perfectionism is one of the best ways to suck the fun out of anything you enjoy, including your hobbies. oh, no one will see this but surely it must be done to the best of my ability and then perfected to the highest degree, which will take hours upon hours of my already tight schedule and exhausted body. and then i must tear it apart because “good enough” is never enough. this is normal to want and possible to achieve
just show up however you can. yes even if the only way you can show up is kicking and screaming at yourself for not performing to your highest standard. show up tired, nauseous and scared but show up
















