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so i know ive gotten a lot of followers but i kinda want to change up my oc but im scared that ill upset you guys bc its not what you signed up for?

so heres the big changes i want to make-

i want to make raul the mc right now dakota’s the running man but raul has much more depth and can have more personality--

so heres what i want to do, 

i want to make dakota his own person- a little brother raul had to look after with his abusive father, then when he killed his mom he also killed dakota- and that's why raul killed his father, it would give him more motivation on why he hates the human race and thinks its evil and disgusting- mmaybe make raul a hit man and a guy who just kills because he hates people

plus dakota to me was always kind of a plot device and i feel like his story line is weak and cheap? i also want to get away from using DID as a crutch and putting out misinformation about the mental illness 

[pxstliives]

does your muse ever get jealous over dumb things even if it’s in another verse they just “[ points ] THAT’S MY FUCKING PERSON”

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@xxmelancholia

- - -  dakota had finally gone to b a c k to where he used to stay, the blond’s fingers holding tightly onto charlies hand as they came upon his backpack and the small makeshift shelter, -- he felt  ASHAMED he wanted to hide. his free hand quickly  reached out and touched the bloody sheet that he had laid on for many nights and days.

- - - ‘..thi-this is it.’’ he whispered out and looked over at charlie for his REACTION.

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[icarusraised-a-deactivated20190]

he groaned and asked a question that he dreaded. “ what have you heard me say?? ”

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- - - ‘’ sometimes it’s panicky whines - like you're having a fucking nightmare other times is just ‘ the duck said no parties on tuesday’ -’’ he snickered prodding the males arm

[icarusraised-a-deactivated20190]

his next breath was caught in his chest when raul came closer. jason was close enough to see just how blue his eyes were. they didn’t even look like there flecks of any other clue. just pure blue that you could get lost in. in them, jason couldn’t see any doubt. raul really wanted to know. given how close the two were, jason’s voice was softer than before. ( he wanted to know. )

“ when i was fifteen, i was beat half to death with a crowbar by a clown and blown up. but i died of smoke asphyxiation. i woke up in my own grave some time later and clawed my way out like in those zombie movies. and i used to be the red hood. people that i care about have a tendency to DIE on me or leave. ”

[rcnaways-blog]

- - - raul let jason speak  eyes never leaving his as he spoke- then he let a m o m e n t settle between them-- a hand lifted from the edge of the counter  it grabbing at jasons nape-  pulling the other even closer, ‘’ you tell me who got scared away by you telling them that - and i will smash their skulls in.’’  the thought of people not understanding J A S O N S suffering only fueled his hate for the human race

- - - his words softened, ‘’but really who hasnt died before--’’ he smiled letting it brighten the feeling of the air,  NO ONE but jason would see raul act this way- in this moment raul  was stripped away, he wasnt playing some part- he wasnt hiding behind a persona, he was being r a u l.

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[icarusraised-a-deactivated20190]

jason glanced over at the window, laying back on the bed nad pinching the bridge of his nose. “ of course you did. and - not that i’m glad you’re here while i’m half naked - but you haven’t done this before, have you?? ”

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- - - ‘’ you think i figured out how to break into your house in one shot?’’ he tilted his head giving a g r i n, ‘’you talk a lot in your sleep you know-’’  raul never slept, and if he did it was only for short moments like on the train- but he didnt want to waste time.

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“ i’d never hurt you, raul. but you don’t know me well enough to know that i don’t scare you. ”

teal eyes met raul’s blue ones and for a split second, jason considered telling him everything. dying, being red hood, EVERYTHING. it felt as if the truth was stuck in his throat and he had to get it out to warn him. but jason also didn’t want him to leave or worse - be scared of him. he didn’t want to lose someone that he cared for again. jason sighed, fidgeting with the silver streak in his hair. 

“ believe me - there’s some stuff you’re better off not knowing. you’d probably see me differently. ”

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- - - he felt the B U R N I N G  feeling rise in his chest, ‘’ try me--’’ he hopped down from the counter and stood infront of the other- his eye brows raising, ‘’s c a r e me-- or are you too scared yourself.’’ his words came out quickly and f r u s t r a t e d- his hands fell at each side of jason’s thighs and his head cocked up at the other, then he just w a i t e d for an answer, if jason didnt tell him anything he would leave- he didnt need to deal with WHATEVER  this feeling was. 

