abbadoth

otherkin/vent blog

[real-is-gone]

Intro

any name and pronouns are Fine, but id prefer non binary, or at leasnt non femme ones

i might post about being otherkin. my kins incude: barn owl (possibly a tyto javanica or tyto furcata subspecies, im not sure), polymorph, and divinekin

this is mainly a vent blog. possible triggering subjects: parental trauma (mental abuse, neglect, etc), religious trauma, mental illness (depressive symptoms, psychosis, anxiety, magical thinking, etc), and more

feel free to visit my blog and interact whenever, but im still not entirely comfortable with people following me. if you do end you following, i (might) end up blocking you

[unwell-friends]

good morning. are you still there? we made it through the night. is today a better day for you? maybe it will be for me too.

[unwell-friends]

did we make it here together? are you still around to see? the sun is up on another day. and maybe it will be better this time.

[real-is-gone]

i still miss him so badly it hurts

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I jus have t make it through 5 more hours. just five hours and I'll feel ok. just five more hours

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I'm nothing but a stupid whore

[unwell-friends]

good morning. are you still there? we made it through the night. is today a better day for you? maybe it will be for me too.

[unwell-friends]

did we make it here together? are you still around to see? the sun is up on another day. and maybe it will be better this time.

[real-is-gone]

great father above please protect my from myself

[unorcadox]

step 1: I wake up step 2: I don't recognize myself step 3: The day is spent as nothing more than a ghost walking amongst the living step 4: Unknown step 5: Repeat [repeated until cut off at step 12]

[real-is-gone]

im never gonna do anything with my life. I've already fucked up every relationship I've ever had, my education is already fucked. I'm gonna grow up a drug addicted whore with no one and nothing to show for myself. is it even worth living long enough to see myself get to that point?

[henk-heijmans]

Feeding the calves, Sisters "Stella Maris" - unknown photographer

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e'jet rai. jet f'rai

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great father above please protect my from myself

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i misz hsr

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i nees to pray

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great father above please protect my from myself

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god I am going to fucking kill myself

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FUCK