Behind the scenes of me compiling Baji statistics lol
āWhatās that pink rat thing?ā A reaction image. Duh! My friends have been calling it a ballsack hamster. Anyways, smth I just wanted to share bc I thought it was funny
My laptop broke and I got a new one, so I'm reopening my simple 15⬠Deltarune sketch commissions for a bit to get a bit of money back (while I get my next shop drop ready)!! If you'd like a sketch of your favorite UTDR character, check them out! (I've drawn a couple very sweet Tennas for these, which I know is what everyone likes)
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The Steven Universe fandom might be ācringeā and ābadā but imagine a fandom so bad that a bunch of fandom members had ran a scheme to say āif you pay us money, your blorbo will know youāre validā and the fandom permanently split over a 95 paragraph callout post of these people.
With the Mc x reader series (I love their relationship itās so cute š) when do you think the boys realize they also like reader? Also itās really funny that they all take turns in the cuck chair. Maybe if they had more rizz they would have had Mc.
That last line genuinely made me laugh so hard because yes! Get your game up and maybe the new girl won't steal your girl like that.
As to when the realisation hits, well it's different for each LI.
Xavier:
Their relationship is ambiguous from the very beginning. Yes he is jealous, but also kind of intrigued as we have seen the last two parts of their interactions. He even gifts her a valentines day present after purposely eavesdropping on their romantic night. He knows he isnt entirely against her, but he also has a tough time because she is dating MC. So he juggles his complex feelings for a while.
However, Isekai Non-mc changes the game and wins him over a few months down the line because since they're neighbors she had also decided to do the one thing Xavier is not immune to: Feed him. She knows he likes meat, she finds this dope BBQ place and thinks of him and after that they're solid friends for a while. MC seeing them hang out joins in. Remember she wasn't exactly interacting with the boys and over time she likes Xavier and thinks he is a really cool person. They become a trio on off days basically hanging out together constantly. It softens his jealousy. Doesn't completely take it away, but makes it manageable. It finally clicks to him that he likes likes her when they hang out alone and she teaches him to bake chocolate chip banana bread and is very very patient with him about it. So I wanna say six months after they meet.
Zayne:
The doctor took to Non-mc two months in. Come on, we all know Zayne works quickly yes? He had invited them to dinner that first time and it was kind of awkward because MC was deep in her honeymoon phase bag and all over her but he was a gracious host regardless and Non-mc went prepared with super sweet chocolate and he folded like a cheap suit baby.
But their own rapport didnt really truly settle until MC got injured and refused treatment, Non-mc was having none of that shit and called Zayne immediately. It also caused the first big fight between the couple.
After that it started simple enough. Check ins here and there. Cute cat memes exchanged over text and next thing you know they were bonded a little. Zayne being the lovely human he is recommends spots with great food for dates, and again MC finds herself more often in Zaynes orbit and her girlfriend the catalyst and MCs long forgotten and mostly suppressed crush on Dr. Li returns with a vengeance. Her girlfriend is deeply amused and loves watching her squirm. Almost every weekend they have dinner at his place now. And let's just say the air is thick with SOMETHING. Are they addressing it? No. But his ears go red when they compliment him and they all act like there is a live grenade at the dinner table. It's quite a time.
Rafayel:
That initial invite to Whitesand Bay was so he could get information on this new girlfriend MC was gushing about. Rafayel literally had to pose his own bride provocatively and very naked to make a daring art book. He was LIVID. His hands never shook as much as that photo shoot and his whole mentality was eliminate the competition. Which is made worse by the fact he cannot even find concrete information on this woman.
So MC drags IsekaiNON-MC to this free portrait he had offered as bait, and when Rafayel meets her his anger vanishes. Immediately. Because he likes her. He just doesn't know why. However he is also really sad. And Non-mc can tell and she feels kind of bad. She gently encourages MC to hang out with him more and they become friends. And over time Rafayel caring for MC realises he can't exclude the person she cares about most its just not feasible so he starts hanging out with her too. Not in a group setting like the others but solo.
He also trips Non-mc up a lot because she knows too much and keeps unknowingly revealing things to him including the revenge killings he is doing and she is super supportive about it and since MC doesn't know they kind of talk about it and stuff and he also ends up opening up completely. Including his feelings.
Then he is afraid that Non-mc will freak out but she does not. She is very empathetic and sweet about it. And that makes him realise his feelings are romantic for her too. So... month 9 since meeting is his come to Jesus moment.
Sylus
Immediately. No seriously.... Immediately. For one simple reason: His powers do not work on her. That time he waited until she was alone and ambushed her in the apartment after MC was away, Sylus went in there expecting a full mind invasion and the aether core in his eye lit up and he hit a wall. The game yet again protected IsekaiNON-MC this way. Because she is the real main character and it gives her what she wants at will. In that moment it was for Sylus not to get in her head and his powers were nullified on her.