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CHARLIE

Things got quiet, but neither found sleep despite their exhaustions. They were content. Content to be holding each other during this witching hour, the coldest and most numbing time Charlie was normally alone for. Except he wasn’t alone. He had Dakota nestled against him. He could lay like this forever. He’d do it too, if he could. Charlie closed his eyes, sleep wanting to overtake him, but he just kept massaging over the soft flesh of his wrist, “Mmm…” he smiles into Kota’s hair, kissing him sweetly, “Sleep…” the blond mumbles, and then he’s drifting. Peacefully. He doesn’t even know how it happened, or when he actually fell asleep. He just remembers being warm, and safe. Tonight, it was a good night. The best night he’s had in a long time.

And that was s a d.

- - - dakota felt the sun hit his skin, his arms still holding the other  TI GHT as they laid,-- he didnt want to w a k e up, he didnt want to open his eyes.- but he did the blue ORBS scanning around the room  before looking at charlie. his content features made dakota WARM-  he couldnt handle this feeling, this warmth- this ‘ H A P P I N E S S ‘ what was he supposed to do now that hes felt it- would the world go dark again, he couldnt b a r e the thought of that- he could handle the thought o that- of losing charlie. softly he muttered to the sleeping male, ‘’i l-lo-love you s-s-so much.’’ 

[icarusraised-a-deactivated20190]

jason was too stunned to move, visible autopsy scar be damned. “ wait - no. stop. stay there. do you have a fuckin’ key to my apartment?? ”

[rcnaways-blog]

- - - his eyes did a look over of jason as he spoke, ‘’ not e x a c t l y.’’ he let his hues settled on his face, ‘’ i came in through the w i n d o w..’’ he pointed to the UNHARMED window.

[icarusraised-a-deactivated20190]

“ then now’s the time to start. ”

his voice lowered to a mumble as he took another long sip of the soda. aside from very few exceptions, jason was rarely ever one to stay in a long-term relationship. being red hood left little time for it. now that he was retired - it was more about self-preservation than anything.

“ if - and i mean IF - you were gonna risk anything, i wouldn’t be the guy to risk anything on. trust me. ”

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- - - rauls got a s u d d en feeling - one that he never dealt with before, it was w e i rd , he couldnt put his finger on it- his throat tightened and his fingers tapped lightly on the counter, ‘’ you should know by now  that i dont give a f u c k about risk.’’ 

- - - raul leaned forward on the counter his eyes looking over his shoulder, ‘’ im not scared of things that will hurt me-  ‘’ his mind snapped to dakota’s dad- the beating and torture he saved him from, the evil words the man said about him and dakota, -- a smile hit his lips, ‘’ you dont s c a r e me.’’

[icarusraised-a-deactivated20190]

“ …what the FUCK are you doing in here?? ”

STARTER || @rcnaways

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- - - “” i was waiting for you to wake up-- you took for fucking ever.’’ he C R A W L E D   over to jason from the edge of the bed.

[icarusraised-a-deactivated20190]

“ i’m sure you’d still ADORE me if i was a little blood-shy. ”

jason’s voice was filled with sarcasm but his cocky expression was cut short when he noticed the look in raul’s eyes soften. still, he waved it off as the beer taking effect and set his soda on the counter beside him. his back arched slightly as he stretched, similar to how a cat would. he ran a hand through his hair.

“ you probably should be careful. i’m a trouble magnet, y’know. ”

[rcnaways-blog]

- - - rauls softening blue eyes looked at the other as he sat next to him, ‘’ iv’e never been c a r e f u l and i dont plan on starting to be now.’ the harsh males words came out s i l k y  and smooth, the manic grin falling as he looked up at jason, his teeth biting into his tongue, his normally  CA L M heart  started to quicken.

- - - for once he couldnt think of anything to say, his gaze sticking to the other SOFT words slipping from his lips, ‘’it’s your turn to talk now.’’ 

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