Where is wonderland?

Lost looking for some sanity... In an insane world...

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12.16.2020 - Snow Day

12.16.2020 – Snow Day

Snow days remind me of home, a place I didn’t leave to long ago. It inspires me to look within myself and remember who I used to be. For a while I forgot what I loved… I forgot that writing as a piece of me and having a voice was so important. I’ll let today be the beginning, beginning of the end. End to a dull life, end to giving up on my dreams. The beginning to being who I’m supposed to…

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Fairness

I believe in fairness, as ironic as that seems coming from a catholic girl. But I believe everyone should be free to be gay, straight, trans, pan, etc. to their fullest desire. Because love is LOVE. Life isn’t easy for anyone! So we should be kind, and empathetic to those who do not walk the same course as ours, whatever that may be, whatever region in the world you are in. I hope one day we…

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Passionately

I think in a previous life, I loved very passionately… To the point it would influence my every decision. Love was being my every motive. Every breathe, blink, thought in the name of love…. It was my obsession. Without love… I was nothing… It was my food, my medicine, my power source, my everything. It was the ulterior motive behind every friendship, every plan. To get the one I “loved” at that…

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I Let Him

I let him take my shine away… I let him make me feel small and insignificant as others before. I know it wasn’t his intention but it was the result.

No one is to blame, or if anything it would be obsession with the desire to be loved, even in this relationship that I fought so hard to bring into fruition I don’t feel it.

Mindlessly I scroll through social media, envious of those couples…

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Hey protestors, pipe down

Hey protestors, pipe down

05/31/20

The world is angry with reason; If mandatory social distancing and a global pandemic is not enough to stress you out, the public execution of George Floyd broke millions of hearts and set afire millions more.

We have every reason to be angry, and their should be protests; BUT NOT AT THE COST OF INNOCENT PEOPLE TRYING TO MAKE A LIVING. Do not forget in your rage that people are…

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Trending : Covid-19

“What a time to be alive.” – Drake

For us as a species, as generations who never witnessed anything like this, it feels almost unreal. I usually don’t like talking about what’s the hot topic, but this is a scary topic. I remember about reading about disease’s with no cure during their time in text books: leper, plague, small pox. Now we will go down in text books, even as a super advanced…

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What Is...

What Is…

I’m not sure what to write.. I had so many ideas before I got here. Now my mind just went completely blank.. However I love the sound the keys make when I press them and how they feel under my fingers as without looking I create words and stories. It’s as if somehow the universe is in my hands to bend and will it however I like.

I guess my story today can be how I’m a spoiled girl. But through…

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Short Little Tragedy

It’s almost a shame that the best source of art is pain and love. It’s only when I’m in misery or I’m completely in love I find myself compelled to tell tales and write poems.

Those are my purest moments of inspiration… Tragic

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Un complacency

So for the past couple of months I kind of have been shutting myself out from the world.

Alienating myself in every way and I also realized that’s not good for me or for my loved ones, because I’m hard to be around when I’m in the head space… so I’m going to take baby steps to come out of my cave and be a part of society again.

About two years ago I had back to back catastrophes in my life and my…

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told.

I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later, became a world famous author had three kids and a dog. Yet none will ever know

All…

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Secrets of the Notes

It’s crazy the amount of conversations that will never happen I write down In my notes. Books that will never be read, thoughts that will never be spoken, stories that will never be told.

I probably already created a million universes by now, broke up with you a million times, married you five seconds later, became a world famous author had three kids and a dog. Yet none will ever know

All…

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6.30.19

There was a time I had it all, I was one of the beautiful people, the one everyone wanted be friends with. Where I walked I walked as if I owned the place. I clothed in luxury, I was invited to everything even places I technically wasn’t supposed to be in.

My days were filled with laughter, and I had two best friends that completed me. Sure we had our highs and lows but I always knew no matter…

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Shadow

Lately, I don’t really want to leave the house, or let my hair down anymore.

I find myself eating, sleeping, working and repeating. On my days off I isolate myself in my room, absolutely no desire to leave my house…

I don’t know what happened but I lost my motivation to live. I just want to be in bed, it’s an achievement that willed myself to write this and even sit outside today.

There was a…

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PSA: There’s nor formula to love

Sorry to break it to you, but there isn’t a formula to love. There isn’t if you do this + that = undying love

Truth is you can be fucking perfect, and still get cheated on, you can be the worst person ever and still be loved unconditionally, and on rare occasions you both can be great and live a happily fucking ever after

Some people are like you have to play a game right. Throw your game out…

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#109

I want you to look at me, not just look at me…

See me, for what I am, tell me I’m amazing and you couldn’t picture your life without me.

Tell me that even though we bicker like a married couple, you couldn’t picture your life without me.

Like on the first days we met, two days in you already made plans to make me your wife, and that one time when it was super late and you were tired you let it…

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I'm sorry but I'm passionate ...

I’m sorry but I’m passionate …

I wasn’t blessed with slyness I must say, if I like something or someone I LIKE THEM. The whole world will know, I’ll scream it from the rooftops my fondness.

This has gotten me in trouble more times than I can count. Like the time I ate the best cheeseburger in the world and I told my significant other that I love the cheeseburger more than him and he threw it out the car window :'(.

I wasn’t…

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Rum and Coke

How times have changed….

The moment I realize this are in the very simple things that would’ve gotten me killed when I was younger,

before I sit down and write I casually decide to pour myself a little bit of rum and coke unbothered to who is watching me. Yet I can’t help but reflect at a different time when I was 16

I would wait for my parents to be asleep, tip-toe downstairs each step I took…

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