Hi ♡ can i ask 06 + 25 for Kim Seokjin? Thank youu
06.“Do you imagine him when you’re kissing me?“
25.”I want to break you”
warning: nsfw
[00:23]
Being in toxic relationships had become something of a habit of yours. It was a bit past midnight when you barged into your best friend’s flat with a bottle of wine hoping to drown out the latest heartbreak.
“I really thought this time would be different,“ you said while downing the whole glass at once.
Seokjin looked at you with a mixture of pity and disbelief.
“You truly are hopeless you know“ he spoke quietly
The wine was getting to your head fast. Judging by the blush on Jin’s cheeks he wasn’t far behind as well.
Suddenly you heard your phone vibrate on the small end table next to Seokjin. You reached over the man to grab it, the alcohol making your movements a bit uncoordinated. You didn’t realize how close you were to his face until you smelled the familiar scent of his perfume. You turned your head slightly to look at him. His eyes were already on you, his dark hair was messed up in the most alluring way and his plump lips were tinted red because of the wine and fuller than ever. You felt an instinctive pull towards him as if you were dying of thirst and he was the wast bt of water on Earth.
It was he who closed the distance between you. He grabbed the back of your neck, bringing you closer and attacking your lips with his.
You’d lie of you said you never imagined this. Though you always thought his kisses would be softer, more affectionate, but it was all just pure passion and desire seeping from him.
He started leaning even more into the kiss and you felt like your body was on fire. Maybe you’d regret this tomorrow but you didn’t care. All you care about now was the man in front of you and this moment. You got snapped out of your thoughts when you felt Jin lightly bite your bottom lip.
He pulled away and smirked. His eyes were dark and his lids were heavy with lust.
“Do you want to find out if I can get that scumbag ex of yours out of your head for good?” he leaned in and whispered in your ear, sending chills down your back. He started leaving kisses down your neck and you closed your eyes, moaning lightly.
“Do you imagine him when you’re kissing me? Do you wish it was him?” he spoke in between pecks.
There was no way anyone would be thinking of someone else when they had Seokjin’s lips attached to their neck. But you didn’t say anything. You were enjoying this jealous side of him.
Suddenly he grabbed your hips flipping you on your back and hovered on top of you.
“No answer?“ he lifted his eyebrows and slid his hand under your shirt, pinching your nipple through your lace bra.
“Do you have any idea how frustrating it was to watch as you went out with all those idiots? Did they even satisfy you?“ he spoke while lifting your shirt over your head and throwing it somewhere in the corner.
Your bra was next and he didn’t waste a second before closing his lips around one of your nipples and sucking hard.
“Oh god- no they didn’t“ you cried out and felt him smirk against your skin
His hand found it’s way inside your underwear and started rubbing circles. You arched your back when you felt him slip two of his long fingers inside you. He started pumping them while still sucking and biting all over your breasts, leaving behind reddish-purple marks.
You hadn’t realized how loud you were being until Jin spoke.
“Damn you’re so sexy when you moan like that. I want to fuck you so hard that I break you. “
He swiftly flipped you over, pushing your head down and lifting your ass up. You didn’t register what was happening until he was already pushing his length inside you. The sensation of being stretched so suddenly was a bit overwhelming. You tried lifting yourself up on your elbows but he quickly pinned you back down.
“What, am I already too much for you? Fuck you feel so good wrapped around me“
He started moving slowly but plunging deep inside you hitting all the right spots. He had one of his big hands on the back of your neck, still pinning you down, while the other held both your hands behind your back, rendering you unable to move. You felt like you never had before. The knot of pleasure in your stomach was dangerously close to snapping and he felt it.
“Already want to cum? Go on then.“ you let go before he had even finished his sentence. You screamed his name over and over until it lost all meaning.
He fucked you through your high and you started feeling overstimulated but he showed no signs of slowing down or showing you any mercy.
One of his hands moved to grab a handful of your hair, lifting you up against his chest while the other started rubbing your clit.
You didn't even have any strength left to scream when you felt your second orgasm spread through your body, making you shake in Jin’s arms.
You spasming around him sent Jin over the edge as well and he pulled out, finishing on your ass.
You laid there hoping to catch your breath while Seokjn got up and cleaned you up. You started drifting in and out of sleep when you felt his strong arms scooping you up.
He helped you get in the bath before following you. He started cleaning your skin as he spoke softly and seemed like your best friend again.
“I hope I wasn’t too rough on you.“
“I enjoyed it“ you smiled at him and his expression brightened.
“Just to clarify, I don’t want this to be a one-off. I want you. All of you. If you’d let me.“
Hi! Can I request 16 + 28 for seonghwa :)? Thankyou <3
16. "Is that my shirt?"
28. "I'm all yours"
Initially I intended this to be way more vanilla... Idk what went wrong. Anyway thanks for the request and hope you enjoy!
Warning: nsfw contents
[19:49]
You finally got home drenched from the pouring rain outside. You hastily shed your wet clothes and got in the shower.