Sylus is also a very self assured individual, her dating MC was nothing more than an entertaining tidbit he found cute. His kitten has a favourite toy kind of vibe. Only for him to discover that the lover is not one he can easily intimidate/conquer or even know what's in her head? Oh he likes that! Non-mc is not as boring as he thought.
But Non-mc is deeply weary of Sylus because she knows he is also perceptive as hell. So she is the one who despite loving him down before she fell in, is now a little uncertain especially dating his literal soulmate. She knows he is not above home wrecking her shit and so they kind of dance around each other mostly. After she almost gets hurt by a wanderer, MC worried for her safety begs her to get basic training and Sylus offers to do it after MC and him have been working on N109 missions a lot and are friendly.
Non-Mc reluctantly accepts. But as time goes by and the vibes are immaculate because he is bestie material for real, she finally relaxes. And he is fine shit, spend enough time around him and you will give in.
He also enjoys her cockiness because once she realised he genuinely can't read her thoughts, she was arrogant and rage baiting the fuck out of him!
Caleb:
Caleb is sure about two things as it stands.
The first being Non-mc is the devil incarnate and he can't remember a time he has ever hated anyone the way he hates her. She knows things she shouldn't and is not afraid to hang them over his head.
MC is absolutely crazy about her which means if he tried to cast doubt about them as a person he would risk them falling out over it and losing her is not an option. So, he is forced to walk the line until he can find his leverage.
To his frustration, the harder he looks, the more illusive it becomes. It frustrates him. Nobody is ever that clean. And yet Non-mc is. He can't make sense of it. And it only fuels his dislike even more.
The second thing is that he is also very sure that in the entirety of his existence he has never wanted to fuck any living soul as badly as he wants to fuck her. It confuses him. He tries to attribute it to just catching them in very compromising situations twice now, but he knows better. He likes the way Non-mc stared him down like she has nothing to lose. He certainly likes that she could even have the audacity to treat him like how she did in his own home. He likes it a lot and he hates himself for it.
So now he lives in this weird limbo, one where he could just wrap his hand around that pretty throat and squeeze, and also he could just pin her down and fuck her to next week.
He is livid. Also month 3 after the Skyhaven showdown. Also unlike the others, MC wants Caleb bad. From the jump. Non-mc knows but Caleb doesn't. And she won't tell him for a while because of their beef.
Decided to draw up design sheets for my Royal Caretaker AU! You can find Tennaās original post with the lore here, Spamtonās original post with the lore here, information on neutral routes if you killed only Tenna or killed only Spamton here, and how they met here
Not shown is Genocide Routeās Spamton NEO because I forgot to design him and then I didnāt have space on the page so Iāll do that some other time :)
Apparently, there's a whole fanfic genre where a third person gets reincarnated alongside Gorou/Aqua and Sarina/Ruby. Most of them are not very good, since they tend to either ignore or overwrite the canon Hoshino family dynamic.
One potential solution to this problem would be to make the third person Ai Hoshino, who already has a place in the Hoshino family dynamic.
"But GreatWyrmGold, Ai isn't dead when she has kids!" Yeah. I guess souls can time travel. It's fine.
Baby Ai (who Adult Ai would probably call something like Garnet) would be happy to have two siblings she loves and can trust to love her back, but she would still be awkward around them. First off, she'd be a lot more critical of Adult Ai than Aqua or Ruby, which would absolutely strain her relationship with the gachikoi twins.
Also, I don't think Baby Ai would talk about her past life if Aqua and Ruby weren't. This is a problem, because Ai's memories are a bit more relevant to the situation at hand, and Baby Ai knows it.
She wants to do something about that time Adult Ai gets stabbed to death. (Maybe teach Adult Ai about door chains?) But she can't really bring that up without talking about her past life. And it's pretty clear that Aqua and Ruby don't want to talk about past lives.
And we the audience know Aqua and Ruby would make an exception, but Ai doesn't know that, or at least she's not willing to risk it. It's clear that her siblings already don't get along with her (because of the Ai slander and the autism probably doesn't help).
Helloooo :3. I wanna know how Jin Woo deals with S/O who got bullied in high school because of her face and always feels insecure because of that. And also isolates and distances herself whenever people hurt her feelings. Requesting headcanons and one shot if u r free of course! :0
[ BULLYING. Heavy depictions of depression, anxiety, body/face dysmorphia, avoidance of mirrors, idealization of self-harm/mutilation. I've been a victim of bullying so this is quite personal. Fluff Ending]
ā°ā⤠ā [ When the flower wilts first instead of blooming ] Ā”! ā
Pretty privilege.
