dr. graves

may have bashed my head too many times

[beyblxde]

intro post

╺──┄ BASICS ٭┆ 𖤐 ◂⊰┇

┃name◝◦ brooklynn graves

┃nickname/s◝◦ dr. graves , mr. graves , brook

┃pronouns◝◦ it , mutt , sin , he . . . masc , neu , non-human terms

┃gender/sexuality◝◦ so many (micro)labels it comes full circle - unlabeled

╺──┄ BOUNDARIES ٭┆ 𖤐 ◂⊰ ┇

┃friend rqs◝◦ very open !

┃dms◝◦ please dm me !

┃anons◝◦ open !

┃nicknames◝◦ feel free !

┃pet names◝◦ prefer canine ones !

┃nsfw◝◦ ask first , mild nsfw is ok !

┃other / misc◝◦ am very fucked up , dont demand anything off me . am trying

╺──┄ EXTRA INFO ٭┆ 𖤐 ◂⊰ ┇

┃likes◝◦ fucked up shit , anime/manga , attention , horror (mostly analog , psychological & body horror)

┃dislikes◝◦ weaponized incompetence , blissful ignorance , ragebaiting

┃hobbies◝◦ writing , music , watching gameplays

┃important◝◦ have many conditions (mental and otherwise) , low energy levels , take a while to reply , not very active online , neurodivergent

┃misc◝◦ am very open and honest , really like to talk to ppl , very unstable , am kinda new to tumblr

╺──┄ TAGS ٭┆ 𖤐 ◂⊰ ┇

┃#graves reblog ◝◦ for reblogs

┃#graves bites ◝◦ for emotionally charged posts (vent / rant , mild or not)

┃#graves nuzzles ◝◦ for more light / positive posts

┃#graves answers ◝◦ for asks

┃#anon: [insert identification] ◝◦ for anons

┃#graves + [insert identification] ◝◦ for posts containing moots

┃#graves stares ◝◦ for yan/obs posts

┃#[insert character/media] mention ◝◦ for things i like

↳ #coil piggy mention ◝◦ leland coyle (outlast trials)

↳ #tlltd mention ◝◦ tomodachi life living the dream (game)

┃#graves thinks ◝◦ for posts related to (my) mind

┃#graves storytime ◝◦ for story time / generally about something i experienced that aint too bad posts

┃#graves barks ◝◦ for nonhuman / alterhuman / otherkin / anything similar posts

[piko-chan]

Reblog for me to stalk your blog!

I'll send you a long ass ask about your interests and recent posts >:3

No requirements, no limits, you might even be already a moot, you don't have to have much posted, I just want to meet y'all!!!

[beyblxde]

i haven’t seen you around much today on my following feed so i wanted to come around and say hi!! i hope your day has been good and if it hasn’t i hope that it can at least get a little better soon

hii good to see u

thanks for worrying , nothing happened just havent had much energy for things & my internet has been worse lately (unsure why)

it was an alright day , nothing remarkable i believe . hope ur day was good , same with anyone who sees this (shout out moots)

[beyblxde]

*sees a black guy goofin on a subway dressed as light yagami*

*opens comments*

"thats not light thats dark" 🫩 out of 6 comments on my screen , 5 were that . one was "netflix adaptation"

so well thats not nice . its not funny to be racist

[beyblxde]

why DO i bother opening comments .

its always littered w some dumb shit or flirting

the frequent "when they said [insert phrase] it FRIED me LMAO" pisses me off .

we know u wasnt laughing . at most u found it amusing . it wasnt anything very clever or funny either

maybe im too much of an a(nti)social mfer to relate to any of this shit

pack can we be more creative pls . it aint hard to scroll the comments for a single minute to see ur joke has been made 42 times & that ur dumbass question was answered by 12 different ppl in the last 30 minutes

thanks .

[femme-fatalistic-serial-killer]

parents be abusing you in every way possible and neglect tf outta you then expect you to grow up neurotypical

[beyblxde]

the tv is always so loud i always gotta ask to turn it down

she always replies with "close ur door" "put on headphones" "it aint loud here (where the goddamn tv is)"

she knows my headphones are broken . she knows my stupid ears r sensitive as fuck . she knows the new headphones will arrive only next week . she knows i have intense headaches

not to mention how she always babies the little bitch (younger "sis") n im always the asshole for yelling , getting annoyed & threatening to beat her up

[yujateaandpi]

Was driving with my grandmother and in broken English she says “no eyes… no nose… no face. Don’t trust.” To which I looked around wildly in search of this omen of ill portend.

Cybertruck. It was a cybertruck.

[beyblxde]

i was sure it was slenderman

its worse

its a fucking tesla

[beyblxde]

whyd u gotta be so rude , how was i supposed to know clicking that button wouldnt just give me more info on what the support tab is

"tickets arent for testing" "its in the description" it wasnt or i missed it , i apologized why couldnt u just say "ok just dont do it again" or smth

the voice be telling me to leave the server delete my account & disappear , how fun

idk if they were being rude or its just my rejection dysphoria or whatever its called kicking my head

[beyblxde]

fuck my stupid chud ass life whatever i left both fuckass servers . "we dont allow ppl who r neutral to endos" genuinely keys how was i supposed to know

sorry i shouldnt be saying this but im js so pissed ill never enter any server ever again whyd i come up with this stupid ass idea anyway

[beyblxde]

whyd u gotta be so rude , how was i supposed to know clicking that button wouldnt just give me more info on what the support tab is

"tickets arent for testing" "its in the description" it wasnt or i missed it , i apologized why couldnt u just say "ok just dont do it again" or smth

the voice be telling me to leave the server delete my account & disappear , how fun

idk if they were being rude or its just my rejection dysphoria or whatever its called kicking my head

[beyblxde]

hey hi hello !!

