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warricrscribed:

kathleen chuckled softly at the reply from the surgeon laying in the bed before her. ‘fair enough, dr. hunt, fair enough. and it doesn’t help with nurses coming in at all hours of the night, plus all the other doctors watching from outside at the nurses station,’ she shrugged. ‘right, sorry, i forgot to introduce myself, i’m dr. kathleen shepherd, one of the many that have worked in this hospital,’ she laughed lightly.

‘ how many of you are there ?? ‘ wide eyes remained in shock knowing yet another shepherd worked here. ‘ is it like a JOB REQUIREMENT to be either a shepherd by BIRTH or married to one ?? ‘ her humor was a lot different than most , and some found it awkward. but lying with your guts hanging outside your skin for months , strange comments and jokes was the best way to make it through.

#warricrscribed #` ‹‹ ◞ v.iii. surviving was only the beginning

nathaniisms:

when megan told him she was pregnant every WAVE of EMOTION overcame him. almost unable to believe it. when they found out it was a BOY they were ecstatic. a brother for farouk. with his hand gripped by megan’s own , listening to the doctor tell them it was a GIRL his face was nothing but SHOCK. sometimes those things happened , was all the doctor said. of course , it didn’t matter. not as he looked at megan who held their little bundle of joy in her arms , eyes watering as he looked the sight before him. he leaned forward , placing a kiss on the side of her head , a smile finding him , heart swelling with nothing but LOVE. ‘ i think we wasted all that time fighting over boy names. ’

‘ hey , BERNARD would still make a GREAT name for a girl !! ‘ joking obviously with words followed by a laugh , a wave of pure ELATION washed over the now mother of two. not even her NIGHTMARES could pull her joy from this moment in time. this , this MOMENT , ever since she had the extensive and groundbreaking surgery preformed on her abdomen after SIX MONTHS of being held together by plastic wrap , an under - looming FEAR of not being able to carry a child of her own weighed heavy on her. and throughout the pregnancy , it did not lessen. if anything it only grew STRONGER. fearing every single second that something would go wrong and she would lose the baby. but now , with the little one wrapped up tight with a little pink hat covering her head , a feeling of ten thousand pounds of weight fell off her chest at once. leaving her more at ease than ever in her life. ‘ maybe we should have had a BACKUP name like you suggested. ‘

#nathaniisms #` ‹‹ ◞ v.u. undetermined

tragichunt:

“Hey..it’s me…How’s..LA? Sad to say I miss you. A lot. Even if you’re going to nag me about something. I still miss you.” Perhaps a slightly difficult confession to make but not entirely. He’d learned over the years that feeling was good and important and holding things back only made it worse.

toes buried deep in the damp sand. ‘ i miss you too EEYORE ’ a smile grew as if he was sitting just beside her and could see it with his own eyes. ‘ how is everything up NORTH ?? how’s MOM ?? ’ it wasn’t that she moved to get away from her family , hell she missed them all every waking hour of every day. but thankfully , over the decade , things such as IPHONES and SKYPE had come to be.

#tragichunt #` ‹‹ ◞ v.u. undetermined

nathaniisms:

nathan felt as if he was barely surviving med school. it was as DIFFICULT as they said. so much so the STRESS got to him , his relationship with his parents even less smooth than before. owen all but DRAGGED him back to seattle with him. they’d been friends for a while. knew about his mother and that he had a little sister. all normal. a sense of awkwardness came over him once they actually arrived at his house. arms folded until evelyn FORCED him into a hug , an action that took him by SURPRISE. after greeting her it was that aforementioned little sister that grabbed his attention , an easy smirk finding his lips , ignoring the way he could definitely feel owen’s eyes burning into the back of his head. ‘ owen never told me his little sister was hot. ’

one semester was all that stood between megan and following her brother’s ENORMOUS FOOTSTEPS into medical school. one semester of harder than life classes , exams , and interviews being all that stood between her and being a SURGEON. however , the hustle and bustle of college could not keep her from visiting home every so often. but this weekend , it wasn’t just OWEN who walked through the door. but a shadow , a well built , ATTRACTIVE shadow. cocking her head to the side as to get a better view. when his sly words slid in her direction , megan had no troubles ignoring the throbbing vein protruding in her brother’s forehead. ‘ and he never said his BEST FRIEND looked like a GREEK GOD ’

#nathaniisms #` ‹‹ ◞ v.u. undetermined

politicalmom:

“I feel like I’m gonna pass out.”