Even if you're a child, you know it's a thing. Of course, you can't quite pinpoint why you're being treaed the way you are. But there is that weird inkling that something is going terribly wrong.
The boys in class often snicker at you, making fun of you for no reason in front of your oblivious face. You can tell there is some sort of mockery coming from them and that they treat other girls in class quite differently.
With the other girls, they are respectful and even trying to suck up with them? With you? They're actively snorting and getting off on making you miserably.
It's the little things they say that slowly degraded your poor mind over time.
"Your smile is weird"
"Your cheeks are too fat"
"Hey, can you quit laughing for a bit? You look ugly as hell hahah"
"It's the freak"
With the girls? Oh it gets worse.
They wont shut up about how your features are grotesque and even downright disgusting.
That's odd, you just wanted to be friends with everyone, yet here you are being the center of ridiculeā Being pushed out of every single chance to make genuine connection just because they didn't like the way you look.
Well.. It isn't too bad.
There's a boy in class who befriended you. He listened to every story you have and he even laughs at the jokes you make even if you have picked them up from everybody else. If you mimic the popular kids, everyone will like you more right?...
Right?
However that same boy you thought was your friend had been secretly mocking you with his popular friends. He had been making fun of you no matter how kind and outgoing you were with him.
From then on? You started to slowly isolate yourself from everyone.
But somehow, the bullying only got worse.
It was to the point that everyone laughs at you during class and teasing you whenever you try to participate in class. They make wild noises whenever it's your turn to report.
Everyone, everyone just wont stop hurting you.
How about the adults? Surely they will help?
"... Just, try to ignore them, yeah?" ā Was the reply the adults with give.
That's funny, shouldn't teachers be taking your side? You're the one who is being wronged here. You're the one who is getting the cruel end of these so called jokes.
Why is everyone making fun of you?
Even outside of the classroom and in the schoolbusā The kids younger and older than you are all a bunch of jerks who gaslight you everytime you try to be friendly with them.
One day, you decided to please everyone and sit on the floor because the pretty girls and the boys deserve it. The reward of your obedience?
Water gets poured on the top of your head and they all cackle in joy.
You went home soaking that day, sobbing miserably as your bag's contents are also drowning in water. Of course, your family confronted the school.
But the solution? Somehow eveything goes fucking downhill even more.
You're pushed out of all social circles. You're considered a goddamn freak.
And thus, the once bubbly and outgoing you had been stripped down to an anti-social and anxious loser that everyone despises. Anyone who comes across you would look at you with either pity or ridicule.
In the end? It doesn't matter anymore.
At some point, you completely gave up on trying to be friends with anyone and chose to keep to yourself. Maybe you had a few they all left overtime.
So you chose to just... Keep to yourself. What better is there to protect your already battered heart than to make sure nobody dares come close?
If being alone is what it takes to finally have the peace you've been longing for and can avoid all sense of harmā Then so be it.
Alone may you be, but at least you're happy.
ź° .... ź±
Meeting you is quite odd for Jinwoo so to speak. Of course, he is well aware of anti-social people who actively avoid any sort of interaction. Even small talk is considered a pure living nightmare to go through.
He tried being friendly with you and Jinwoo can tell no matter how polite and meek you areā You are actively trying to escape the conversation and find ways to shut it off.
Well, he could always leave you alone. But somehow he didn't want to. So even if you were uncomfortable, Jinwoo always attempted to be friends with you.
Slowly, he would notice the little things about you.
Such as your hair being grown in a way that obscures your little face, how you're dressed in thick clothes just to hide your body, how you're always choosing to stand alone in a corner where there is a least amount of students.
He knew of that fact that you're making yourself more and more invisible to everyone else by doing this. And he had an inkling something has gone terribly wrong for you to be this willing to isolate yourself.
Even when he managed to make you warm up to him, he knew you were desperate in making sure you don't offend him in any sort of way. He can see that way your demeanour would change if his tone shifts to a lazier and deeper sound out of nowhere.
You're studying his every movement.
Just like he is studying you.
ź° .... ź±
One day, he managed to convince you to come with him to go to the mall. Everything is currently boring and dull for him since there isn't much to do on the last week of the semester thanks to both of you handing everything on time. The only reason why school is still ongoing are for those students that are on the path of repeating the grade.
Everything was going well until you find yourself staring at your own reflection in a mirror.
How grotesque.
Those godforsaken awful cheeks you have, the shape of your eyes being so infuriating to look at, how pathetically built you are, how overall unappealing your appearance were.
If you could just run your cutters all of your fucking face maybe you'd be fixed.
This is why you hated mirrors so much.
They remind you of the disgustingly horrid image you have. Mirrors have a talent of showing the god awful being one is.
