom which has so many antis

[ravenhilarious]

I’ve probably reblogged this before, but that was before these great additions.

[swanqueen-author]

Being in a fandom that actually works together

[commanderunhingedmongoose]

Why is this so true? All of it.

[pillowprincesslexa]

being in a fanbase but all your mutuals suddenly turn into Kpop blogs

[hangingfire]

I always enjoy it when a good post comes around again and has been improved by the reblogs like the years for a fine wine.

[priory-of-stars]

Being in a fandom when shit goes down and everyone has different opinions

[marianagmt]

When you are in a fandom and don’t care for others people opinion…..even if they are right…(believe me, I have met several of those)

[batbyte-alghul]

Being in a fandom you never meant to join

[tirnel-sutcliff-spears]

I love this. and it’s gotten better

[cartoonjessie]

After abandoning a fandom you’re still a little bit emotionally invested in….

[brit-is-bookish]

All of these are me. Lol

[thehikingastronomer]

Being in a fandom on Tumblr

[julietsemophase]

And it reached its epic conclusion

[isa-ghost]

I CHOKED ON FUNDIP

[van-arts]

HISTORY HAS BEEN ENGRAVED INTO THIS POST

[sluternates]

there was a really hot gif on my dash and

well

[archived8253]

Happy “Cas called dibs so hard Anna’s angel radio turned on” day! Love these doofs. But they love each other even more. :’)

[technicallity]

sometimes I wanna reply “bitch me too” to my mutuals posts but I’ve never talked 2 them so they might not see it as friendly joking so i just dont

[jadefyre]

reblog if it’s okay to say “bitch me too” to you if you’re mutuals

[write-with-will]

It’s okay to say ‘bitch me too’ even if I’ve never seen you before in my life dude

[whatonearthisgoingon]

everyone can say bitch me too

moots

followers

moots-in-law

strangers

even enemies

[2ear-tr9p]

Dean Winchester was Castiels forbidden fruit

[hanni-bunny-lecter-deactivated2]

This started as dom!future!Dean/sub!future!Cas, but then I posted something about wanting to see future!Dean and Purgatory!Dean with Cas and people liked it, so I changed the original idea and there it is: dom!top!Deanx2 and sub!bottom!Cas doing a DP. I must say, I like how it looks, it was an absolute bitch to draw, but it turned out pretty nice :3

[elleniemae]

"I wish [open-ended plot point] was explored more-" fanfiction.

"I wish [character] got more screentime-" Make some fanfiction.

"I wish this happened-" It did happen. In fanfiction.

"I wish-" Guys. It sounds like you enjoyed the piece of media and want some more of it. Make some fanfiction.

"That was terrible and awful and I hope the writers die-" Whoa. Hm. sounds like you aren't a fan. Maybe go find media catered to your tastes? And leave the people who enjoyed it alone?? Also go write some fanfiction???

[nezyy78]

All complaints solved when you take over the story yourself 😌

[niceworkhuggybear]

Faun Cas in a situation from @farenmaddox inspiring restraintstiel fic 🫶

[inthetags]

Reblog and put in the tags if you can remember where you got the shirt you're currently wearing.

[mikkeneko]

planning my fic in a normal way. 1) what incredibly indulgent scene do I want to write next? 2) what connective tissue do I have to set up between indulgent scenes to get us there?

[45percenterthen]

haha... you know, like, *twirls hair* a super strong dude in a trenchcoat haha

[deanwasalwaysbi]

Yeah, say one who was about yay high, wears sensible shoes

[black-quasar]

and is devastatingly handsome on top of that

[nezyy78]

With like crazy sex hair

[louferrignojrofficial]

he was so real for this

[medicatedmaniac]

Ah, yes, the brainworm that refused to leave me alone for Restraintstiel Week Day 7 — Free. I wrote a fic which you can read here. Essentially the second part to this artwork.

After a quiet afternoon spent discovering that tying knots and untying knots are, in fact, different skill sets, Dean finds himself overwhelmed by a realisation: some things you never get used to, and some things only get better with time.

[alwaysafterdark]

Dean/Cas for Lettie.  

She finished her Math homeworks.  So I drew porn for her. :)

[nezyy78]

Fallen and Found 💙💚

Chapter 10: Feeling now posted!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[ivydean]

some primary color castiels