penso, mas não existo

she/her, thirties, northern california the world has moved on

[touchstonelevity]

[crazy-brazilian]

lil wayne or wathever

[important-cat-pics]

[evie-carnahan]

My Cousin Vinny (1992)

[rectangleshorts]

Hmm I know I’ve been crazier before, but I don’t think I’ve ever been this deep in a depression hole where I really, truly don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.

[ms-demeanor]

How do you feel about driving?

I can drive, I am good at driving, I enjoy driving.

I can drive, I am good at driving, I do not enjoy driving.

I can drive, I am bad at driving, I enjoy driving.

I can drive, I am bad at driving, I do not enjoy driving.

I haven't learned to drive, I think I would enjoy driving.

I haven't learned to drive, I do not think I would enjoy driving.

I can't drive anymore, I was good at it, I enjoyed driving.

I can't drive anymore, I was good at it, I didn't enjoy it.

I can't drive anymore, I was bad at it, I enjoyed it.

I can't drive anymore, I was bad at it, I didn't enjoy it.

Voting ended onJun 4

[korrasamibottles]

Not enough people talking about how well broccoli holds a sauce

[organicmatter]

i fucking love when halloween music is just surf rock with a ghoul laughing in the background

[rectangleshorts]

Life lately

I'm home at last after 3+ weeks of cat sitting. I want a cat so bad but my allergies are pretty out of control now. I still miss my baby girl after nearly 6 years and now wish I never got used to not having a cat.

Tomorrow I'm attending what will hopefully be the last wedding for a while. I'm real happy for everyone getting married lately, but damn, I'm not up for the effort that goes into looking presentable anymore.

I got some of my creative motivation back while in the city. I wish my love for reading would return too, but I'm still struggling through every book I read lately.

I also managed to wean myself off the daily edibles and got my tolerance back to a "normal" range for me. I'm hoping that somehow translates to more reading time.

My job has left me completely dead inside. I need to plan a trip somewhere but lol @ both gas and flight prices.

[rectangleshorts]

Well I wasn’t laid off, to my disappointment. Neither was anyone on my team, also to my disappointment. I asked my new manager to put me on the list for the next layoff in 3 months. She said no, because I’m “high priority” to retain. So I guess I really do have to quit to escape this fuckass company.

Then I put in a limit order to sell enough company stock to pay my rent for a year.

[rectangleshorts]

I can’t describe how fucking depressing my uncle’s neighborhood of sf has been these past couple of weeks. Just nonstop fog and intense wind, and it’s truly crazy how completely dependent I am on the perfect sunshine that exists in the south bay like 320 days a year.

[sometiktoksarevalid]

[fairycosmos]

does anyone know what the first step of unlearning shame is. please say it’s substance abuse

[thelockenessmonster]

It’s substance abuse

[fairycosmos]

[passengerprincipessa]

also sorry i’m so tired of people acting like they can have nothing in common with someone a few years older or younger than them. have you never had coworkers who aren’t your exact age. have you never taken an art class with someone thirty years older than you. have you never had a friend. like did covid fry everyone’s brains this badly

[iwilleatyourenglish]

thanks for the comments and asks saying i'm being mean for very mildly saying i don't like when people make social decisions based on horoscopes.

your behavior has made me realize i should be "meaner": horoscopes are fake.

the position of planets and balls of gas did not in any way impact your personality or destiny. it has nothing to do with what kind of people you are compatible with, despite what an app or magazine told you.

i think sincere belief in horoscopes shows a concerning propensity to trust pseudoscience and a susceptibility to confirmation bias.

i'm pretty tired of having to tiptoe around this kind of thing and include disclaimers. if you genuinely think you shouldn't be friends with someone because of the date they came out of a uterus, you're being a clown.

[iwilleatyourenglish]

"people only criticize horoscopes because women like it" is an embarrassing argument i, as a woman, am violently sick of seeing.

[nevver]

True crime, Abigail Goldman

[3liza]

genetics are so funny because a lot of (maybe most) mutations that get established do so not because they provide any kind of benefit, but because they just dont kill you fast enough to prevent you from reproducing. once you start looking at evolution this way, everything is a lot less mysterious

[killrockstar]

some of the music i listen to is straight up bad