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❝ and oh boy he wanted nothing more than to be forgiven for his mistakes before the statue that they worshipped was no more than a torso and a set of lungs taking fragile breaths as time W I T H E R E D away like his marble figure ❞

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+ @banditiisms !

❛ are you SURE about this ? it doesn’t seem like a very  g o o d  idea . . . ❜

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+ @ofdiscoloration !

❛ hey, i LOVE that album ! ❜ his excitement was pretty obvious as he eyed the record the other had pulled off the shelf. ❛ good to know i’m not the only one here with taste. ❜

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+ @lstmisfits​ !

❛ i MUCH prefer throwing my  p i t y  p a r t i e s  alone, thank you ! so if you wouldn’t mind leaving . . . ❜

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like for a starter !!

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i’m back !! 

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♡┋-❛ text: alek

NIRVANA: good

NIRVANA: ur cute too bad I'm gross

ALEK: nOt good that how u die

ALEK: damn wait

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♡┋-❛ text: alek

NIRVANA: who r u kidding yes it will

NIRVANA: yes I am esp if I had a cute boy 2 take a bath wiTh

ALEK: i will crush u u won't breathe

ALEK: yikes good luck with finding one of those ur gross

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♡┋-❛ text: alek

NIRVANA: sounds beautiful

NIRVANA: damn b an hour isn't enough time for a bath or a nap but still too long

ALEK: it won't when u have my whole body weight on u

ALEK: are you telling me a bath would take you longer than an hOU r ??

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♡┋-❛ text: alek

NIRVANA: I'm so so so done with valentines day

NIRVANA: come watch shitty movies with me

ALEK: i'm working rn

ALEK: i get off in like an hour tho and i'll come over

ALEK: && the shops been really busy so i'll probably collapse on top of you and never move so be ready

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give me a “wait why does the cute/puppy eyes boy who works at the grocery store have a house arrest bracelet” plot !!

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modern aesthetics: apollo

god of sun, music, poetry, knowledge and art

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i need icons of punk!luke but like recent luke

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Hey angel

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me: i wont get jealous

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me: fuck

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update since i've been gone for a bit: deadpool was so fucking good and ryan reynolds can F U C K   M E   U P

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apollo

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ok so fun fact time !! so alek is usually the smallest most caring little bean in the world, which means he can be really easy to take advantage of sometimes. and one of his former boyfriends took notice of that and exploited it to all hell. and it came down to the point where alek was trying to do what he knew was best and leave, but he was always met with more demands and threats from the other boy. he couldn’t go to the police, because the other had never actually directly physically harmed him, so it became almost like a game of cat and mouse, where his ex would chase after him, getting as close as he could while trying to make sure nothing was exactly illegal. and when it came down to it, alek made the decision to make his boyfriend become ill in hopes that it would give him a chance to get out. when his boyfriend was taken to the hospital he immediately packed what he could take and moved to a friend’s ( his temporary living arrangement until he found something else ). he had every intention of going back and healing his ex, but had underestimated himself and by the time he went to do so a couple of days later, he has already passed away. that was second person alek was aware of that he had killed, and kind of where his whole need for redemption that had really only been a small part of his life kind of took over and started controlling him