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the devil is my earworm
there is this devil in my ear,
can you hear ‘em?
an earworm
some tautolo-logue
such that I can only speak
to those with whom I belong,
trying to keep quiet
so I don’t do them harm.
these precious few
knowing I can love best
with the ones who give me rest
being there I am blest and
for every moment grateful.
It keeps me from being hateful
reminding me to be playful, hopeful,
and simply that I am full.
and YOU…
no one quite like you,
and you being so sweet though
that devil whispers
down in a dark hole
going straight to my soul
from the ear to the chest
you know the rest
that devil
somehow sayin it best
in my ear
so loud and so clear
but we,
we do not live in fear,
it is just
another
earworm.
perichoresis. the dance.
there is something holy
in the love of three.
the circle is complete
between him and her and me.
there is a gap within
that has been overlooked
until our collective sin;
a longing now stilled,
sullied, tamed.
do you feel it?
an opening is made,
or found,
simply in the sound
of six lips smacking,
skin slapping,
breathing sighs that told me
somewhere amid the flurry
joy surpassed pleasure
and led us to glory.
if one exists
we touched it
or at least the possibility
perichoresis
three bodies,
three lives,
three separate identities
co-indwelling
co-inhering
with mutual interpenetration.
our trinity.
there is something holy
in the love of three.
The Ash Tree
When you stood
over me
naked,
hands resting above
the arc of your
hips
smile on your
lips
perfectly curved
breasts
swinging freely,
something akin
to awe
began burning
in me.
Words,
there are no
words,
there are always
words,
but nothing quite
reaches
the wonder
you can inspire
without intending
or even knowing.
Some moments
always live
beyond finality.
We can name
names,
interpret dreams
or play games,
and deep beneath
the ocean within
the truth always
swims
only baring
her skin
when the moonrise
light
is faint
and quiet,
and she feels like
no one
is looking.
QUEER
they say it’s because
I was sexually assaulted
at 13
in my own bed
facing the wall.
they forget
before when
I was caught
kissing girls
alone in my room
or at sleep overs
helping
friends
out
practicing for others.
they say it’s because
I was raped
by a boyfriend
as an adult
and I now
deal with PTSD.
though
the legitimacy
of that claim
is questioned
by all
who know
I’d been drinking
heavily
that night
despite
the fact
that after blacking out
I woke up
to my body
being fucked
and I tried
to stumble away
crawling naked
to my car
but he opened
the door
and pulled me back out
by my legs
before I blacked out
again.
Two years
passed
before memories
came
flashing
back.
sometimes they say
that I’m not gay
at all
“oh please
you’re just about as gay as...!”
because I still
enjoy
sex
with some men
various and sundry
types and sizes
achieving
vaginal orgasms
and really
any kind of
orgasms…
they ignore
the fact
that I like it all
just about all
all kind of people
all kinds of bodies
all kinds of genitalia
and identifications
because I eat sex
like others
eat
thanksgiving dinner
and that’s not even why
I’m QUEER.
It’s something
you always know
about yourself,
deep down
when you are alone in a group of people
or with a group of people when you are alone:
you are human
you are queer
like every
body
else
and that is just where you belong.
"I want to get under the surface. When I work with a leaf, rock, stick, it is not just that material in itself, it is an opening into the processes of life within and around it. When I leave it, these processes continue." "Movement, change, light, growth and decay are the lifeblood of nature, the energies that I I try to tap through my work. I need the shock of touch, the resistance of place, materials and weather, the earth as my source. Nature is in a state of change and that change is the key to understanding. I want my art to be sensitive and alert to changes in material, season and weather. Each work grows, stays, decays. Process and decay are implicit. Transience in my work reflects what I find in nature." "The underlying tension of a lot of my art is to try and look through the surface appearance of things. Inevitably, one way of getting beneath the surface is to introduce a hole, a window into what lies below."
Andy Goldsworthy
http://www.morning-earth.org/ARTISTNATURALISTS/AN_Goldsworthy.html
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Phil’s Song
little rain bird
little rain bird
sing so gray and sweet
bring the sun rise
in your rain song
cause this mornin’ to weep.
little rain bird
little rain bird
do you know that old man
lives up top
of the mountain
alone now without his anne
she left him
a ramblin’ shack
and the old dogs
he calls friend
one good arm
and a crooked boot
its a livin’ that’s growin’ thin.
little rain bird
little rain bird
sing so grey and sweet
fly on up
to that mountain man
make his mournin’ to weep.
well the old man
and the rain bird
are wild honey
in dark pines
its a golden heavy freedom
they can never leave behind.
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loneliness can become solitude, solitude can bring us home.
LONELINESS
is the doorway through which we come to what we most desire. In the bodily pain of aloneness is the first step to understanding how far we are from a real friendship, from a proper work or a long sought love. Loneliness can be a prison, a place from which we look out at a world we cannot inhabit; loneliness can be a bodily ache and a penance, but loneliness fully inhabited also becomes the voice that asks and calls for that great, unknown someone or something else we want to call our own.
Loneliness is the very state that births the courage to continue calling, and when fully lived can undergo its own beautiful reversal, becoming, through its beckoning invitation to feel an absence more fully, the far horizon that answers back.
Loneliness is not an abstract, it is the body constellating, attempting to become proximate, calling to join with other bodies, through physical touch, through conversation or the mediation of the intellect and the imagination.
