āWhen we started you said weād both wind up dead. This is worse.ā
āI wonāt be around forever.ā
Guy who when asked about his retirement plans says āI havenāt given it much thought.ā and āThere is no after for people like us. No beach for you and no retirement for me. We donāt do fairy tales. Thatās how weāre built.ā and āno one changes Carter. Youāre here because this is where you were always headed.ā and āYeah, but Iāll get where Iām going soon enough.ā and āI just meant that things tend to work out the way that theyāre supposed to.ā
oh Iām sure.
Purgatory is literally a stakeout with your dead friend telling you youāve got to stop being so suicidal (you are going to kill your self, you are going to let yourself be killed, you have known you were dead before the opportunity to die presented itself, youāve been dead for years) you have to live because itās what you do you have to keep going or else someone who is innocent will die or else you will fail your friends or else (you are going to choose to die and itās coming soon)
heās never breaking that cycle he has been trying to die being a hero since his father did when he was young, his whole life has been building to sacrificing himself there was never any other option never any other choice he has always known and wanted to die helping, saving, being Useful to someone else.
hi hello let me join you in your insanity about Him and ask, have you heard "Patterns" by Paul Simon? Because.
agh
From the moment of my birth To the instant of my death There are patterns I must follow Just as I must breathe each breath
Like a rat in a maze The path before me lies And the pattern never alters Until the rat dies
HE'S TRAPPED. HE'S ALWAYS SO TRAPPED (and I can go on long rants about the beauty of the fact that he still helps and loves and cares so much while he's trapped but overall) IT'S VERY DISTRESSING
