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I miss his words. I miss his voice. I miss his energy. I miss his vulnerability. I miss his selfishness. I miss his smart ass mouf 😒. I miss his touch. I miss his smile. I miss his lips. I miss his hugs. I miss his toes 😩. I miss having the one thing that I didn't create but belonged to me. I miss you jr. 🙄

The accuracy.

Truth.

Ain't shit perfect. I remember we argued for a month str8. Every time we got on the phone it went left. We both were tired & over the bullshit. I take the blame. I've made mistakes. I gave him so many reasons to question my loyalty. I've given him reasons to question my love & my overall intentions. Something told me to book a flight & pop up on him. The day b4 I left I told him & his reaction wasn't very welcoming. My pride, ego, feelings all crushed. I still got on that flight. I told myself I owed him so much for always staying by my side & loving me regardless so if I got there and all love was lost, at least I tried. Needless to say that spontaneous trip wasn't just me stepping out on faith it actually reminded us both that true love actually exist. We're both products of this special kind of love. He is my bestfriend my homie my lover my headache & I honestly couldn't imagine giving my all to anyone else. ROCK & FAME ❤️