You were enjoying the feeling of the hot water running down your back when you heard your boyfriend's voice, "y/n, I'm home! Hongjoong is here too" "I'll be out in 5," you replied after remembering tonight you're having take out with one of Seonghwa's co workers.
After rinsing off you turned off the water and reached through the shower curtain to grab your towel from the rack. But your fingers closed around air, not finding anything. And then you realised that you completely forgot to get a towel or clothes because you were in such a hurry. You sighed and looked around, thinking what to do. Getting out of the bathroom completely naked on full display for Hongjoong to see was not an option.
You spotted one of Seonghwa's t-shirts hanging on the door. You slipped it on. It barely hid your ass and it was a very light blue so it was basically see-through but it would have to do.
Thankfully Hongjoong was as respectful as can be and his eyes never fell below your face when you said hi after going out of the bathroom. Your boyfriend on the other hand wasn't so bashful. He eyed you up and down and you couldn't tell if he was mad or turned on. You excused you self and went to put on proper clothes.
As you were rummaging through the dresser you heard the door behind you open and close.
"Is that my shirt?"
Seonghwa's voice was low and dark.
"I didn't have anything else to put on so it was either this or my birthday suit"
"Are you aware your ass is hanging out? And also the water dripping from your hair has made the front of it transparent."
You now felt his breath on the nape of your neck.
Seonghwa started leaving light kisses on your skin and your eyes fluttered shut.
"Hwa, we can't .. Hongjoong-"
"Went to get the food"
That was the best thing you'd heard all day.
You turned around, wrapping your arms around Seonghwa's neck and attacking his lips with yours. He quickly took the lead, slipping his tongue in your mouth.
"As much as I'd love to do this all night, we don't have much time" he breathed in between kissing you.
You nodded and grabbed the hem of the shirt to take it off but he grabbed your wrists.
"Keep it on"
Seonghwa spun you around in one swift motion, bending you over the vanity table, knocking some of your make up down. He scrunched the shirt you were wearing around your waist to expose your backside. He cursed under his breath when he realised you weren't even wearing underwear.
You shivered when you felt his long fingers gliding over your hear.
"Already wet and ready for me I see"
You heard him unzip his pants and before you had time to process it, he was sliding his length in you.
You grabbed the edge of the table and shut your eyes. The feeling of being stretched so suddenly was the perfect balance of pleasure and pain for you.
Seonghwa didn't waste any time and started pounding into you mercilessly. You were moaning his name shamelessly completely forgetting that Hongjoong can walk in at any moment.
You boyfriend wrapped his hand around a fistful of your hair, arching you slightly and bringing his lips to your ear.
"Are close baby girl? Do you want to cum on my dick?"
You frantically nodded, already too fucked out to answer.
"Hold it" he whispered against your ear and picked up his pace, the sweet sound of skin slapping and both of your moans filling the room.
Not long after, you felt him spill inside you almost sending you over the edge too.
"Don't you dare" is all he said when he felt you clench around him.
After he rode out his high, he pulled out of you, leaving you hanging. You felt tears stinging the back of your eyes.
"Hwa-" you started whining
"That's the punishment you get for parading around practically naked in front of my friend."
His gaze softened when he saw how desperate you looked for a release, rubbing your thighs together.
"Don't worry baby, you know I'm all yours. Behave nicely at dinner and you'll get rewarded later tonight."
Before you had a chance to answer you heard the front door closing.
18+ content including unprotected sex & breath play;
After you broke up with your boyfriend you kept telling yourself you wouldn't fall for anyone ever again. Casual dating for fun, yes, but a relationship was a no-no. You didn't want to waste any more time on idiots.
You were holding up pretty good on that. You'd hang out with some guys and girls when you felt lonely, but it never went further than a flirt.
Until the day you met him, the guy that put so many butterflies in your stomach, you felt like throwing up.
You met online. At first it was 'whatever'. Until you realized you had started to look forward to your chats more and more. Before you knew it, you were staring into nothing, smiling like an idiot. Typical crush symptoms.
You tried just ignoring him and never talking again, but when you saw your screen light up 3 days later with the words "Noona, please, you're breaking my heart", you caved.
You didn't know what to tell him, so you made an excuse about him being too young. Your age gap was 3 years, it's not that much, but still. Sometimes you felt weird, and old.
"You are not too old, and I'm definitely not too young," Wooyoung kept repeating.
"Let's just meet and you'll see"
That's right, you hadn't even met and you were already head over heels.
The proposal was too tempting to turn down. You wanted to see him more than anything. So eventually, you said yes.
You felt like a schoolgirl on the day. You had forgotten what it's like for your heart to flutter with just the thought of someone. You felt stupidly happy.
You took your time getting ready. By the time you were done your room looked like a battlefield. But you didn't have time to worry about your closet looking like it threw up on the bed. You grabbed your keys and ran out the door, not wanting to keep Wooyoung waiting.
