Prideful (pt. 3/?)
Courier Six: the Mojave's saviour, apparently.
She found baffling how almost everyone seemed one person short for everything. From clearing Quarry's Junction of a Deathclaws infestation to taking care of fixing a whole damn solar power plant; Six started questioning if the people inhabiting the scorched lands of the desert were alive thanks to some divine intervention and pure luck. After meeting Fantastic, she officially etched an epitaph on the tombstone she was previously hesitant to put on the NCR's cause, in her mind. If the reasonings of people like Colonel Hsu were more than well founded as the poor man was basically carrying the whole Mojave Chapter of the NCR on his back, the excuses of the rest of those involved were absolutely unacceptable. From corruption to greed, demanding to even power up a death-ray for the sake of terrorizing any adversary instead of focusing on improving the life conditions of those who lived in the desert, she actually started to see why people like Caesar existed.
The complete antithesis.
One that she got to discover more in depth as she even heard of civil lands remaining unscathed by his dominion of terror: starting from the fact that men and women weren't being forcefully drafted, his army was mostly built of slaves who refused his negotiations as he demanded annexation to his territories. Had they accepted, they would have gotten to live a pretty regular life with the benefit of being protected and enjoying power, nearly absolute safety, food and clean water aplenty with the only price of paying some pretty ridiculously low taxes to fund war campaigns and obey any of the very few times Caesar demanded anything from the Legion's citizens. It was inhumane on the slaves and indeed awful that those who got in his sight could only choose between slavery or losing their autonomy, but how free were NCR's citizens really? Was poverty and barely paid labor even be considered freedom just because one was free to speak their mind, if at the end of the day they got to barely put any food on their families' tables and had to pay astronomical sums to a government that didn't even bother making clean water accessible to everyone? The presidential elections themselves were ridiculous and rigged, same with the army's hierarchy and anything regarding state affairs really.
Bullet in the brain or not, her head was pulsating from the whole ordeal, especially since almost every card in her deck leaned towards' the Legion's cause, at that point.
Saluting Raul after freeing him and enjoying all his tales about his life and, above all, about Legion territories, she decided it was time to finally be true to her word and get to the Fort. Backpack on her shoulders, her sandy boots stepped on the fine grains of the desert as she traversed her way back.
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âVulpes, go call the Courier, itâs been six days since she got called in this damn tent and still didnât take care of that fucking bunker. Iâm losing my patience.â
âMighty Caesar, consider it done. Although, by observing her, I couldn't help but notice her links to other minor settlements of the Mojave. Wouldn't it be wise to keep an eye on her? She might prove to be a menace.â
âAre you kidding? Did someone poison your brahmin or something? You were the one following her, you should have that answer.â
âI might have underestimated the threat she poses.â
âThen I shouldn't have saved you from that cross. You know whatâs the consequence of failure.â
"Yes, Caesar. Iâll make sure she will come here before the dawn.â
âGood. You are the greatest of my Frumentarii for a reason. You more than anyone should know about her potential if we manage to get her contacts to work with us for the upcoming battle and in the future.â
âI know, Caesar. Iâll be back soon with that woman.â ___
When he reached her, or at least he thought he did, she wasnât in her tent. Of course, who knows where she escaped now. He didn't lose his cool, however. He knew that that little woman couldnât go too far, or at least he hoped. An intuition, suddenly, came into his mind as he approached the fort's gates and walked through them: when a few days back he rummaged through her belongings, he found an old blank book he started inspecting immediately, only to discover it was her travels' journal.
Ever paranoid about someone snooping through her things, she made sure not to write anything too obvious about her plans, but one sentence in particular found space in his mind:
-I love water, here, being a bit farther from the cities and other camps you can even drink it from the river without getting poisoned by radiation or shitting yourself! Isnât that great? I wish I could find the time to swim a bit.