JUST made a discord

does anyone have server recs ??

am pretty new to the app so appreciate patience :3

[beyblxde]

bro did NOT wanna chat . . . sad emoji

why all scammers put literally NO effort ever ?? like , ur acc is two hours old . no one has two reblogs , likes + following + comments open .

at least be creative . block em @/360fixie

[beyblxde]

finally got my first bot sayin "we mass reported ur acc for fraud"

not sure what to feel bout it

[dollkittylove010]

IMPORTAN MESSAGE TO ANYONE WHO SEES THIS!!

If you got out of bed today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you brushed your teeth today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you took a shower today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you got dressed today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you you went to school/work today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you ate today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you had water today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you talked to someone you didn't want to talk to today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you went outside today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

If you did just anything to take care of yourself today, GOOD JOB I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! ♡

EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T DO ANY OF THESE I'M STILL SO PROUD OF YOU!!!

I know how seriously difficult, exhausting and draining life can be and the fact that despite all that you're still here reading this right now is something you should give yourself way more credit for. Life can be so so hard but you've made it through everything you've had to go through. Even if you think what you've gone through is not that bad compared to others, even if you can barely get anything done, even if you don't struggle with any of the things I mentioned, even if you don't see how strong you are, I am so proud of you no matter what. YES YOU RIGHT THERE!!! I'm so SO proud of you for everything and I mean it. You're way more incredible than you might think.

Thank you goodbye I hope you have a lovely day/night ♡

[beyblxde]

maybe imma add more later , gon call it a day rn

[beyblxde]

how does one have more new followers than total followers . what

[beyblxde]

pack , graves adores being called kind , nice , positive . . .

its so good cause graves feels like it is fundamentally evil & unredeemable so am trying to compensate for that

keep the notifications comin

[dy1ngang3l]

“cat scratches aren’t even valid” SHUT. UP. IF YOU’RE DOING SOMETHING WITH THE INTENT TO HARM YOURSELF, THAT IS SH. IT DOESNT MATTER HOW DEEP YOU GO HOLY SHIT.

[beyblxde]

self injury aint only physical btw . . .

its also when u purposefully dont do smth u know will help , when u purposefully do smth u know wont help / will trigger u / make u feel worse

its also when u pinch at all the "imperfections" , when u interact with triggering media / ppl , when u take an extremely hot / cold shower

self injury is anything u do with the intent / knowledge itll hurt u in some way .

wishing a nice blanket + nice comfort show/song/game + tight hug to all the ppl who struggle with "invisible" forms of this

[notyourright]

fuckkkkkkk ohhhhh nooo

I guess that explains my academic shit eating behavior 😭😭😭

[beyblxde]

ohhh yeah thats what was on the tip of my tongue

over working , over compensating , over studying & such are all forms of self injury btw

u think ur coping by being "productive" & pulling all-nighters ?? graves got some news for u . . . /silly

can offer healthier alternatives if anyones interested

[thisalexisonfire]

Would love healthy alternatives thanks

[beyblxde]

ofc pook

so imma just list some graves can think of rn and maybe will update later / send an ask or dm if u wanna

depending on why u engage in those behaviours , these alternatives may or may not work . will just toss a bunch together without separating by category (brain aint working properly rn)

drawing with a pen on ur skin , using fake blood , doing sfx makeup , customizing clothes , listening to loud or fast music (ask me about it i have many recs) , writing everything u feel / think until u cant think of what to write , organizing things in ur house / office / room such as books , cleaning ur gallery , sitting outside or by a window & take pics of whatever u find interesting , doing a "rainbow walk" which is basically walking until u find at least one item (preferably nature) of each of the 7 colors , vent art (doesnt need to be "edgy" , just drawing whatever to vent ur feelings . can be just a little blob of a kitten) , learn something new , try different hairstyles , mix and match clothes (BE WEIRD AND CRINGY) , do "irl dress to impress" with a friend (if ur long distance , do a video call) which is literally just picking a theme and time , each picks an outfit then shows it off to eachother , write a letter for a loved (or hated !!) one even if u aint gonna send it , set a small goal number and compliment that amount of strangers (works online too !! preferably non generic compliments but its ok if its generic) , write ur own "ask game" , make a new theme for ur blog , do vlogs even if ur not gonna post it , organize ur wardrobe by color then reorganize by type of clothing then again by texture , do many many DIYs upcycles and such , make a paper doll of ur fav

theres SO MANY MORE i adore being creative yall should try it . i cannot stress enough DIY please yall its so fun especially with old clothes

[tastytoecheese]

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

[beyblxde]

POSSESSIVE SEX WTH

(. . . actually very on brand)