🎶 Is The Price I Pay Endless Pain? 🎶

He/him. Call me Guts or Red :p. I don’t reblog. Pfp is my oc drawn by me.

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Hallo. I am Guts (or Red if you’re uncomfortable saying that 😔) he/him 🏳️‍⚧️ If you use any other pronouns for me, I’ll rip your fucking throat out 🤭 (trans man. Don’t use any feminine terms to refer to me) I don’t even know what I post about anymore 😔 my interests, random thoughts, or venting ig 🤷🏼‍♂️. Minor 16 so minor dni blogs do not interact 😛. Can’t reblog anything 🤷🏼‍♂️

Now I don’t know how intro posts work but let’s just get started-

Simple stuff first. Do not interact: homophobic, transphobic, terfs, bigots, racists, pedos, rapists, trump supporters, if you try to force your religion onto people, if you smoke, vape or do drugs or think that it’s okay 🤢, AI “artists”(ai users in general), pro-shipper, multishipper, shippers in general (if it’s not canon, I hate it. Doesn’t mean I like all canon relationships though. If some characters act all flirtatiously or what then like a joke about it is fine but like I don’t or wouldn’t actually ship them yah), toxic gamers (looking at you cod players… 😑), terrible people in general 🤨, etc etc.

ZERO tolerance on fnaf ships though. I do not want anyone who ships any fnaf character to interact with me. Leave now or get knives thrown at you- 🔪 👹

Do NOT interact if you like Harry Potter, Mr. Beast, matpat, markiplier, etc! Please go away! 🗣️

Sorry if this all doesn’t make sense T-T. It does for me alright? Yeah 😔

Free Palestine 🇵🇸 but Don’t ask me for donations or money! And that goes for anyone!! I’m not financially independent. So find someone else to help you.

Dislikes all of the above ^ but let’s talk about my likes now cause I said so-

Likes: FNaF, Fallout (New Vegas, 4, and 76), Skyrim, Bendy and The Ink Machine, Minecraft, The Walking Dead games, Animal Jam 🙏🏼, dress up games, making oc’s, horror, Greek mythology, EPIC The Musical, Transformers (all hail Starscream!!), Spider-Man, Murder Drones, Lucifer (the Netflix show), Miraculous Tales of Ladybug and Cat Noir, Arcane, Monster High, Cinderella Boy (buncha other webtoons too ofc 🙏🏼), Scream, clowns, bananas, velociraptors, moths (Mothmaaan), werewolves 🐺, doodling, boys 😚, answering questions, bl games (Killing Kiss 🙏🏼 😩), bls in general 😼, yyyyaaaaooiiii 🗣️, etc.

Ngl chat, I forgot what I liked and just looked at my Pinterest boards for inspiration on what to say💀

I want friends but I have a hard time trusting people and I can be a jerk sometimes, so who’d even wanna be my friend? 🥲 waaaaa 😩 um anyway 😶‍🌫️

Guess that’s it 🤷🏼‍♂️ buh byee 👋🏼 (I’ll edit if I find another thing I hate or like :p)

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Happy pride month!!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️😝😝✨✨🥳🥳🥳🥳😼😼😼😼

I myself, am a gay trans man. And I’m also a little confused 😔 I *might* be cupioromantic or demiromantic. And I *might* be aegosexual and/ or placiosexual :3

Terms if you don’t know :) ✨ 🏳️‍🌈 (we need more pride flag emojis please 😔)

Cupioromantic means you want and fantasize about romance but don’t feel romantic attraction.

Demiromantic means you don’t feel romantic attraction until a strong bond is formed. Like friends. (Which is why idk if I’m Demiromantic or cupioromantic TOT. Like what if I just need that bond first??)

Aegosexual means you experience sexual feelings or interests in sexual content without the desire to participate in it personally.

And placiosexual means you’re comfortable with preforming sexual acts on others but don’t want it reciprocated.

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Broo I was dunking cookies in milk and went “titanic roleplay” and right as I said that the cookie broke in half and it sunk to the bottom of the cup TOT

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Me: “Man I’m not gonna speak at all today. My throat hurts 😤”

My little sister: “Hi :3”

Also me: “Hiii babyyy!!! ☺️”

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My mom once said that Little Wolf was like a parallel to God Games in a way (something along those lines 😔)🤔 like the lines 🎶 I’ve no respect for bullies, those who impose their will! 🎶 hmm now who does that sound like? Who among the gods may act like a bully imposing their own will? Why her father, Zeus of course. He made his own game and gathered other gods to be a part of it.

🎶 I’ve seen plenty enough to truly understand this kind of filth! 🎶 now she literally grew from his head, and she has a seat as one of the main twelve Olympians, she’s definitely seen the way her father acts in more than one capacity, and saw him summon the game of course.

🎶 let’s teach this dog a lesson in front of all his kind! 🎶 now here’s where it really sounds like a parallel to God Games. She did teach him a lesson, she won his game, in front of all his kind, the other gods gathered.