You walked into the restaurant 15 minutes later. Your eyes immediately locked with the man sitting alone on a table in the corner. You knew he was handsome from his photos, but you weren't expecting this. He had his black hair messily slicked back, a few pieces falling in his eyes. The last few buttons of his dark shirt were undone and you couldn't help but stare. But his eyes- they were the sexiest pair of eyes you'd ever seen. You didn't break eye contact as you started walking towards him. Nor did he as he got up and pulled out the chair opposite his for you to sit.
The next few minutes passed in complete silence. Neither of you knowing where to start, what to say. It was finally Wooyoung who broke the silence when the tension was getting a bit too much.
"You're more beautiful than I thought, noona," he spoke without ever breaking his gaze from yours.
You felt the blood rush to your cheeks so you looked away.
"Should we order now, I'm feeling quite thirsty," you said while stumbling on your words and picked up the menu to have something to fan yourself with.
Wooyoung's cocky smirk didn't go unnoticed.
The awkward atmosphere thankfully disappeared after a few conversations and glasses of wine. Now that you got to meet Wooyoung in person you had to admit, it didn't feel like there was an age gap at all. If anything, his dominant personality made you feel like he was older than you.
"What are you thinking about, " he asked and you looked up at him.
He was leaning his head on his hand while swirling the glass of wine in the other. His gaze felt hot on your skin. Your eyes dropped to his pretty lips while he spoke. The wine was to blame for what you said next.
"Just .. thinking about what those lips feel like"
Wooyoung has taken a back from your bold comment and he couldn't hide it. After his eyes widened, he smirked.
"I would be more than happy to demonstrate what they feel like if you'd like to get out of here?"
The word 'yes' hadn't even fully left your lips and he was already waving to the waiter to get the bill.
Since you both had more than a few glasses of wine, you left your cars at the restaurant's car park and called a taxi. The drive to Wooyoung's flat was excruciatingly slow. Your mind was filled only with all of the dirty things you wanted him to do to you. You couldn't even recall the time when you felt weirded out by his age, you just fit so perfectly well together like two pieces of a puzzle.
Suddenly, you felt a hand sliding up the side of your thigh. You panicked for a second that he would go further up and under your dress, but he stopped just at the hem and started tracing circles with his finger. You felt a jolt of appreciation. Months ago when you first started talking, you had told Wooyoung that too much pda makes you really uncomfortable. Even if no one is watching, the thought of sharing any kind of intimate contact in the presence of strangers really gives you anxiety and doesn't turn you on at all like it does for some people. You felt so touched not only that he remembered, but even in his drunken state, he respected your boundaries. You looked up at him and met his gaze. You both smiled at each other. You let your head rest on his shoulder for the rest of the ride.
25 long minutes after you finally arrived at Wooyoung's flat. As soon as the door was shut behind you, you both could feel the sexual tension in the room. The man stepped closer to you, making you back up against the door. You were very aware of how close he was. You could smell the scent of his shampoo as he leaned down and placed his fingers under your chin so that you'd look up to him. His face was very serious but you could still see the undeniable desire in his eyes.
"Are you sure about this? I don't want you to do anything just because you have some wine in you. You can say no to me. I would be perfectly happy to put on a movie until we sober up and I can sleep on the couch. It's comfy."
You could see he meant every word.
"I'm sure I want it. I want you"
You saw the fire in his eyes started burning a bit brighter.
"Okay but if at any point you change your mind, tell me. It doesn't matter how far we've gone."
You nodded and your eyes fell to his lips. After so many months just talking, you would finally be able to feel him.
He placed his hand on your cheek and brought his lips down on yours. He tasted wine and strawberries. His lips were softer than you had expected and he was gentler in the way he moved. You felt like he was still doubting how sure you are that you want this, so you decided to show him. You bit down on his bottom lip lightly and he moaned into the kiss. You slid your tongue in his mouth but he made sure to assert his dominance. He became much more confident in his movements. His other hand went to the back of your neck, lightly pulling on the hair at the nape of your neck. He deepened the kiss and it quickly escalated from being sweet and sensual to being hungry and passionate. Your hands were roaming his body- his shoulders, his back, his abs.
"Jump," he broke the kiss for a mere second. So you did, and you wrapped your legs around his waist while he carried you to his bedroom.
He laid you down on the bed and you felt the touch of cold satin on your hot skin.
"May I?," Wooyoung asked while tugging at the strap of your dress.
"Yes, please," you said while standing up so that he could unzip the back of your dress.
He slid the zipper down slowly while leaving kisses down your neck and shoulders. You stood up and the dress fell in a pool around your feet.
"You are so beautiful, noona," his eyes roamed your body and you felt your cheeks blush.
He noticed that and quickly disposed of his own clothes so that you wouldn't feel like the only vulnerable one.
"Come here," he said gently while grabbing your hand and pulling you back on the bed and underneath him.
He crossed his fingers with yours and kissed you. You felt like you were getting drunk all over again but on a different kind of substance.
He started kissing down your body, lingering longer on your collarbone and breasts because of the response he got from you when he started sucking on those sensitive spots of yours.
He was kissing the inside of your thigh when you felt his hot breath on the part of you that needed him the most. You couldn't help but whimper.
