Flicking through the student handbook.
Teacher-student relations are strictly forbidden and will result in expulsion of both the student and teacher!
…Remus.
What is it, Jem? Is there something wrong?
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Flicking through the student handbook.
Teacher-student relations are strictly forbidden and will result in expulsion of both the student and teacher!
…Remus.
What is it, Jem? Is there something wrong?
bequietyounerd
A dove stops by to deliver two roses, red and white, intertwined! What a cute gift, perhaps it is from someone you know? Upon further examination, you might find a small card.
The little card included reads;
To: Remus Lupin From: Jem Carstairs
"Jem, you softy."
Seven is a nice number.
Please Don’t Say You Love Me (i mean please say it)
♥ Please Don’t Say You Love Me: ‘Cause I might not say it back! Write a drabble about our muses saying - or avoiding saying - those 3 little words to each other.
Remus is terrified of those three words - and Armin knows it. He knows it’s something to do with his disease. He knows it’s something stupid and self-loathing about not wanting to spread what he clearly considers to be his own personal plague and it frustrates Armin. But Armin is nothing if not level-headed when it comes to things like this, and he’s patient with the older boy, for no reason other than he cares about him.
Remus runs away sometimes. Avoids conversations that make him uncomfortable rather than confronting them. To this, Armin also has patience.
Remus will have days where he can’t even stand to be around him and Jem; reminded starkly that the pair of them can have something that he can never have with either of them. Asexuality is a godsend, in that case, but Remus still knows. He still knows that for them, there is the potential to go further, should primitive inclination strike either of them unawares. For him, primitive inclination has to be suppressed. For this, Armin’s patience spans further and he’s there to tell Remus he’s being silly.
Armin’s patience is what drives Remus to storm up to him during one of his explosive, but albeit rare, bursts of wolf-like temper tantrums, and smash his lips against the blonde’s, holding them there with a fierce intensity that says 'I love you' with nothing but heat, wetness and silence.
☁ toshi valentine’s sunday !
Inbox any of these!
♥ Hey Sweetheart: Is that your new car? Why don’t you drive it off of a cliff? Write about all the things your muse thinks about doing to mine when they’re really angry!
♥ The Lipstick On His Collar: It never seems to match mine… Has your muse ever been unfaithful? Or perhaps someone has cheated on them? Tell us about your muse’s failed relationships!
♥ Lilo: Do I annoy you? Do I offend you with my words? Tell us honestly how your muse feels about mine.
♥ Secret Crush: Does your muse have a secret crush they can’t share? Or perhaps everyone knows anyway? Tell us why they like them so much.
♥ Can You Feel The Love Tonight: Write about our muses staying home together and having a romantic dinner date. Maybe something good will happen?
♥ Please Don’t Say You Love Me: ‘Cause I might not say it back! Write a drabble about our muses saying - or avoiding saying - those 3 little words to each other.
♥ Samson: And the history books forgot about us. Write a drabble about your muse dying in my muse’s arms, or vice versa.
♥ Cassette Tape: My good friends know that I’ve never tried a boysenberry. Write a drabble about our muses getting to know each other better!
♥ Love Song: You are suddenly filled with the urges to write love songs/poems for everyone (even if they didn’t ask for it). Declare your love in pure poetry to the next 3 people you encounter!
♥ I Won’t Say (I’m In Love): At least out loud, I won’t say it… Your muse is now incredibly tsundere for the next 4 hours.
♥ Fools: What if we ruin it all and love like fools? My muse is hopelessly in love with [anon decides] for the next day.
♥ Heartbreak Hotel: Please tell your crush/beloved one that you love them, even if they know already! Your heart will feel heavy and broken until you confess.
♥ All About You: Request a Valentine’s related doodle! (Strike this through if you’re not accepting them!)
♥ I Wouldn’t Mind: Free drabble/headcanon/m!a
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a runaway tin can | open
This was…the strangest thing that had occurred in E’s short life. And for a teenager who had become something akin to a walking tin can, “strange” was something that rarely fazed him. Yet this brought enough of a reaction to bring him into actual thought. A city unlike the one he had been in just moments before passing out, wasn’t this like something out of a fairy tale?
Then again, he thinks, the simple fact that he’s still alive is enough of a surprise for E. After all, on that moment he should have…he should have-!
Oh well. To overthink it would only give him a headache- something that he would rather not have. Whether he died didn’t matter; he didn’t matter in the first place. He was nothing more than-
"Aah…" Having been deep in his thoughts, E hadn’t paid attention to his steps until something- no, someone, had bumped into him. Or had he bumped into them? Did it matter? But now what was he supposed to say? Mouth open in an attempt to speak, he tried to form some sort of apology, but all of his words were stuck in the back of his throat, rendering him speechless.