‘ woah , woah –– ‘ dropping the items in her hand , megan wasted no beat or moment coming to the side of the PRESIDENT with a chair in tow. ‘ here , ma’am , SIT DOWN and put your head between your knees and BREATHE ‘

#politicalmom #` ‹‹ ◞ v.u. undetermined

nathaniisms:

it was NOTHING he wanted to speak of and wished he could take back the entire conversation before it progressed any further. but he couldn’t go back , could only DEAL with what was before him , could only look at her as realizations hit the BOTH of them. he swallowed just as she told him to stop , took notice of the way she turned from him. a defeat of sorts. all he wanted to do was reach out. only that wouldn’t do either of them any good. it would only make things WORSE. for so long he buried everything and standing there , in the middle of the CHAOS , it rose to the surface in ways he didn’t have the time to deal with. the guilt and anxiety flooding him far worse than it had back then. before there was a hope , in those months when he STAYED out there to search for her it was existing on adrenaline. but there she was , alive before him a decade later , and the fear threatened too much. it wasn’t like him , wasn’t like EITHER of them. both far more resilient than HALF the people they knew and met along the way. ‘ you should go.. ’ nothing he wanted , the words BARELY coming out , swallowing down his own feelings. he couldn’t tell if she was mad at HIM or everything else. almost didn’t want to find out. didn’t want to send her off either , but knew if she DIDN’T go she would only resent him for it. a small task , one that was dumb in the grand scheme. the odds of it happening again were MINIMAL . still , he stepped back , hand gripping along the handle of the door. ‘ i know you want to and it’s your job. don’t let me STOP you. ’ she hadn’t before. why let it be different?

‘ NO ’ her voice was stern and loud for such a small room as she watched his hand grip the handle. it was the drastic SWITCH of his moods towards her going via chopper to the aid of those trapped by the fire which told megan his push for her to go was not PURE. that his heartache of the situation being nearly identical to that of the past still sat HEAVY on his soul. he could tell her to go until he was blue in the face , twisting his words in a million ways , but it would never hide the TRUTH and FEAR she saw in him. the hesitation to let her get back on the very same mode of transportation he watched fall out of the sky nearly ELEVEN years ago in the desert. ‘ no you don’t get to just WALK AWAY after this. you don’t get to play the WOUNDED DOG. nathan –– if we are going to make this WORK like we want it too , there can’t be anymore RUNNING. i , you can’t just SHUT DOWN on me. i need to know how you feel –– ’ she says just as if she was skilled in the art of expressing emotions herself. ‘ i need you to TALK TO ME ’

#nathaniisms #` ▐︱ UNDETERMINED ( V.000 )

nathaniisms:

nathan never thought she would find the necklace. barely knew what he was going to do with it. he held it for so long it seemed to be a part of him. a part of him that kept some of her things in order to keep her near. wondered if he could ever truly move on with things such as the necklace or the box of her things he kept HIDDEN in the back of his closet before she was back , before they moved in together. he found it didn’t matter as he looked at her , saw the way the RAW emotion moved along her features. couldn’t imagine him not loving anyone else. ‘ i was out there for a LONG time. i hoped but , ’ a small shrug rolled off his shoulders , the only thing he could do versus speak the TRUTH of what happened to her , a topic he didn’t like to broach TOO often , ‘ i found it in the dirt , so i KEPT it. ’ he hand found the side of her face , thumb stroking against her cheek , glancing at her with a soft look of his own. he loved her so much it felt as if words couldn’t even begin to describe the feeling. ‘ i think when it comes to me and you NOTHING is gone forever. ’ the truth of them and their story. never ending , only being delayed for the time being. ‘ i love you. ’ words whispered before he placed a gentle kiss upon her lips.

listening to how he had found the intricate piece of jewlery within the miles and miles of sand , megan felt her heart only grow larger and larger by the second. even in a moment as intimate at this , leave it to NATHAN to find a way to toss in a CORNY COMMENT into the mix. ‘ and exactly how long have you been waiting to use that line ?? ’ a chuckle tossed out between tears of happiness filled the room. it was a MOMENT she never knew she needed. a GIFT she never realized she had missed. resting her own hand atop of his larger one , soft eyes once again took over her facade. the way his eyes SHIMMERED when he was happy , the way his I LOVE YOU sounded when it was pure. ‘ i’ve ALWAYS loved you ’ megan replied in a softer voice. ‘ even locked away for years , even when things seemed impossible , or when you were doing my head in with your stubbornness , i’ve ALWAYS loved you ’ sealed with a kiss , the clutter of butterflies filled her stomach began to go mad with desire as their lips came together. proving yet again , after everything both of them ha stumbled through , they were still and always would be MEANT TO BE.