"I haven't even touched you and you're already needy for me, that's my baby girl"
You felt yourself getting wetter with every word. You don't know what happened to the sweet doe-eyed boy who called you 'noona', but you were more than excited to meet this new Wooyoung.
He finally placed his lips on your heat and started eating you out mercilessly.
You couldn't hold back your moans anymore and that just edged him on even more.
"Fuck, Woo I'm gonna cum if you don't stop," you breathed out while pulling on his hair.
He could feel that you're dangerously close so he removed himself from between your legs.
"Can't have that, I would much rather you cum on my cock than on my tongue,"
You looked up at him. His body was glistening with sweat and he had strands of dark hair sticking to his forehead. His lids were heavy as he looked back at you and licked his lips which were shining with your arousal on them.
You closed your legs instinctively just to feel some friction. Wooyoung noticed and smirked a cocky smile.
He opened your legs back up and stood between them, leaning down to whisper in your ear.
"You are such a hot fucking mess for me, you're driving me insane "
"Please just fuck me already, I want to feel you," you couldn't really believe those words came out of your mouth. The effect this man had on you was crazy.
He just smiled and rubbed his cock on your entrance, making you arch even from such little contact.
"Fuck, you're so sensitive. I'm gonna have so much fun with you," his voice was at least 5 levels lower than his usual high pitch and it just made you even wetter if that was possible.
He finally started slowly pushing in after your whines had gotten too needy. You grabbed onto his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin slightly. You hadn't had sex in a while so it did sting a bit as he stretched you out but it wasn't unbearable. He made sure to take it as slow as possible, while lovingly stroking your cheek. His eyes never left your face, searching for any sign of too much pain or doubt. After he was all inside you, he kissed you. It was all sensual and comforting again while giving you time to adjust to his size.
"M-move Woo" you said when you finally felt ready.
He started moving his hips slowly making sure not to hurt you. But you felt nothing but pure pleasure at this point.
"More, please" you whispered in between moans.
He didn't have to be told twice. He picked up his pace, finally feeling reassured that you're feeling good.
"Fuck you feel so good wrapped around me, y/n"
You felt an overwhelming amount of arousal. You were clawing at his back, probably leaving behind red marks. He grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head. This dominant side of him excited you even more.
One of his hands moved down to your throat and squeezed gently. He was looking for your reaction so you nodded and he put a bit more pressure, making you feel light headed.
"Are you going to come for me, baby girl?," He hissed at you when he felt you tighten around him, pushing him closer to his orgasm with every thrust.
You didn't get a chance to answer before you were already falling from the edge. You felt waves of pleasure spread all over your body as you arched into Wooyoung. This just made him meet his end as well, your name falling from his lips over and over again until it almost lost meaning.
He fell next to you, breathing heavily. After a couple of minutes he got up and came back with a warm washcloth and cleaned you up, gently shushing you when you twitched with overstimulation.
He crawled back in bed and covered both of you with his blanket. He pulled you in and you curled against him, feeling unbelievably happy.
"Do you still think of me as just a young boy?" He asked before kissing the top of your head.
"No, definitely not." You answered and you meant it. He was not a boy to you anymore, and not just because of how he was in bed. But because he acted like a man, not a boy.
I rarely ever post anything other than my writings on here but I felt like it would be wrong not to address this and just keep on posting as if nothing is happening.
First of all, you either stand with blm or you are a racist fvcking btch. There's no in between. If you keep tweeting nonsense about how 'all lives matter' you definitely fall into the second category. Yes, of course all lives matter but your white life is NOT in danger right now. Black lives ARE in danger. People are literally dying but you find a way to make it about you. Please shut up.
Also stop denying that white privilege is a thing. Because it is. You don't fear for your life when you get pulled over by the cops, do you? White privilege is very real and we shouldn't deny it but we should USE it. Use it to make a difference. Stand up. Speak up. We all saw the video of the white girl shielding the black boy from the police because she KNOWS her white privilege. She knows they're not laying a finger on her. Be her!
If you cannot go out to protest, there's other ways to make a stand. Donate, every bit helps, it doesn't matter if you can't give much/always check if you're donating to a legit fund/. Sign the petitions. Spread the word. Call out the bullshit. Educate yourself, educate others. It's not rocket science, it's just being a decent human being.
I also want to talk about how there are people in the fandoms who thought it was a good idea to shame everyone else if they get excited for something. Please stop. You can take a stand AND be happy. I absolutely don't mean to go off and trend hashtags. We want to bring as much attention to blm and keep it trending. But please stop canceling people for quietly posting non-blm related stuff.
ways to help protestors if you are unable to protest
everybody has to do their part. as a reference, this was posted on 1 june 2020. if any links are broken or direct to a place they should not, please feel free to add on with corrections. if there is new information with better knowledge, please feel free to share. thank you.
1. donate
do not donate to shaun king. he has repeatedly collected money to “support” black people, but no one knows where the money is.
