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Hey it's Rehma, yes just Reh-ma I sleep, I eat , I write, and other bunch of stuff as eating all the peanut butter , wander off too much , make insides jokes and all. I am pretty much human at the end.

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Now that I am Older...

Now that I am Older…

  Where unsurity was an adventure, the idea of people being uncertain awakened us to do whatever you want. Whatever you can be. Like walking in the streets of unknown but you were sure you know what you get, you might aswell embrace it.

Now flash forward, today, where we don’t have time for  new friends, except work being the best friend, emotions don’t matter anymore because logic won. The…

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CLAIM

Claim your misfortunes, mistakes, claim your difficulties. Such things we call depression and anxiety is not a trend that one day you are following as a hashtag but instead claim your depression, your anxiety. Claim it all. We belong in a system where following a trend is far more important than our feelings, where feelings are barriers after barriers. Instead, open up to your existence. The…

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What to expect when someone dies

What to expect when someone dies

Grieving is hard, it isn’t possible to be sane because when you go home after 10 hours of work because focusing on work keeps you concentrating on work help you distracted. All the frustration goes to your work is harsh energy, giving 100% wouldn’t be enough. So you bring 200% is the necessity. You lose your energy when you go home. You go home with the what if and you get lost in an ocean. You…

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Kadija the WonderWomen

When I read the buzzfeed article back at 2016 about Brock Allen Turner, I absolutely hated him. The things he did to the victim, killed me inside to rape someone so badly and leaving them as if the victim won’t ever wake up. I was outraged and angry so angry, and question our gender issue. It frightens me to see men like Brock Allen Turner, with privillage, was given option while reading the…

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Failing is the most alright thing. It is most blissful time when numbness comes over and you just accept you failed and it’s the most calm moment when you learn to accept it and once you do it. Between high time of anxiousness of denial, you learn to admit your problem and learn to move on. But then you tell people and they remind you f*cked up and the circle moves on.       #Unscripted

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Hiding under the bed, what do you see? I rather imagine myself a solace world where I am just running, I run fast and faster almost like the trees feels like air passing by, I look for peace in that imagination. Running to my own home that I built myself. The home maybe damage broken into peices but still home is a home. I was 8 I use to think that. Now I am constantly running but it is another…

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For your Entertainment

For your entertainment, World was just a chess game, moving one piece by piece to kill others. For your Entertainment, Joke started on you and Joke ended with you. For your Entertainment, The toxicity you had impulsed others to play part of villain where you became a hero who runs. For your Entertainment, The future of your relies on others that you do anything to kill other dreams,\ For your…

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Greenside

What’s wrong? It seems like you are changing, is it something disturbing you? Is it your family, friend or something more personal?. Why Yes, it was personal. It seemed to me the most personal person was me and I can’t find her, she is there somewhere. She is confused , betrayed but she is still standing strong. She saw people around her but she is surrounded by blank faces who don’t know what to…

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Home Away from Home

Home Away from Home

This is most likely a reference to my future self. I just realized that I exist in the world where it is okay to be selfish but the idea never settled until this year where all these things I do , I do it for my own and tried to rely on that single comfort zone. To come out that little bubble that everything could go all the way right or exact opposite. I learn that it always is good till the…

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For the Girl who was all over the place

For the Girl who was all over the place

Dear You, This message is for you , kindly get your act together. Apparently people are watching and they wouldn’t stop until you can be one thing, focus on one thing, having a multi- talented skill will probably will cause you a dangerous lessons in your life. Experience matter but from different mayhem will be not appreciated. We recommend  you to act dumb because pretty looks good on dumb,…

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Doing wrong

How can we go back to the beginning? Well that’s answer you can never get back to. The future you were beginning to be sure. The road which started to opened up for a little while to stranded freed road with the destination of being a runaway, it was leading to some place where sanity and insanity collapsed all together creating a mythical way to be happy not being sure how you got there. Where…

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GHOST OF PAST

It was a moment when everything fells apart, the bit and pieces that decide your life worth standing for , screwed up. I think it is exact moment where the last sob is in need of breathe, as if you realize that you are a living being breathing oxygen and in need to get all that carbon dioxide with screws up to leave you and you finally understand, you are alone , struggling to be okay. The…

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Every Step We Might..

something that was meant to write about it. https://rehmaaziz.wordpress.com/2016/06/02/every-step-we-might

  This world is considered as a mystery ,(Okay… to be honest I was despising talking about this, I hate to be whiny weirdo , ironic right but it something wouldn’t just get out of my head so yeah if you like to read my stuff I appreciate it and needs to be written down and read , thanks for being stuck for with this blog whoever or wherever you are. I Truly Appreciate you.) It has alot of…

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PLUTO, CHASING CARS AND CHARLIE BROWN

PLUTO, CHASING CARS AND CHARLIE BROWN

Living in today, damn it feel good feel emotions on our sleeves, we maybe get scared of saying words but expressing it is an easiest thing we’ll ever do. I am not sure how people won’t be willing speak with their mouth but yeah when typing or showing in a visual (animation, film, cartoon or quote) , it’s one of the bravest thing we do in everyday in our life we interact, we let our emotion free…

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Standing Tall with Scars and All

I have been blogging for a year and it's saddening that it's be revolving into bad circumstance but I am able to speak about it and this difference matters to me.

I have realize , it’s been almost a year since I started Blogging on rehmaaziz.wordpress.com, this blog brought so many things in my life. I may not have much comments or likes as many I will expect and it’s alright I have grown brighter and stronger , resourceful and yes alot more open-minded, I realized having a voice matter , it doesn’t matter what tone or what gesture it being said. If…

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THE ART OF NOT LETTING THINGS GET TO YOU

The Art of not letting things get to you. Give it a Read! Thanks. :) via @RehmaAziz

Hey, Guys How are you doing? No really how are you doing? How’s everything? Well , this post was late delay. Kinda went to hibernation slash meaning to do something different mode. It happens to everyone I think, So lately I am blogging about music, its nerve wrecking and good in the same time, like you’re writing about others fate, sure I am making mistakes once a while or more than that. I…

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The Musician Crowd

Hey Guys, So I am starting a new Blogging Project * insert over eager excited feelings * based on band artists, singers and songwriters across the world. That’s right, I have been planning this for a time, I will introducing new forth coming musicians of various genres ,  who are up coming to be great blessing in your music playlist and industry. Artists who you want to be talking about them with…

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