How pathetic of him.
It wasn't entirely E's fault that they collided. Remus, too, had been focusing more thoroughly on the book in his hands than he had been on where he'd been walking. As such, the collision had been more than inevitable. But it felt... odd. As he crashed into the young lad, the scarred up boy realised it was rather like walking head-long into a metal wall than it was a living, breathing person. Maybe this kid was wearing a chainmail vest, or something.
Regardless, the freckly bastard was quick to compose himself, making a mad grab for his book before the momentum of walking into another person knocked it from his grip, and uttering a stammered apology.
"Oh! I'm so sorry. I wasn't looking at my feet."
Eternally clumsy. Get your act together, Lupin, he mused, irritably, to himself, as the amber eyes flickered over the stranger in front of him, making sure their collision had not done the lad any damage. It did not appear to have, which was a relief, but Remus could feel an unreasonable degree of nervousness eminating from the stranger. He gave what he hoped was a reassuring smile.
"... It's all right, you know. It was my fault."
Unexpected Help [Jem, Remus]
Armin always spent his free time in the library. Even if he had just one hour to spare, he’d always be found there. Since he was a young child, he’d been reading. His parents had taught them, before their accident. After his parents’ death, he had lived with his Grandfather, who had merely continued to inspire the child. Armin continued to read throughout his childhood, despite often being bullied for it.
The boy sighs, he’d been trying to find a particular book for half an hour, and the librarian hadn’t been much help to him. Stood on his tiptoes, Armin searches the shelves out of his reach for the book. Finally, the white text against the black background catches his eye.
A group of University students pass by, their brightly coloured hair looking strange amongst the darker colours of the library. Armin looks up at the taller people, contemplating asking one of them to get the book down for him. A couple look down at him, curiosity written clearly on their features.
Deciding against talking to strangers, he looks back up at the book. He could reach it, if he stretched, surely? The small blond puffs out his cheeks as he reaches for the book, just slightly out of reach.
Jem, who was still not enrolled in school despite his struggles to change that fact, had been eternally grateful to Remus for granting him permission to join his study group for an afternoon. It had been, indeed, surprisingly studious; he had been expecting less work than they’d got done, even though Jem was winging it, since he knew next to nothing about animal anatomy. Especially not at university level. But his joints had been itching for knowledge, to learn something new rather than stagnating alone in the library.
They’d just been on their way out (they’d been incredibly courteous to Jem, too, walking slowly so the crutch-waylaid teen could keep up) when Jem’s silvery head had spun at the sound of the sound of grunts, and saw a blonde teen reaching desperately for a book. Touching Remus’s hand, he holds up a hand in farewell to the retreating study group and raises his eyes to the bowlcut boy.
“Would you… like a hand?” he says mildly, smiling. He’d offer to help himself, but he doubts he’d be able to get the book one-handed. As such, he nudges Remus with his bony elbow, as if to say ‘I’ve volunteered you for this one’.
Having Jem in his study group had been more distracting that Remus had intended it to be. His presence had drawn Remus' attention more than once; he had a strange way of moving and talking that was almost poetic and it had Remus constantly on the edge of his seat, waiting until the next time Jem uttered a word would be. It was embarrassing, if nothing else. He felt like a school girl with some petty crush, and that bothered him, to an extent. Regardless, he was a dedicated student and, as such, had forced himself to focus on what the other students in his study group had to say.
They had been very accommodating of Jem, he'd been pleased to see. He had expected them to question why a lad, a few years younger than them who wasn't even interested in studying Veterinary Medicine, had joined them out of the blue, but instead they had very much enjoyed his company, bouncing questions and theories off of him as much as each other.
It had settled Remus' mind, at least.
When they'd finally finished off all of their anatomy diagrams and physiology questions, he and Jem had bade farewell to his friends, and had been about to make their own way out - at Jem's pace, of course - when the silver-haired man became drawn to another stranger. Younger, even, than Jem himself. Remus' eyebrow gave a slight flick upward in surprise as he saw the lad struggling, and followed his friend over to him, watching for a short while.
He seemed to be struggling with reaching a book - which wasn't surprising. The library shelves were far too high; even Remus struggled sometimes, and Remus was more or less average height for a boy his age, if a tad on the short side. He was taller than Jem, though, and as such wasn't surprised when he was nudged into helping.
"Here."