BAIL FUNDS (ALPHABETICAL ORDER; NOT A COMPREHENSIVE LIST)
note: washington dc and new jersey have cashless bail systems.
bail fund google doc (also includes lawyers for protestors)
national bail fund network (directory of community bail funds)
community bail funds masterpost by @keplercryptids
resistance funds (google sheets; lists bail funds around the country)
nationwide bail funds (split a donation to the bail funds listed on the linked page with a single transaction)
atlanta bail fund
brooklyn bail fund
colorado freedom fund
columbus freedom fund
houston chapter of black lives matter
liberty fund (nyc based; focuses services on people from low-income communities)
los angeles freedom fund
louisville community fund
massachusetts bail fund
minnesota freedom fund (as of may 30, 2020, they are encouraging people to donate elsewhere since they have raised enough money; as of may 29, 2020, they do not have a venmo, as some fraudulent accounts have been claiming, source)
philadelphia bail out fund
richmond bail fund
MORE PLACES TO DONATE
note: more links are listed in the masterposts below.
northstar health collective (healthcare and medical aid for people on the front lines)
reclaim the block (aims to redistribute police funding to help the minneapolis community)
twin cities dsa (provides fresh groceries and hot meals to people in minneapolis)
2. educate yourself
it isn’t enough to sign petitions and reblog/retweet/etc. nonblack people, including people of color, owe it to black people to educate themselves and correct themselves and the people around them on anti-blackness.
note: more links are in the masterposts linked below.
resources and tools regarding racism and anti-blackness (google sheets compilation)
readings on society, racism, the prison system, etc. (twitter thread)
“where do we go after ferguson?” by michael eric dyson
official black lives matter website
3. give out supplies to protestors
people need supplies to protest safely, and even if they bring supplies with them, they can often run out. if you’re able, stock up and hand them out to people protesting. for more supplies to donate, see the “george floyd action” google docs link in section 5.
water bottles (dehydration and heatstroke are not things people should have to deal with alongside bastard cops. if the police in your area are particularly violent or known to use tear gas, get the ones with the sports cap/suction-thing/etc so people can use them as emergency eye-flushes.)
snacks (make sure to take into account that people have allergies of all sorts. foods will have a little label that says “may contain” and then list any potential allergens. write the allergens on the ziploc (or any container you use) in permanent marker, or better yet, write the snacks included in the pack.)
masks (don’t forget there’s still a pandemic going on. also it will aid in deterring facial recognition when the police try to track down protestors, also part two, if the cops use tear gas, wearing a mask (with the combination of a scarf or bandana) will lessen the adverse effects. lessen, not stop.)
bandanas, scarves, etc. and goggles (ski goggles, swimming goggles, etc.) (see above for explanation on the scarves. same goes for the goggles. anti–tear gas and anti–facial recognition.)
clean shirts (for people who are heavily gassed. also helps deter recognition through clothing.)
wound care supplies (band-aids, packets of neosporin packets or a similar antibiotic, alcohol wipes, etc.; if you can, decant bactine into those little travel bottles.)
a sharpie or another type of marker (for writing bail numbers or emergency contacts on arms, hands, etc. it’s not enough to have your city’s bail fund number stored on your phone; the police won’t give it to you to look it up. give people a marker so they can write it down, preferably not washable so it isn’t easily removed.)
IMPORTANT: KNOWING FIRST AID
tear gas: if you’re hit, get out as fast and as soon as you can. take anyone you can with you. the longer you’re in the gas, the harder it will be for you to see, and it can irritate your airways, making it hard to breathe. if you’re hit, don’t run; it’ll only make things worse on your lungs. when you leave the area, take a cold shower. don’t use hot water (it will only reactivate the agent); don’t bathe (it will only spread the CS around). (source 1) (source 2) (cdc fact sheet on tear gas)
move them to a clean and ventilated area where it’s as safe as possible.
ask them if they’re wearing contact lenses. have them remove it. if they’re wearing glasses, rinse it with water.
solution of half liquid antacid, half water. spray from the inside going out, with the head tilted back and slightly towards the side being rinsed. if they say it’s okay, open the eye slightly while doing this. (source)
bullet wounds: the most important thing is to stop the bleeding. be sure to check for an exit wound and cover that as well. treat both wounds, but treat the worse one first.
stop the bleed (youtube video by uc san diego health)
first aid in active shooting scenarios
making a tourniquet (a commercial tourniquet is best, but improvised ones can work as well if done properly; the most important things to remember is that tourniquets are for limb injuries and are not meant for the head or torso and that they have to be very tightly wound on the injury.)
how to apply pressure dressings
miscellaneous
adult cpr tutorial (youtube video by cincinnati children’s; think of “staying alive” by the beegees or “uptown funk”)
4. be a source of information
be responsible with this. people’s lives are at stake. that being said, the media is a fucking joke and the best way to get accurate information in a grassroots rebellion is amongst ourselves. record everything, but if you are going to share any information at all, be sure to blur people’s faces.
