Fuck my Life

Fucked up Bastard of Jiraiblr. DMs are open to fellow minors‼️

[reachednirvana]

🫀Intro post🫀

Call me Ivan/Nirvana/Hime any of those

Dividers by: @elarawandahoi

‼️Minor‼️

Diagnosed with CPTSD and DID in March 2026

Might be getting a pre-diagnosis for BPD soon

Genderfluid bastard🩵💖

Scene, punk, faircycore, and Jirai Kei all the way

Dont know what our sexuality is because of conflicting opinions in headspace

DNI: pedophiles, creeps, zoophiles, anti-endos, willogenics, homophobes, transphobes, anti-alterhuman, racists, pro complex illness self-diagnosis (this will be updated/i can’t think of shit rn)

Interests: Gorillaz, The legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild, Alien Stage, AMULET, Crk, (this will be updated)

🫆Alterhuman🫆

Hellenic polytheist

Child of Aphrodite, Apollon, Persephone, Artemis, and Hekate

Alter/headmate list and their tags:

. Matt (host) - #Wet Towel

. Meika (co-host) -#Heart-wrenching

. Daffodil (Co-host) -#Dreamland

. Øslo -#Trickle

. Hikaru (fictive) -#Your monster

. Yoshiki (headmate/fictive)

. Murdoc (fictive)

. Noodle (fictive) -#best daughter

. Shadow Milk (fictive) -#Milkshake

. Paprika -#spice

. Trellis (fictive) -#Not a vine

(Likely be updated)

[reachednirvana]

Anything to be close to someone at this point

[reachednirvana]

Ever feel like cracking to moe anime girl music?

[reachednirvana]

Hey guys so uhm I’m going to get a new phone and unfortunately I forgot my password for my Tumblr account so I will be making another one and I will inform you the username once I get my phone. The reason I’m getting a new phone is because my mom can still control my phone and yk, she’s abusive so I’m not living with her. So yeah things are looking up for me! :D

Also I’m too lazy to add punctuation (-_-)

[creating-wholeness]

You're allowed to talk about what they did to you

You're allowed to talk about what they did to you

You're allowed to talk about what they did to you

You're allowed to talk about what they did to you

You're allowed to talk about what they did to you

You're allowed to talk about what they did to you

If they didn't want you talking about it, maybe they shouldn't have done it.

[theislandinthesky]

You know what you did, Jason.

[reachednirvana]

James…Marci…Colin

[ooooxoxo-ooxo--o]

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How i feel pulling up to ask for attention in #jiraiblr for the enth time today (I have nothing to do )

[jirai-till]

Date ideas!! gulp. .

1: we beat each other up

2: you let me hit you

3: you pin me down and hit me

4: we fist fight a lot

5: you kill me in the snow

6: I punch you 🤤

7: yoi jump me

8: I beat you until you’re unrecognizable

9: you hit me until I’m unconscious

10: uh uhh uh we make each other bleed

[tsutsutsutsu2137]

I am gross and perverted

I'm obsessed and deranged

I had existed for years

But very little has changed.

[beyblxde]

i am a tool for the government

and Industry, too

for i am destined to rule

and regulate you.

[reachednirvana]

I wait for an affection

I know isn’t true

If I lay down my body

Will you please just let me have this…

[polyamandhellaglam]

Polyamory is safe for work. Polyamory is safe for kids. Polyamory is safe for day time tv. Polyamory isn’t more sexual than any other relationship and it can be just as romantic, sweet, and healthy.

[evilwriter37]

Aggressively reblogs.

[auderlla]

i hug my pillow and pretend it’s you but it never hugs back and it makes me feel stupid

[reachednirvana]

Eiiiiiii Lookit my new dividers by @elarawandahoi :33333333 Thank u so much I would’ve failed so hard if I made this

[elarawandahoi]

Requested by @reachednirvana !

Ivan dividers ( and a little gift ! ) - light pink and light blue centered

Free to use , but please Credit me ! ( example : @elarawandahoi )

[reachednirvana]

Thank you so muuch

[jirai-till]

Being racist for a joke is.still racism btw..

[your-imaginary-guardian-angel]

angel themed ask game because i want to .. ♡♡♡

🪽 ┆ you’re really cool,,, 🕊️ ┆ online crush,, eek,, 🦢 ┆ i see you as a close friend/moot,, 🪞 ┆ i wish we were closer 🌫️ ┆ i admire you a lot from afar ⭐️ ┆ you’re my idol,, 🌨️ ┆ i dont like you,, 🐑 ┆ i want to be you 🦴 ┆ i get excited when i see you in my notifs/on my dash 🐁 ┆ if you asked me out.. i wouldn’t say no,, 🤍 ┆ you’re my guardian/caretaker ♡♡ 🌠 ┆ you are my angel, and i want to treat you as such 💫 ┆ i want to be worthy of your attention,,

send anyone who reblogs this asks with some/one of these emojis and see their response,, with or without anon if you’re feeling brave ♡

[noctivienne]

"there's nothing wrong with you." incorrect answer.

i want you to recognize that there is something wrong with me, but love me anyway.

[bpdaki]

if i rip your heart out and preserve it will it mean that i have a piece of you with me forever?

[a-h0m3-f0r-fl0w3r5]

plural landmine call that a minefield