FN-2187

you don't know the first thing about me

[rebeltroopr]

                    let the 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 be felt 'til you reach the other side.                     there  is  goodness  in the  heart  of every 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗

ind. finn from the s.w series. written by kaleb. 

[swanode]

you know what i learned?

                                                i’m a lot braver than people think.

[rebeltroopr]

@divergenciies​ sent:  ❛ you’re kind of ruining this for me. ❜ danny

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝚄𝙳𝙳𝙴𝙽 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙸𝚂 𝙰𝙻𝙼𝙾𝚂𝚃 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝙰 𝚂𝙻𝙰𝙿 𝚃𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝙴,  enough that Finn physically pulls back from him for a moment and drops his gaze in momentary thought.  He’s been asking a series of questions to the man sitting next to him but it’s becoming obvious that his method hadn’t been well received.         “ Oh . . . my god —— I’m being a class-A douchebag right now,  aren’t I?  Look —— I’m sorry,  if you want,  I’ll just leave you alone and we can forget about all of this.  I’ve just uhh —— never been to one of . . . these. ”        And by  these  he’s referring to their surroundings,  a run-of-the-mill,  hardly abnormal,  gay bar.  One in which Finn had interrupted the drag show to bother someone else.        “ If I said I was trying to hit on you,  would you believe it? ”

[frodo-baggins]

John Boyega as Finn in Star Wars: the Rise of Skywalker (2019) | dir. J. J. Abrams

[rebeltroopr]

repost, don’t reblog! tag 6 muns you would like to get to know better when done!

name: kaleb ! 

favourite muse(s) you’ve written: HM. hm. it’s honestly pretty difficult to pick a few favorites. jackson whittemore and isaac lahey have been my longest muses on tumblr and i know them inside and out. roman godfrey is also there. but i think it’s safe to say that a lot of my muses i favor for different reasons. hence also having a multi muse blog :((  

what inspired you to take on your current muse (that you’re posting this on): ugh finn. me boi. i spent a lot of time not feeling comfortable enough to want to take him on, afraid to delve into a completely new fandom and new world. i was satisfied just having him as my favorite character and leaving it at that. but between tros coming out and rewatching the sequels again, i just realized that i couldn’t not write him. i need jedi-finn in my life and need to throw him at more people.

what are your favourite aspects of your current muse: i love how hot-headed finn is.  he has learned how to be a real “person” from two of the most chaotic souls out there and therefore has adapted a little bit of each of their personalities to become himself. he has a moral obligation to do what’s right but he often panics over how to do this in the best way. his intentions are pure and he would do anything for those that he loves.

what’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing: other than rewatching the sequels, jedi finn.  yes i have a lot of anger toward canon and how things were treated with finn and more specifically john, but i use that to fuel my writing and try to do him justice by writing more in detail about force sensitivity and finn. 

favourite types of threads: long plotted threads. granted i haven’t had much brain space lately for these, but they are my absolute favorite. i love screaming with another person and taking an idea and running with it. i love filling in the gaps along the way and figuring out details as we go, maybe going a different path than we originally intended, all that goodness.

biggest struggle in regards to your current muse: honestly just the general time/energy conundrum. it’s hard to balance my work and fun life and finding the effort and ability to write isn’t always there. plus i want to give everything my all and i don’t feel like i’m being fair if i try to write when i’m not “all there.” 

tagged by: @graysistance

tagging: @divergenciies @maybcrry, @bellexmort, @spuoxfel, @shesdaylight, and anyone else who wants it !! 

[rebeltroopr]

𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚌𝚛𝚛𝚢​ .

“  so  you  mean  to  tell  me  that  you  have  received  only  second  hand  training  ?  no  one  that  is  knowledgeable  of  the  force  has  shown  you  how  to  properly  wield  it  ?  ”  brows  lift  as  the  question  is  asked,  one  hand  lifting  to  rub  at  the  back  of  her  neck.  “  whoever  trained  your  friend  must  have  been  a  great  jedi.  you  both  did  extremely  well.  ”  a  moment  of  pause  hangs  in  the  air  between  them.  “  perhaps  you  might  like  my  help  ?  i  am  in  no  way  an  expert  on  the  jedi  ways,  but  i  know  a  thing  or  two  that  might  help.  ”  @rebeltroopr​