#nathaniisms #` ▐︱ UNDETERMINED ( V.000 )

tragichunt:

Owen nods as she speaks about her injuries. At least it’s going okay. He was hopeful of her recovery. “Nathan? No.” He replies, shaking his head. “I haven’t heard anything. I’ve tried calling and texting him but he won’t answer.” Owen worries about his old friend, hoping he hadn’t gotten into trouble or just disappeared off the face of the earth. They were real friends once and he hoped they could have a shred of what they had before again.

did megan send him away into the arms of another woman in hopes he would find the HAPPINESS he forever deserved ?? yes. his happiness had always been her NUMBER ONE. but never once did it mean she did not care about him and his wellbeing. and being told that not even OWEN had heard from him brought an uneasy feeling over her heart. ‘ same ’ she replies with the same nervous tone she was feeling within. ‘ is this NORMAL for him ?? just to VANISH ?? ’

#tragichunt #` ▐︱ SURVIVING WAS ONLY THE BEGINNING ( V.003 )

nathaniisms:

his eyes remained GLUED to her , half in a trance as she captivated him. not doing anything special , just being her natural self. ‘ mm , only i think my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE outfit is when you lose the shirt ENTIRELY. ’ a smirk , lips placing a kiss against her fingers , his own fingers running along the shirt she wore , fabric rippling beneath his touch. ‘ i may be a bit BIASED though. ’

‘ well now . . . i feel if i wore that to work you might find some COMPETITION headed your way ’ it was the playful , sexual under toned banter which drove her wild. even after knowing him for years , he still had the ability with his WORDS and TOUCH to make her knees weak. and if not for work calling both of their names , megan was sure for the rest of the day she would be covered only by a sheet or his own body on top of hers. ‘ now going to lie though , you do look pretty SEXY when you get all worked up. ’

#nathaniisms #` ▐︱ UNDETERMINED ( V.000 )

methodcop

“I did not ask to train a rookie. I did not ask to have a partner. I’m not your boyfriend. I will not be holding your hand.” // est. august 2017. written by skye

#DAMN IT #I WILL FOLLOW SKYE ANYWHERE AN DEVERY FUCKING WHERE #AND EVERYONE SHOULD #even though she kills me

vaememes

* the walking dead prompts.

nsfw and triggering themes and mentions may be present, such as blood, gore, murder, death.

❛ It happened. Now it’s done. You live with it or it eats you up. ❜

❛ My people have guns. Yours don’t. ❜

❛ You keep choosing this life, you will die. ❜

❛ If you have to eat shit, best not to nibble. ❜

❛ They don’t attack this place. They don’t kill us. ❜

❛ Most of the people here don’t even know how to fight, even if we had ammo. ❜

❛ We need food. You have it. We’re willing to work for it. ❜

❛ Confrontation’s never been something we’ve had trouble with. ❜

❛ Y'all are worse than a bunch of evangelical second graders. ❜

❛ I’m still me, but better. I lost everything and it made me stronger. ❜

❛ I killed so that I could live. I stopped counting when I hit double digits. ❜

❛ You wanna make today your last day on Earth? ❜

❛ What if it’s the last day on Earth for you? Or someone you love? ❜

❛ I’m a sinner. I sin almost every day. ❜

❛ It was a sanctuary. People came and took this place. ❜

❛ I’ve been bitten, you stupid pricks! I’m tainted meat! ❜

❛ We can walk away, and we will never cross paths again! ❜

❛ Nightmares end. They shouldn’t end who you are. ❜

❛ The second it isn’t, the second we lose sight of that, it’s all over.. ❜

❛ We’re all gonna die and you let this happen for nothing. ❜

❛ Welcome to the human race, asshole. ❜

❛ You’re not the person people think you are. ❜

❛ Why don’t you say what’s really on your mind? ❜

❛ Some days, I don’t know what the hell to think. ❜

❛ You had no idea what you were talking about, did you? Did you?! ❜

❛ You hear me? I’m not giving up! People like me– people like me, they can live. ❜

❛ I like it here. I like the people. But… they’re weak, and I don’t want us to get weak too. ❜

❛ Yeah, you used to be somebody’s, huh? Now you’re just yours. ❜

❛ You know, everyone’s been through it somehow. Everyone. ❜

❛ I met a lot of bad people out here doing a lot of bad shit. ❜

❛ The evidence seems to go in that direction. ❜

❛ You well know that I’m not combat ready or even for that matter combat inclined. ❜

