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I am the keeper

Or so I say.

Bake(d) all night

I sleep all day.

I am the keeper

Of choice.

Alone

I have the voice.

My keeper

Tends to collapse.

No longer a thoroughfare

My synapse(').

They say.

Knowledge is power,

money and prestige.

Really all you do is pay,

Under constant siege.

You're baited with the flowers.

All it is is greed,

you work hard and travel far,

hoping they will plant the seed.

It's an empty promise,

it's really all on you.

Bite the bullet.

Grab the knife.

Take control over your own life.

They say.

The road is hard.

The one less travelled by.

"All it takes is a little work",

I feel it's just a lie.

#poetry #knowledge #power #money #pretige #life #school

"I" to "WE"

"I" to "We"

Some have said,

they could always see.

I remember the feeling,

it's funny how pain can feel so good.

From kneeling in prayer,

to kneeling in worship,

It rarely feels how it "should".

We all know things change,

that's what got us here.

You have ideas they come and go.

So strong and enveloping,

always developing.

Changing as you we grow.

#poetry #feeling #love #relationship

Love.

Is there not a more articulate unseasoned word?

Words

You're beautiful.

Body, mind, spirit.

When you roll your eyes.

And think i'm crazy.

I shake my head.

And think you're blind.

distance

I miss you so much.

So much it hurts in a way.

So much I wake up whiny.

I just want to swing my arms like a monkey.

It's nearly unbearable.

The little big things.

Trust.

Lying is the worst thing in the world. It cuts me to the core. I need to get over this because it's not worth what there is but how do I fix this in my own head and emotions? It takes everything I've thought I have come to a head with and shatters it and puts me right back to square one questioning everything. I need you to never do that again. No matter how bad the truth is it's always better than a lie.

Write Drunk. Edit Sober.

just had a huge conversation with my mom about you again. i’m so lucky to have you in my life. i never take it for granted. i don’t have any problem talking to you about any anxieties or issues about anything. i’ve never had better, more adventurous, enjoyable sex in my life. whenever we’re together I just want to hold you. that’s what puts me at ease. you colour every thought, every moment of my day.

Sunny Blue Sky

Happy

That I'm here.

That I'm alive.

For conversation.

Conflict & Resolution.

Motivation

It's dodging me.

I can see it, smell it, hear it,

Yet I can't touch it.

It's the knowledge of the need,

known deeds.

Frustration at it's finest.

Here I am. Alone. Watching 500 Days of Summer. Giving in to procrastination's inspiration sucking call. It seems no matter how hard I try my mind can't fill itself with anything else. It's all houses, and jobs, and the future. It's nearly the same as before except the "I" has become "We". Will it be the rock or the sea? East or West. Coffee or tea. Nothing less. You and/or me? It's a warm electric shock on sight. The same feeling that embodies home. Now I know I can go anywhere. Because now. That feeling stays. And I hope it never leaves.

Sappy.

I want to blend worlds with you,

A small yet luxurious home.

An amazing sound system,

dance around,

between checking the stove,

and kissing you deeply.

I don't want to be naive,

but I wear my hear on my sleeve.

When I think of what I want,

with life, and all that goes with it.

I know you,

although sometimes you don't,

and sometimes I don't know me.

But I know you're the best that I can be.

It's the fact that i'm worlds away,

you're on your own adventure.

And so am I.

That is where,

The truth, and I think the end,

lie.

That I think of you,

and you think of I.

We both can't wait until when our worlds collide.

#writing #together #sappy #want #future

Is this it?

Could this be it?

Girl

Graduate

Camp

Girl + Theatre

Banff with Bob

If this all works that would be amazing.

Full glass. Happy man. Keep it going, work hard.

Thoughts

I feel like a glass half full. I’m great, life is great. I just can’t help feeling how it would be exponentially more amazing with her. Wouldn’t matter where, as long as she was with me and happy.

^

... all reminders of a thoughtful yesterday.

The one word I have come to both love and hate, hope.

Hope for the best, expect the worst.

Yet again it's all perspective.

Right now i'm hoping.

Here's hoping.

Well it's funny really. I knew this would happen...

Meeting with a certain prof.

Too many beers.

2 Show Day.

Meeting at 3.

It's 7.

Epiphanies galore!

I can't wait for XMAS, she's amazing.

Even if that doesn't work out, life's amazing.

I'm white, middle class, every moment of my life is amazing.

I can't imagine the shit half the world is going through.

Life. Perception. Understanding. Vocabulary. Language. Love

Life.

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