signal (encrypted messenger app; messages delete after x amount of time): app store | google play
tool for scrubbing metadata from images and selectively blurring identifiable features
tech tips to protect yourself while protesting (by rey.nbows on tiktok, via vicent_efl on twitter)
cop spotting 101 (google docs)
know your rights (by personachuu on twitter)
NUMBERS TO CALL FOR ARRESTED PROTESTORS (ALPHABETICAL ORDER; SOURCES LINKED TO THE NUMBER)
remember to keep phones OFF unless absolutely necessary. cell phone towers, stingrays, location notifs can all be used to track you and other protestors. don’t fuck around. if your phone must be on, keep it on airplane mode as often as possible and only communicate using encrypted methods. no, snapchat doesn’t count. (a twitter thread on stingrays, for those interested)
lawyers assisting protestors pro-bono (by riyakatariax on twitter)
atlanta: 404-689-1519
chicago: 773-309-1198
minneapolis: 612-444-2654
5. miscellaneous links and links for protestors
masterpost of petitions to sign, numbers to call, places to donate, and more (carrd by dehyedration on twitter)
#blacklivesmatter (google docs by ambivaIcnt on twitter; includes information on relevant events, other masterposts, lists of petitions and donation links, how to protest safely and protests to go to, and more)
george floyd action (google docs; includes information on apps to download, supplies to buy and donate, places to donate to, protest safety, resources on unlearning racial bias, and more)
how to get out of ziptie “handcuffs” (by finnianj on tiktok, via katzerax on twitter)
how can i help? by @abbiheartstaylor
how to make a signal-blocking cell phone pouch
tips for protestors by @aurora00boredealis
twitter thread for protestors (by vantaemuseum on twitter)
also, if you’re protesting, change your passcode. make it at least 11 characters long and don’t use facial/thumb recognition.
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Hey everyone! First off thanks to everyone for bearing with me during my long as hell hiatus. I am doing much better now and I am hoping to start posting more regularly from now on 🥳
I am opening requests again, but please keep in mind I don't guarantee I'll do every one of them. Also I'm head over heels in love with Ateez atm so that's mostly what I'll be writing about 😬
contains: bffs made lovers, fingering, unprotected sex
Serein (n): fine rain falling from a clear sky after sunset
“I told you there's no way we'd be able to make it there and back before it gets dark.”
Yunho either didn't hear you or preferred to act like it and just kept his steady eyes on the road ahead.
Nightfall had just descended while you were driving back from visiting your hometown. The sky was clear, yet light rain was starting to fall.
You've known Yunho all your life, you don't really have any memories of your life without him. You had spoken your first words together, took your first steps together. You were inseparable. You even chose the same college because you didn't want to be separated. You did consider living together, but decided against it because you would never get to meet new people if you had each other all the time.
Suddenly a strange noise coming from the hood of the car snapped you out of your thoughts.
"I'm no expert in cars, but they don't sound like that usually, do they?"
"No, they don't," Yunho answered in a flat tone.
His eyes widened as thin stripes of white smoke started emerging from underneath the hood. He pulled up on the side of the road and cut the engine.
"Not to be the one who says 'I told you so' but I did tell you we should just spend the night there and drive back tomorrow."
Yunho shot you a serious look and you decided to keep the sarcasm to a minimum.
As if the car breaking down wasn't already bad enough, light rain started falling.
You looked at Yunho without saying anything. He turned his body to face you and gave you his 'everything will be fine' smile. You've always admired his positivity.
"Good news, bad news. Which do you want first?," he asked while still smiling.
"Bad, always"
"Right. I don't think I can get this car to start."
"That was kind of obvious considering your mechanical skills. Good news?"
"I saw a motel a few kilometres back. It wouldn't take more than 10 minutes for us to walk there."
"Unbelievable. And to think I could've slept in my own bed and had my mom serve me breakfast in the morning. This is all your fault by the way, just to be clear."
Yunho still had a positive smile plastered on his face.
"Understood. Shall we get going then, before the rain really starts pouring?"
You just grunted and took off your jacket to put it over your head.
When you stepped out of the car you were surprised to find that it was actually quite warm for a spring night. The light drizzle of the rain felt almost good.
"Enjoying yourself?," Yunho asked, noticing the way you threw your head back to feel the rain tickle your neck.
"Shut up," you snapped and started walking in front of him.
Yunho was right. No more than 10 minutes had passed before you saw the blinking neon lights of “Sunrise Motel”. The rain had started falling much quicker though, you felt your clothes clinging to your skin. You stepped on the porch of the motel, finally finding cover. You turned around to see Yunho a few steps behind you. Because he’s your best friend and you’ve known him forever, you often forget how attractive he really is. His slim body towered as he walked under the rainfall. He didn’t have a jacket and his flimsy white shirt was stuck to his skin, perfectly hugging and defining every curve and muscle of his body. His hair was wet and falling slightly over his eyelashes. His gaze met yours and he gave you the brightest smile in the world.
He was now in front you, so close that you could smell the scent of his laundry detergent mixed with that of the rain.
“Should we go in or do you plan to just stay here on this porch until morning,” he nudged you forward by placing his hand on your waist. His touch felt hot in contrast with your cold skin. You felt goosebumps all over your body and wondered what’s wrong with you.