Because they don't lie.
These objects are made to reflect the person facing them. Despite being mouthless beings, you always had a feeling these fucking things are mocking you just for existing yourself.
Maybe you should scratch your cheek? That way you can shape them down even moreā
"Don't look there." A soft, gentle deep voice calls out as a hand stretched out to block your line of sight towards the mirror.
When you look up, you are only met with a pair of kind grey orbs gazing at you as he says; "How about we go to the park instead?"
Jinwoo then moves his hand to grasp yours, squeezing it a little before guiding you out of the place.
ź° .... ź±
The walk in the empty park is silent and awkard, your footsteps being the only source of noise as you trail behind Jinwoo's tall and broad back.
"Sorry..." You say, lowering your head as you paused in your steps. "I ruined your shopping day."
"I was getting bored anyway, it's fine" He shrugs, waving his hand dismissively.
"Still," You purse your lips, feeling even more awful since you know Jinwoo is just being kind to you.
"You're always working hard to not make me mad, it wouldn't hurt to be a bit mean sometimes" Jinwoo reaches over to mess up your head.
"You... Are very aware of what I did before, yet you're still nice to me?"
Ah yes, that story, that story where you sent a kid limping in the hallways leaving a trail of blood from his bleeding nose. He finds it a little funny that you think you would scare him, the same bastard who put monarchs at their graves and sending god's army packing when they tried to pull another bullshit in his regression.
Still, it is awfully cute of you in his mind.
"I don't know what they did to you, or what they said that you're this anxious and afraid of ever offending meā But I only care about making you happy." He then becomes a bit flustered as he realized his own words. "W-well, I mean, hahah... That sounds so bad, I just,... Er... You're pretty cute when you smile soā"
Jinwoo stopped talking as he feels you suddenly throwing your arms around him.
"Hey..." He sighs, rubbing your back gently as he feels your tears soaking up his hoodie.
Being called cute by someone like him feels unreal, but somehow you can tell he isn't lying or just saying it to say something. Jinwoo for one has never lied to you, sure, he keeps things to himself most of the time. But he never lied.
So it's okay to trust him, right? it's okay to give him your heart even for just a little bit? With him, it feels like you;re healing a part of yourself that got broken overtime due to the bullying and isolation you had to put yourself through just so you can make sure no one can hurt you ever.
Jinwoo could only cradle you, sighing deeply as his rough fingers card through your strands affectionately. He should've reached out sooner.
Just from the raw, unfiltered and broken sobs that you are emittingā He can tell your cries are an amalgamation of sorrow, pain and loneliness that has long been brewing throughout the years of no solace.
"Joonwoo, Ae-yeong, Hajoon, Beom-shik, Eun-ae" He starts listing a bunch of names and ten other more.
Names familiar to you.
"Those are their names, right?" Jinwoo asks softly, receiving a soft nod from you.
He keeps your head firmly pressed against his shoulder as his face contorts that of pure malice. The undead soldiers hiding inside his shadows stir and whine a bit as they sense their master's temper coming to a close boiling point.
"I hope they enjoyed their sleep these past few days, a hellscape nightmares will be coming their way after all."
ź° šŖ¼ A/N: I could've been more graphic but I chose to be merciful and choose this. There's more but ehnnn,,, I wanna play hollow knight immed rn<33. To everyone who is suffering from ptsd and body dysmorphia please know you are beautiful and perfect just the way you are. It'll take a long while to heal but you're not alone and never should be. Please surround yourself with happiness and cute things. ź±
There is something to be said about how different Jinwoo as a hunter is from Suho as a hunter:
Jinwoo spent four years fighting for his life, nearly dying over and over again in dungeons. He overprepares and plans for every fight because its always been his mind and instincts which kept him alive, not his brute strength.
Suho spent most of his life as a civilian, but he had dreams where he got to fight monsters in a video game. Even if he knows now that he won't get multiple lives if he dies, his past experiences inform the way he battles as if he's still playing a game.
Jinwoo plays solo because being betrayed and looked down on as an E-rank taught him that he can't trust others.
Suho plays on a team because he remembers the unconditional love he received from his family and the shadow army as a child.
Jinwoo is methodical and uses a clear-cut strategy to defeat his opponents. Aim for the eyes, the bigger they are the harder they fallāhe exploits weak points on his enemy to gain advantages in a fight.
Suho is creative and tends to think outside the box when it comes to high-pressure situations. Having his flying shadow soldier only partially emerge from his shadow, so that he can use its wings to fly on his ownāis just one example of Suho's artsy side coming out during a fight.
They're father and son, yet their approaches to leveling up and hunting enemies are very different, something which I appreciate about how they're written in their respective novels.