Loneliness invites us to pay real attention to voices other than our own; inhabiting our aloneness allows us to find the healing power in the other. The shortest line in the briefest e-mail can heal, embolden, welcome home and enliven the most isolated identity. Human beings are made to belong.
Loneliness is the single malt taste our very nature, the very essentiality that makes conscious belonging possible. The doorway is closer than we think. I feel terribly alone; therefore I belong.
…
‘LONELINESS’ In CONSOLATIONS: The Solace, Nourishment and Underlying Meaning of Everyday Words. © David Whyte and Many Rivers Press 2015
John O’Donohue and Antonio Lopez Garcia: A Conversation
And they are able to sustain it, because there is in them some kind of sense of beauty that knows the horizon that we are really called to in some way. I think it makes a huge difference when you wake in the morning and come out of your house. Whether you believe you are walking into dead geographical location, which is used to get to a destination, or whether you are emerging out into a landscape that is just as much, if not more, alive as you but in a totally different form. And if you go towards it with an open heart and a real watchful reverence, that you will be absolutely amazed at what it will reveal to you. And I think that was one of the recognitions of the Celtic imagination: that landscape wasn't just matter, but that it was actually alive. What amazes me about landscape, landscape recalls you into a mindful mode of stillness, solitude, and silence where you can truly receive time.
I do think though that it's not just a matter of the outer presence of the landscape. I mean, the dawn goes up and the twilight comes even in the most roughest inner-city place. And I think that connecting to the elemental can be a way of coming into rhythm with the universe that's there. And I do think that there is a way in which the outer presence — even through memory or imagination — can be brought inward as a sustaining thing. I think that — and it's the question of beauty, I mean, you're asking essentially. I think that as we are speaking, that there are individuals holding out on frontlines, holding the humane tissue alive in areas of ultimate barbarity, where things are visible that the human eye should never see. And they are able to sustain it, because there is in them some kind of sense of beauty that knows the horizon that we are really called to in some way. I love Pascal's phrase, you know, that you should always "keep something beautiful in your mind." And I have often — like in times when it's been really difficult for me, if you can keep some kind of little contour that you can glimpse sideways at now and again, you can endure great bleakness.
When you think about language and you think about consciousness, it's just incredible to think that we can make any sounds that can reach over across to each other at all. Because I mean, I think we're — I think the beauty of being human is that we're incredibly, intimately near each other. We know about each other, but yet we do not know or never can know what it's like inside another person. And it's amazing, you know, here am I sitting in front of you now, looking at your face, you're looking at mine and yet neither of us have ever seen our own faces. And that in some way, thought is the face that we put on the meaning that we feel and that we struggle with and that the world is always larger and more intense and stranger than our best thought will ever reach. And that's the mystery of poetry, you know, is poetry tries to draw alongside the mystery as it's emerging and somehow bring it into presence and into birth.
We seldom notice how each day is a holy place Where the eucharist of the ordinary happens, Transforming our broken fragments Into an eternal continuity that keeps us.
Perhaps the art of harvesting the secret riches of our lives is best achieved when we place profound trust in the act of beginning. Risk might be our greatest ally. To live a truly creative life, we always need to cast a critical look at where we presently are, attempting always to discern where we have become stagnant and where new beginning might be ripening. There can be no growth if we do not remain open and vulnerable to what is new and different. I have never seen anyone take a risk for growth that was not rewarded a thousand times over.
Timelapse video of a summer monsoon storm spitting out a rainbow in the desert near Tucson, Arizona
monsoon
rain-boon
a desert loom
i swoon
monsoon
d e m e n t ia
such a lovely
word: de·men·tia
/dəˈmen(t)SH(ē)ə/
hearing
just the sound
in abscission
of the condition
it could be
easy
to forget
the true face
of that mental state.
got some ‘splainin’ to do?
1.
first,
let’s get it
“strait”.
explain
womansplaining, as a
tendency
of some women, to
mistakenly
believe that they
automatically
know more about
any given topic
than does a
man.
2.
explain a woman
who
(to him) shall
proceed
to explain things
correctly,
or not,
things,
that (he) already
knows.
3.
however
on this phenomenon,
“splainin”
is defined as
a privileged person,
condescendingly,
explaining things to
a disprivileged person.
and
said person actually
KNOWS
way more about
(topic) than
said privileged person.
thus…
by definition it’s
NEVER
possible for a
woman
to womansplain’ to a
man.
simply
because ‘splainin’, by
definition,
is something happening
down
the privilege ladder.
it is never
possible
for a woman to
womansplain’
to a man.
sure it is
possible
for a woman to
annoyingly
explain
something to a man
that the man
might
already
know. THAT has
no
sociological or societal
significance
WHAT SO EVER…
just dude’s annoyance.
Hey, perfectionists!
Flaws want to be loved too.
On the Covering of a Mother’s Love
With my body
I beg the divine
with her Body she begs the Divine
for release
for release of the prisoners
prisoners who long
long to be
captives set free
set free from all
all made to bind
us against our will.
With my body
I beg the divine
with her Body she begs the Divine
for peace
for peace in all places
all places of war
war cut up into battles
battle after battle
battle without end
end them, with
or without resolution
if need be
to bring peace.
With my body
I beg the divine
with her Body she begs the Divine
to sustain
to sustain all who hunger
who hunger for food
food to nourish
body, spirit and soul.
With my body
I beg the divine
with her Body she begs the Divine
to stop hate
stop hate dead in its tracks
tracks that have walked
walked and walked their way
their way through our history
our history of white to color
and sister to brother.
With my body I beg the divine
and all who can
give thine.