Iâm so tired. I wonder when I'll be done with all of this situation.â
Stupid woman, he thought. As soon as he got out of the walls and walked down the hill, he walked towards the riverâs bed. He wanted to just grab her by force and take her back. A weird sensation twisted his guts as her written words repeated in his brain. He was growing impatient himself, babysitting a grown woman was the last of the duties he wanted to take care of, but part of him couldn't just let things go the wrong way. Caesar's cause was grand, it was noble, it would have provided her with the respite she wrote she needed. Not the one he thought she deserved. He never worried for her. What was that gnawing twist in his guts for, then? If not for her, for himself, in case he failed pulling her loyalty into their cause? He didn't see her after her last departure from Caesar's tent and the only news he got about her was not even three hours prior as they got notified of her presence on Lucullus' boat. In the past she didnât seem to appreciate his presence but, he had to admit, he didnât despite hers. It intrigued him, how different she was from the inhabitants of the Mojave, yet similar enough to blend in perfectly everywhere, no matter how out of place she always looked. She could be shy and nice, he saw how she caressed their dogsâ fur while giving them some of her meals or how polite she had been with Lucius, whom she seemed to get along with or, again, how she approached the slaves that served her during her permanence in the camp. Yet her coldness and detachment never escaped Vulpes' eyes, like she didnât want to have anything to do with anybody on more than a formal level. No matter how friendly and accommodating she looked, she kept everything and everyone at arm's length, her curious and stupid eyes hiding a brain that never ceased to analyze everything that came into her mind or a situation that presented itself before her.
And that was a problem.
It made her unpredictable if not straight up misleading even for people like Caesar. And yet he found his curiosity only growing as he wondered how to break that little theatrical show she was keeping up with everybody she met. He wondered what it would take to destroy her resolve and bend her to Caesar's resolution. He wondered if she would ever have had joined their side in their mission.
He finally noticed a figure near the shore of the river, of course Vulpes knew that it was the Courier, with her long hair, her short height, the partially exposed sun-burnt skin. It took a moment, but he realized she was getting closer, her yelp echoing through the land once she finally acknowledged his presence.
âWhat the fuck?!â She covered herself despite her tank top and shorts, dipping her figure in the cold water. Vulpes raised a brow, crossing his arms. "Says the half naked lunatic swimming alone in this immense river. What are you doing here, wasting Caesar's time? Itâs cold and dawn is approaching. What if one of those lakelurks comes to bite your legs?â
âThatâs none of your concerns and I have this anyway-.â She reached for the pistol harness on the side of her thigh and unbuckled it, showing the weapon proudly. It was an elegant pistol, her beloved Maria, Vulpes noticed. âCan you at least stop looking at me so I can put on some clothes?â She asked as he stared at her pistol, which she kept handling as if it gave her some sense of security after Vulpes reminded her of those water devils that way too many times fucked her up.
âIsnât it a bit too late to be pudic?â He jested, although not finding the situation funny in the slightest himself, turning around. âIâm not looking. But be fast. Caesar would order me to inflict you some punishment, were he to discover you're here bathing instead of talking to him.â
âYou are free to tell him then, itâs not like I did this expecting a prize-.â She murmured putting on an old, faded long sleeved dress to cover herself, not caring much if her underclothes left wet spots on the thick fabric. He just waited silently and, when she cleared her voice, he knew he was finally free to look around. âDo you think you are showing bravery in your behavior? Caesar gave you his Mark. Itâs the most honorable thing he could have granted you. Donât waste your talent on a cross, Courier. Water will be beautiful after your duties too, if youâll be fast enough in executing them.â
At those words, her eyes widened slightly. He did in fact read her notes. She smirked, a mix of bitterness and amusement. âIt wasnât supposed to be something written for you to read. At least donât bring it up. Or is your ego so big you believe yourself to be above any human behavior that doesn't involve you personally?â
âI have to keep sight of your movements, you know that very well.â
She patted his shoulder, walking before him, with a fast pace, while bottoning up the caravaneer dress and covering herself with the jacket. âNo problems. Also, tell Caesar where I was, please. I really want to witness with my own two eyes what he'll demand you do to me for bathing in a river after working a whole week for your damn cause.â
Never like in that moment he felt his composure crack.
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âSo you are telling me that this bitch was playing like a moron in the river when here we are waiting like idiots for her? Courier, listen to me. Carefully this time, very carefully. I wonât give you another single chance. If you exit this camp you will be just a fucking decoration for those crosses next time we cross paths. You must go in that basement right now. Iâm not giving you a choice, if it isnât clear enough. You take your equipment in that fucking bunker and go destroy whatever is in there. Am I clear? And, Vulpes. Make sure she doesnât leave the tent for any reason at all, for the nights to follow, unless she departs for jobs.â
âSurely, Caesar. I will.â
âGood. You,â He pointed at the Courier, who was fuming despite her calm exterior. âgo, immediately.â
Six was starting to ask herself why she still didnât just shot at their heads all together and freed those poor slaves, to hell with all that martial excellence and all the products of her overthinking. But yet again, doing it in that moment was absolutely foolish. She should have started organizing something with Boone soon. She stepped into the building and, once her gear was back on her shoulders, she entered the bunker.
