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CW: 145 LW: 82 GW: 97 Planning to reach my goal by Halloween : 3

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School-spo ⭐🪽

*Since it's just around the corner T-T*

And some school lunch-spo, since school is the best time to fast : )

Stay strong, angels! 💕

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Sooo...I fucked up. Currently 145lbs. My mom, who always told me to eat more in the past, called me fat today. She told me that I should lose 10lbs. And both of my parents keep urging me to work out. I guess I should listen. Starting a liquid fast as we speak.

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How my last fast went--almost made it to 24hrs UGHHH!!!

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This summer's jeans vs last summer's...(I'm such a failure)

The white ones are last summer's btw : ( they used to be baggy, too...

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How the fasting went!

Trying to get to 24 hrs next time! : >

Total cals: 1550 (sounds like a lot but I usually binge and eat like 2000+ so this is progress)

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Current wishlist:

My 22 inch waist back

My 22 inch waist back

My 22 inch waist back

My 22 inch waist back

My 22 inch waist back

My 22 inch waist back

My 22 inch waist back

*and fashion boobs .-.

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Current BMI score 🥀😔

Should I try fasting? Maybe it'll help my weight loss speed up a bit!

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Update!!

I weighed myself this morning for the first time in about two weeks, and I've dropped to 134.8lbs!!!

Hopefully I can keep it up. It sucks that I won't be able to wear a bikini this summer though : /

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my morning routine

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Here are some rewards I'll give myself as I lose weight!

130lbs-The privilege of being a healthy bmi should be enough, bitch...

120lbs-Allowed to leave the house freely

115lbs-Allowed to go to social events

110lbs-Allowed to wear tank tops again

105lbs-Allowed to wear shorts again

100lbs-Get my watch altered + buy new vintage bracelets

97lbs (My goal)-Red bracelet privilege!

Hopefully this will motivate me!

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I'm done with myself--ugly, fat, lazy--useless.

I do nothing but eat and sleep all day, and I'm tired of it. I want to finally feel good about myself--get people to notice me.

Here are some of the goals I plan to achieve!

#1-lose 40lbs. I am currently 5'1 and 140lbs. My goal is 100. This is going to be hard, but I must do it for my health!

#2-practice regular hygiene

#3-improve hair, nails, and makeup skills

#4-begin going on daily walks/runs

#5-cut out all processed sweets

#6-build jewelry, shoe, and clothing collections once I lose the weight

Maybe then, I'll finally be enough.

Current stats for future reference:

140lbs

27.5 in waist

40in hips

37in chest

23in thigh