His brows knit together,  sheathing the light from the saber and relaxing his posture finally.  Her question hangs heavy in the air,  a soft awkwardness to the situation.        “ Well —— yeah.  It’s not like there’s a training class you can sign up for.  ( Is there? ) ”        He pauses for a moment after voicing the question,  but moves on gauging his answer on their reaction.             “I mean —— I picked up what I have from Rey,  and she learned from Luke Skywalker,  so yeah I guess that’d be secondhand,  right?  But wait,  you’d want to help? ”        Lips turn into a grin and his face softens;  if Finn had known her better he might have wanted to throw his arms around her in a hug.        “ When can we start? ”

[rebeltroopr]

                    let the 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 be felt ‘til you reach the other side.                     there  is  goodness  in the  heart  of every 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗

ind. finn from the s.w series. written by kaleb. 

[rebeltroopr]

@thcmasjames​ sent: zinnia ( from x )

𝚉𝙸𝙽𝙽𝙸𝙰 ---- how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ? has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

The loss of others is a large part of what has shaped Finn in general.  It’s the first battle he’s sent out on,  watching a friend fall shoving him into the realization that what he’d been doing was all wrong.  His morals are innately crafted around doing what is right,  though teetering when it comes to saving one versus many;  he forms attachments with people and will always disregard notions of “go on without me” when it comes to his chosen family.  But those he has lost -- or even almost lost -- just grant him a greater strength.   No one is invincible in the grand scheme of things,  and though their futures are built on an ultimate goal,  no one single life is less important than another.  He may not be able to succeed always,  but Finn will always try.  His loyalty comes at a fault on occasion.  Despite what others will try to teach him,  he does have a tendency to feel need for vengeance or anger toward those who might have caused losses for him.  This feeling often becomes buried and is only an initial reaction,  and over time he will learn to qualm that rage,  for though it comes from a place of love,  he recognizes that it leads to dangerous actions.

[tiffbaxter]

A Finn Resistance recruitment poster commissioned by @errrbodylovesfinn !

Commission info

[rebeltroopr]

@hopecarved​​ sent: ❛ you’re not as mean as you think you are. ❜ jyn

𝙸𝚃 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂𝙽'𝚃 𝙼𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚂𝙷𝙴'𝚂 𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃,  the real issue is that she’s calling him out on it.  Brows knit together in a frown,  instantly defensive of himself over being called soft more or less.  Forget about the right thing to do for the moment -- it’s more about trying to prove a point:  namely that he can absolutely be assertive and unsympathetic when necessary!  Or at least,  he can try to be.     “ What? Listen,  no,  I’ll show you just how  mean  I can be! ”     

[realoscarisaac]

Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker | Finnpoe

[rebeltroopr]

mayhap i will try to write today !! finally feeling a little less cloudy upstairs so i’m going to try and poke at some smaller things first and see how it goes. 

[swanode]

is beauty all that matters to you?

indie / priv. / selective princess odette from swan lake primarily based off of the swan princess (1994) loved by emma

[madamdriver]

[oceanmonsters]

All that was shown to me, sunlight

Was something foreknown to me, sunlight, oh, sunlight

Finn // Sunlight

[rebeltroopr]

HEY WOW SORRY i’ve been super braindead recently. i wanna write but actually using brain cells seems to not be working mY B. anyway you can all be my valentine. 

[rebeltroopr]

@graysistance​ sent:   “   i’ll  be  right  behind  you  .   ”

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚂𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙽𝙴𝚆,  nor is it unexpected,  but still hearing just those five words is enough to warm him from the inside out.  Smiles are hard to come by,  and his lips barely twitch in response,  giving her a curt nod as acknowledgement.  It’s a reminder more than anything else —— that they’re in this together,  some kind of family now.  There’s never been a question of his faith in Rey,  but doubts in himself are also harder to find when he’s at her side. She must have sensed his hesitation however,  as nothing else could have prompted her to speak up.  Apprehension set aside now,  he tightens the grip on the saber and heads into the dark path ahead.          “ Better stay close,  too —— no idea what we’re going into. ”         The reassurance goes both ways,  he reminds himself ;  he wouldn’t let anything happen to Rey if he could help it.         “ Ready? ”