🎶 one young wolf has a stronger heart than all these men combined! 🎶 now this is where I’m not sure how it fits anymore 😔 maybe saying that Odysseus has a stronger heart than the gods before her? And that’s why he should be freed or something. Or maybe the ties end there. I don’t really know lol

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“uGh mAnOn iS sO ANoYiNg WhY Is ShE So sTuPiD?!” Close! She’s actually six. Years. Old 🙂

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I got to this transformers episode and realized Buddy kinda looks like Raoul in Party Crashers 🤔

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Killing Kiss collage I made on Pinterest using my screenshots 😼

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Wait did they change the writing for Killing Kiss?? I haven’t played in a while cause I was just watching ads for gems every day so I would have enough to play without worry, but like I’m playing again and I feel like it’s different?? Maybe I’m just remembering it wrong… but there’s like new images for things too?

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Tw: transphobia. And swearing 😔

Fucking asshole on animal jam thinking trans kids don’t exist and hurting two trans boys who were in the pack

I fsr cant scroll all the way back up to where the two trans boys were talking and this person made them feel invalid :/. Basically one boy said someone called him a woman and was sad and his friend was like “nooo they’re wrong! You’re a real manly man! :3” and transphobe comes in and says something like “you can be a woman. Don’t be ashamed of who you are” and his friend is like “um no. He’s a man. That’s why he’s upset.” And he said he was trans and then this person says that he’s fucking invalid cause trans kids don’t exist. Bro he’s right fucking there in the pack chat. This person made these boys both feel so terrible about themselves to the point they left the pack. I joined cause I wanted to keep an eye on this transphobe so they didn’t hurt another trans kid. And they’re still in the pack 🙄 What a fucking asshole. All trans men are valid 💞 (also there’s a space between the letters in trans because of the AJ chat filter btw 😔)

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Me when I actually start crying while listening to my sad playlist while thinking depressing thoughts:

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Ok I’ve read a book and calmed down now :3

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Bro I swear Stripes uses they them.

Goldie calls them that!! That’s all I hear people call them!! And someone is telling me it’s “not confirmed” and Goldie literally talking about his own sibling “isn’t proof” and continuously calling them he and it’s fucking pissing me off TOT. LIKE SHUT UPPPPP. ALL I SAID WAS THATS WHAT THEYRE CALLED AND YOURE FETTING MAD AND SAYING ITS NOT TRUE AND WHEN I LOOK FOR FUCKING PROOF TK SHOW YOU YOU DONT FUCKING CARE. SHUT UPPPPP SHUT UPPPPP. AND I DONT FUCKING LIKE CONFLICT OR STARTING FIGHTS SO I CANT EVEN SAY THIS SHIT TI YOUR FACE BUT SHUT UP SHUTVUP SHUT THE RUCK UP. SHIT UP IM SO FUCKING OISSED OFF AT SHIT RIGHT NOW. DHUT UP.

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They need to find out Wave is up to something. Even if it’s when the book is already over and they’re telling the keys about it and they’re just like “what? No Chase was supposed to be partners with Buddy” and they’ll be like “wha? But… Wave was the one who handed out the envelopes…”

And then they keep and eye on him and shit

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As promised to myself, here is Zephyr’s boyfriend and one of the other main characters. Also co-founder of the cult 😼 Tw: self harm imagery sorta. It’s a knife to someone’s throat so 🤷🏼‍♂️ be weary traveler

My poor poor depressed boy 😿 he’s been through so much. Suffered while his bf was dying in the hospital and he ended up taking him out cause the doctors couldn’t do anything so he vowed to save him himself. He’s hurt himself a lot because of his bf almost dying and thinking it was his fault and not being able to do anything about it. I wrote a really good part about him. GAAAAH GIVE HIM A HAPPY ENDINGGGF 😩 I really like this collage though. Same picrew used as Zephyr. Not my art. I love how I was able to find three different raw steak images for Zephyr, Esher, and Druthys yet they all have the same vibes XD. The raw steak is also supposed to be like human flesh. Cause like I searched that and the results didn’t yield what I wanted 😔 the place being his empty apartment bed that I mentioned in the snippet about him cause Zephyr wasn’t sharing it with him cause he was in the hospital. He’s cried a lot in that bed 😿 the symbolismmmmmm 😩 I’m so good

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I have made yet another oc collage :3 he’s from the same story as my god ocs, Druthys and Xester and he’s actually the leader of Druthyses cult and the founder 😼

Used the same template as the previous ones. Note that the cult of the lamb symbol thingy is because his hobby is leading/running his cult not that he plays the game. The game wouldn’t even exit during the timeline of this story XD. I just couldn’t find a good representation of running a cult for that 💀 improviseee ✨ Gosh he’s such a cool character 😖 the lightning scar isn’t actually lightning. It’s Druthyses venom in Zeph’s veins because he was dying and his boyfriend found a god and prayed to him to save his bf. So Druthys came to him in his sleep and gave him the gift of good health and it changed one of his eyes and scarred his arm cause he was like on the brink of death 🎶 and it had to seep in or something. anyway it’s so cooolll. Will I ever actually share the story? 🧍🏼‍♂️ probably not… up next is his boyfriend though 😼 (another picrew used for the character image. One of my favorite picrews ♥️)

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Bro my little brother was reading a story I wrote and one of the characters mentioned he has two dads and my brother really said “dads? Gay confirmed. Yaoi” 💀