Every corner hid some death weaponry trying to off her at first sight, but it didn't take too long before she finally found the control room. In her mind, images of the Securitron's demonstration replayed multiple times in the blink of an eye and her decision was finally made. If it was or not the right decision, she had no idea, but if those robots didn't go insane for two-hundred years, she had no reasons to believe they would have anytime soon.
She inserted the Platinum Chip on the console and uploaded the upgrade.
Immediately the ground shook and for a moment she thought she accidentally initiated a hidden self destructing sequence by accident, but once her eyes landed on the windows above the console her heart nearly dropped.
They were so many.
The ground shook harder and harder as more of the units activated and in that moment she knew she had no way of coming back on her choices. The possible damage was done. Even worse, she now had to get back to the surface and face Caesar after betraying him without a second thought. And, with a single upload, she betrayed the NCR too. War had just begun and realizing that after all she endured, the worst still had to come, her stomach dropped.
When she finally went back to Caesar, she didn't realize she was profusely bleeding on a side, adrenaline rushing hard in her veins clouding her every bodily sensation as she awaited his verdict, heart pounding in her rib cage and eyes still fully alert and shocked, from the previous decision, on the dictator.
âI felt the ground shake for a moment, I take it as a sign that you completed the task I assigned you, good.â
Six couldn't believe her ears. He really was as dumb as he tried to convince everyone not to be.
She smiled, distractedly and completely absent as she nodded. âI hope this will repay my outrageous activities, Mighty Caesar.â All she felt in that moment was the beating of her heart so violent in her ears and the judgement in Vulpes' stare, burning a hole in her face.
âYou are serving the Legion right, Courier. Now you may rest and seek medical help by Siri. Tomorrow I will give you another important task that you need to complete as perfectly as the one you have just don- Argh!â Caesar clutched his head, curling on himself slightly as he stood up immediately. âI'll go sleep now. Don't disturb me until tomorrow."
âThank you, I might get some rest then, have a nice rest yourself, Caesar.â She replied still smiling stupidly as her breath started slowing back to normalcy, blood loss clouding her vision slightly as the adrenaline left her body trembling and weak. Once gained her wits back, she smiled at Vulpes, smile not reaching her cold eyes staring up at him, before finally stepping out of the tent with an arm curled around her middle, tightly, trying to prevent any more blood loss.
Despite her worry, she knew a stimpack would have easily saved her life, so all she focused on in that moment was reaching her own tent.
âYou may fool a busy mind like Caesarâs, but not mine. What was that?â Vulpes asked peeking into her tent as she started taking care of her wound by cleaning it, gritting her teeth hard.
â "That" what? â She asked not even glancing in his direction, too preoccupied with washing her injury with a bottle of water and healing powder.
âThat wasnât sound of destruction. That wasnât an explosion or some bullets and in case of a simple deactivation the ground wouldn't have shook. What was that?â
âAsk Caesar, he knows what he heard, or are you questioning his wits?â
âYou're a filthy whore.â
âYou finally took it out of your system. Can you please get out now? I need to rest. I'm not in the mood to hang out, we can get to know each others another time.â
The Frumentarius, for once, found himself speechless as he knew any word against Caesar's, in that moment, would have costed his life and position, rather than hers, no matter what she did. If Caesar refused to acknowledge it, making a fuss out of the situation would have proven useless. As he stepped away, the uneasiness left behind by his silent threat sent a shiver down her spine as she realized from that moment onward she needed to thread lightly, his eyes focused on finding any possible flaw in her behavior to report her to Caesar himself. The thought, while terrifying, didn't discourage her, however. What
was done was done, and she had no intention of going back. Not when the Mojave itself was basically in her hands. Yes, giving absolute freedom and self-sufficiency to the lands she was traversing meant only natural selection would have been the ultimate judge on who would have survived and who wouldn't, yet she didn't find it in herself to subject anybody to either the Legion or the NCR and with Mr. House out of the picture, all she could do was to give back absolute and complete freedom to the inhabitants of those lands, hoping in their better judgement.
Remake of Chapter 3, from now on the newer chapters will be written from scratch, so yeah wish me luck! Hope y'all like this clusterfuck of stuff <3




