Yunho went to get you a room while you stood by the heating in an attempt to warm up.
“Come on before you catch a cold,” Yunho grabbed your hand and started dragging you up the stairs. As you were looking around you realised the motel wasn’t as bad as you expected. It looked relatively clean and non-creepy. But still, nevertheless, a motel.
“207, that’s us.” Yunho slid the key in the door and wiggled it a couple of times before managing to unlock it.
You walked in the room and headed straight to the heating, gluing yourself to it. Once you were finally able to feel your hands again, you noticed something worse than the terrible shade of burgundy this room was decorated in. The bed. It was barely a double. Yunho followed your concerned gaze and smirked.
“Want to sleep on the floor? ,” he asked
“Yes, thank you.”
“No,no,” he chuckled, “I meant you”
You threw the closest pillow in his face.
“I’ll go take a hot shower” You said while already closing the bathroom door behind you.
You let the hot water run down your back for a couple of minutes while wondering what was that sensation you felt when Yunho put his hand on your waist. Surely it was nothing. Also the image of him brushing back his wet hair played over and over in your mind. That was surely nothing as well, you kept reassuring yourself.
You stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around your body. As you walked out of the bathroom you almost shrieked. Yunho had discarded his t-shirt and was now only in his jeans, standing with his back to you. He turned around, looking startled from the noise that came out of you.
You had to keep repeating to yourself to keep your eyes on his face and fight the urge to look down to his broad shoulders or tight abs. You gulped and Yunho noticed.
“Are you okay, you’ve been acting kind of weird,” he asked with a concerned look on his face.
You turned around, feeling your self-control starting to crumble down.
“Why the hell are you naked, “ you asked, trying to make your voice sound as stable as possible.
“I’m not naked, I just took my shirt off because it was really annoying how it clung to me, and you were taking forever to shower.”
“Your body is 50% exposed. That means you’re naked and I don’t think that’s really appropriate.”
“Y/N really what’s wrong with you, you’ve seen me without a shirt a million times, why does it matter now?”
“You’re right. It doesn’t. It’s no big deal.”
You gathered all the restraint you had in you and turned around, avoiding looking at him all together and started aggressively rubbing your dripping hair with a towel.
Yunho’s eyes didn't leave you for minutes on end. You could feel his gaze burning a hole in you, but you decided to pretend like you didn’t notice. He looked like he wanted to say something, but decided against it at the end. He went in the bathroom, shutting the door behind him, and turning the shower on without saying a word.
You finished drying off. Since the initial plan was to spend the night at your parent’s, you had brought an oversized t-shirt to sleep in. No shorts though, you didn’t expect you’d have company. You sighed and put the t-shirt on. You slid underneath the covers, quickly covering your exposed legs when you heard the bathroom door open. You laid with your back to Yunho as he was getting dressed. Your heart started beating annoyingly fast when you felt the bed dip behind you with Yunho’s weight. You haven’t slept in the same bed since you were kids and would have sleepovers. Still, you knew this shouldn’t affect you at all. He’s only your friend. Your platonic friend who shouldn’t make your heart race like this.
“Talk to me, y/n, you know you can tell me anything. I’ve known you my whole life. I know something’s up,” Yunho spoke softly.
The bed was so narrow that you could feel his hot breath on the back of your neck. It sent electricity down to every nerve meding in your body.
You were going back and forth in your head about all the different scenarios that could play out based on how you choose to act. At the end you decided to be honest.
You turned on your back. You didn’t have the courage to look at him but also didn;t want to say this with your back to him.
“I.. I felt something tonight, ” you spoke quietly but you were sure he could hear you because of how close you were.
You felt him stiffen. He knew exactly what you wanted to say.
“W-what do you mean,” he asked sheepishly
“You know perfectly well what I mean, Yunho. And no, I don’t know why, ok? I know I shouldn’t, you’re my best friend and the last thing I want to do is ever lose you. It’s just .. I feel so damn attracted to you right now that I’m having a hard time keeping even this small distance between us, “ You were out of breath. You shut your eyes and felt tears burning the back of your eyelids. Partly from embarrassment, partly from fear about what might happen to your friendship after this night.
“Look at me ”
You shook your head, trying to hold back the tears. You felt Yunho’s touch on your cheek, turning you to face him. You opened your eyes and looked at him through tears.
His gaze was darker than usual but still soft and comforting as usual. Your eyes fell to his soft lips and you swore you could feel actual physical pain.
“You have no idea how beautiful you are, if only you could see yourself through my eyes. Sometimes I curse the day we became friends, because maybe if we didn’t, we could be so much more.”
You’re not sure what you were expecting exactly, but it wasn’t this. Before you had any time to process what was happening, Yunho was pulling you in for a kiss.
His lips were even softer than you ever could’ve imagined. They moved slowly against yours. He was being cautious at first, but once he felt you responding to his touch, he became hungrier for more. He bit down on your bottom lip lightly and you parted your lips, allowing him to slip his tongue in. You tangled your fingers in his hair, trying to feel as much of him as possible. You thought you’d feel like you’re doing something wrong, but every second of this felt so right to you.