❛ God, you’re really that much of a coward? ❜

❛ It’s their world. We’re just living in it. ❜

❛ You don’t go outside those walls anymore. Not by yourself, not with anyone else. ❜

❛ It’s gonna get people killed. It’s already gotten people killed. ❜

❛ Play your cards right, maybe you don’t have to die. ❜

❛ Things don’t get better because you– you want them to. ❜

❛ Starting right now, we have to live in the real world. ❜

❛ When you care about people, hurt is kind of part of the package. ❜

❛ I’m gonna take a group out. Best not waste any more time. ❜

❛ When I fell on my ass, they should have just left me out there. ❜

❛ Everything we’ve been working so hard to keep out, it found its way in. ❜

❛ Everybody makes it, till they don’t. ❜

❛ I killed two people and you haven’t said a word about it. ❜

❛ You can’t think forever. Sooner or later, you’ve got to make a move.. ❜

❛ I mean, what the hell is going on in this cabin? Were they storing those biters? ❜

❛ I could use a vacation. Get away. Just for a weekend. ❜

❛ Is this what you want? Is this what any one of you want? ❜

❛ Now you put down your weapons, walk through those gates you’re one of us. ❜

❛ Get in your cars, get your guns. We go in, kill them all! ❜

❛ I’m a piece of shit. Why would you want my help? ❜

❛ I’m sorry. I’m not very good at making boys your age laugh. ❜

❛ So you tell me how in the holy hell did you possibly kill this truck? ❜

❛ We’re not too far gone. We get to come back. ❜

shephcrd:

‘ oh shut up, i’m at least DARKER than your brother – he’s like a damn ghost,’ laughter fell from upturned lips, she wasn’t against coming to visit more often though, definitely not. mouth opens and closes in surprise at the other womans words, she’s sure that no one has ever said something so NICE to her before. ‘hey, i like you more than your brother at this point too, so – we’re even. he’s acting so weird, i try to be his friend and , he gives me those sad eyes. so weird.’ shaking her head, a teasing smirk on her lips she shrugged. ‘ i mean i had a date the other night and the uber driver was hitting on me more than the actual guy was so it’s getting a little messier in seattle but the rain in the same.’

‘ i swear when i first saw him after being taken of that chopper , i swore i was dead because no one ALIVE could be as white as he was –– IS ‘ this , being able to have someone to JOKE with without fear of the other not able to catch the mood of the moment , was what megan craved. even locked away it was hard to find people who understood her SARCASM in the middle of IRAQ. and even in SEATTLE it was proving difficult. but , finding AMELIA , it was like she had found her MISSING BEST FRIEND. ‘ honestly , and sadly , owen’s always been like that. back in iraq , we called him MAJOR DIAMOND. and not because of his SPARKING PERSONALITY ’ when she spoke of her DATE a strike of interest leaped off the charts. ‘ ok now you know you can’t just tell me you went on a DATE and not tell me the details. ’

#shephcrd #` ‹‹ ◞ v.u. undetermined

nathaniisms:

‘ my ass ALWAYS looks incredible. ’ a smirk plastered across his face , even through the chaos of their house , definitely NOT move in ready. ‘ yeah? you’ll just have to PROVE how SEXY. later , when i finish this sink. i don’t care if it takes me all night. ’ it was DEFINITELY going to take all night.

‘ well , i’m not going to DISAGREE to that if that’s what you’re after ‘ watching him resume the work on the , how he had put it a few times already , FUCKING SINK , her eyes rolled playfully. ‘ if you manage to get this sink put together AND working without a hitch , i will prove it to you ALL NIGHT ‘ sex as a bargaining chip ?? maybe some would find it vulgar , inappropriate , strange. but , that , those little niches’ , was just how they worked.

#nathaniisms #` ‹‹ ◞ v.u. undetermined #yeah she went there!

amazing megan. top tier level perfection. take no shit mun. my best friend.

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

#I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH #EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NO IDEA WHO YOU ARE #ok i prb do but still I LOVE YOUR FACE #YOUR GRAY FACE #Anonymous

super bomb megan. so happy you're lending a voice to owen's sister. each character you take on is always taken on 100% and you do such a good job bean.

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#asdflajsdf #nonie i love u #thank you #lakjsdf your a star

alightwccd

lighttorn:

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

#hit me

some people on this site make me want to delete all my affiliations with this fandom because they are just petty and straight liars that just make being here real work. but then there is a very small few people make it hard becuase of their kindness and amazingness.

#its not becuase im afraid of them #im just sick of being in the drama #you would think a fandom this small would be chill #ESP COMPARED TO THE 100 JESUS

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