Yunho was pulling you closer to his body, trying to erase even the smallest space between the two of you. His hands were roaming your body, from your neck, down to your back, as if trying to memorize every little curve and shape.
He broke the kiss for a moment to hover over you, caging you between his arms. He looked you dead in the eyes.
“Are you sure you want this, “ he asked expectantly
“Yes, I need to feel you”
You hadn’t even finished the sentence before his lips were coming down on yours again. This time even more passionately. He started kissing down your jaw and neck, sucking just above your collarbone, surely leaving a mark. You couldn’t help but let out small whimpers. Yunho’s hand trailed down your body and went to your thigh. He caressed it and started sliding his hand up and under your oversized shirt which fell just above your knees. He was scrunching the material up until he reached the band of your underwear. You were embarrassingly wet already just from anticipation.
He placed his fingers over your clothed pussy and started rubbing light circles. Your breathing immediately became more shallow. Yunho leaned in to kiss you again, this time more lovingly, while he pushed your panties to the side and ran his finger up and down your slit, collecting your wetness, before pushing it inside you. You moaned against his lips and your hands went to his shoulders, squeezing harshly. You’ve always admired his hands, his long fingers, but never imagined how good they’d feel inside you. He added another finger in you, stretching you gently. You broke the kiss because you felt like if you didn’t you’d pass out from lack of air. Your body was already glistening with a layer of sweat as you felt a knot forming in your stomach, becoming closer to snapping with every pump of Yunho’s fingers.
Your nails were digging into the skin on Yunho’s shoulder, probably leaving little marks.
“Yunho, I’m gonna cum if you keep doing this”
He smirked, looking strangely angelic, given the current situation, and pulled his hand away from you.
He took his shirt off, throwing it somewhere in the corner. His sweatpants followed. You couldn’t take your eyes off how beautiful his body looked. He slid your t-shirt up and over your head, tossing it to the pile. He roamed your body with his half-lidded lust filled eyes.
He pulled his boxers down and stroked himself a few times before aligning himself with you. He looked at you once more for confirmation and you nodded.
He slid in slowly, being careful not to hurt you. The sudden stretch was a bit overwhelming for you and he could sense that, so he gave you all the time you needed to adjust before he started moving his hips.
He was still being cautious not to hurt you. He was moving slowly but was going deep inside you. It was obvious how good of a dancer he is.
You were quietly moaning his name and he leaned closer, resting his head in the crook of your neck as if just to listen to his name falling from your lips like a prayer.
You’ve been fucked before but you never knew what making love felt like. In that moment, Yunho showed you exactly what it felt like. You never wanted the night to end. It’s like all of your senses were drowning in him.
“I love you so much, “ he whispered in your ear before nibbling on your earlobe.
You often said those words to each other, but never like this.
His breath in your ear is what pushed you over the edge, the knot in your stomach finally snapping. You spasmed around him, making him meet his end too.
You threw your head back, arching against him, as a wave of pleasure washed over you. He was saying your name over and over until it lost all meaning.
You rode out your highs before he collapsed next to you. Breathing heavily. You wanted to say something but had no idea if words even existed. So you just fell asleep in his arms while listening to the raindrops hitting the window quietly.
Heya. Lately, I’ve been getting quite a lot of asks about where I’ve disappeared to and when I’ll start posting again. Thank you for being so patient and for sending me encouraging messages. I’ve rudely ignored everything in my inbox because I just didn’t know what to say. It’s not that I’ve lost interest in writing. I’ve just lost the will for it. To be really honest I’ve been dealing with something which I haven’t shared with anyone because I didn’t want to admit it even to myself. It’s something that’s slowly consumed my entire life in the past months.
The first time I came face to face with my ed was in 2012. It took me over a year to overcome it and it was one of the hardest things I had to do. After that, I told myself I would never ever let it get me again. I never really listened when people said that an ed doesn’t go away fully. It just lurks like a shadow behind you, waiting for your mind to weaken so that it can quietly grasp its fingers around your throat once more. Somewhere in the second half of 2019 I realized I had relapsed. I’m not going to go into details because I don’t want to possibly trigger anyone further and I don’t want to seek pity. I just read somewhere that if we share our goal with someone, we’ll feel a bigger responsibility to reach it. Also, it’s easier to share something with a stranger than with a friend, at least for me.
So that’s why I’m doing this. I’m declaring here and now that I will overcome it a second time. And I will work harder to stay a few steps ahead of the shadow for the future. For now, I’m setting march 1st as my primary goal to get at least a little bit better, a little bit healthier. In the meantime, I guess I’m finally announcing a long overdue hiatus but I’ll still read all your messages and try to reply. Thank you again to everyone who reached out to ask if I’m ok. I hope you all are reaching your own goals and wining your own battles just as I am. Also if anyone is going through a similar struggle, or any struggle at all, and wants to chat- feel free to message me. Thank you. Bye~
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