Wandering over, the bandaged boy stood on his tiptoes to swiftly retrieve the book; some sort of Atlas. He'd never really been phased by, nor interested in, Geography, but nonetheless, he was pleased to help anyone who appeared to be a self-identified bookworm.
caffeine [ jem ];
It had been rather a busy day for Jem; he’d been in a meeting with the school about his upcoming enrollment, which had been altogether stressful; he was glad it was over. He’d been meant to start the school in late January, but he’d been hospitalised for a week with a particularly vicious attack the day before he was meant to start.
He was— fine, now, but it had thrown off his plans, and left everyone at a loss for what to do next. The first thing he did after being discharged was to reschedule his entrance meeting, and the school had complied; still, he felt as if they were nervous about admitting him, given his volatile condition and the visible signs of his illness and his medicine. Jian realised that he was something of a liability as he was. He just genuinely wanted to learn, to make the most of the time he had, no matter the exact number of beats his heart could yet sustain.
He’d taken a slight detour to the coffee shop he’d come to on his first day in Toshi on the way home, seeking something warm to drink on the bitter February day. He felt pretty good, and it was always nice to be eating or drinking something that wouldn’t be related to his reliance on the drug. Maybe some hot chocolate! He adored hot chocolate. He ordered the drink at the counter with a gentle smile before he’d looked around for a place to sit, though.
It was… not looking good. He supposed he could push people out of the way with his crutch if needs came to that, but… Finally, he caught sight of a seat at a two-seater table; the other occupant of the table looked to be in his late teens or early twenties, looking thoroughly tired and a little annoyed at the laptop perched in front of him on the table.
“Ah, excuse me,” he said gently, making his way slowly to the chair; hot chocolate in one hand, the other guiding his crutch. “I don’t mean to disturb you, but.. would you mind if I sat here? It’s rather busy this afternoon.” He smiled, his silver lashes brushing the tops of his cheeks as he did.
Remus had been so engrossed in staring, rather blankly, at his laptop screen, that he had not noticed the other man edging towards him. Not until, at least, he was addressed by him. Jumping terribly, Remus looked around, amber eyes a little wild with surprise, before they relaxed. The gentleman who had spoken didn't seem particularly vicious, or angry, in any way, and Remus' fight-or-flight response quickly died down into quiet curiosity.
What an odd looking individual - it was almost as though all of his features had been put behind a silver filter, washing him out and making him look almost ghost-like. But certainly not Caucasian. He was what you might consider good-looking, though, Remus thought, and he found himself instantly intrigued. He was quick, therefore, to reply, once the question was posed.
"A-ah, of course! I'm sorry, I didn't see you at first."
Pulling his laptop across the table to leave the man some more room with which to place his drink, and placing a few excess books back into his messenger bag which lay on the floor next to him, he gave a rather awkward, lop-sided smile. The usual Lupin smile. His attention was drawn, a moment later, to the smell of the stranger's drink. Mm. Hot chocolate. Remus was a huge fan, although he'd gone for the mocha today, with the thought of getting his chocolate fix as well as a caffeine buzz. Thus far, it wasn't really working. Disappointingly.
"What's your name? If I can ask."
Polite, but cautiously so, Remus posed his own question. He'd began to fiddle with a loose strand of thread from the end of one of his fingerless gloves. He was vaguely aware how much of a mess he must have looked in front of the stranger. Darned clothes, fingerless gloves, bandages running up to his elbows... Damnit, Remus, why must you look so much like a homeless person? He mentally hissed to himself. He felt rather plain in the proximity of a man who seemed so naturally beautiful.
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What surprised Ratio the most was the calmness in Remus’ tone as he answered, and not his condition itself. He has seen so many things as a doctor already, that he doubted anything could ever shock him enough for it to show outwardly. Still, he assumed such a thing would weight on anyone’s shoulders.
"I see." Was the physician’s first response before he lifted a hand, rubbing his chin in a thoughtful manner as his uncovered eye runned the other’s figure up and down. Analyzing someone’s body health right away had always been one of his strong points as a doctor.
"Hn. As the virus affects severely your immune system, you are more prone to getting sick than other people. There might be, of course, other reasons. Have you been going through any kind of stress?"
"No more so than what is usual for me; I'm currently in higher education and two part-time jobs. But I feel fine, really," As fine as he ever did, considering his condition. He had good days and bad days, as anyone chronically ill did. Regardless; his happily cynical mindset did wonders to keep him strong.
Remus seemed a little relieved; it was nice to speaking with a medical professional, given it had been one of a handful of things to be weighing heavily on his conscience since he'd moved to the city. It was nice to have it sorted, and he crossed it off his mental list of things 'to-do'.
"Whereabouts is your practice, Doctor? For future reference, you know?"
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Ratio made sure to not put much strength in their handshake for, well, certain reasons. Hurting a possible patient by accident wouldn’t give him a good impression, would it? Adjusting his black gloves after letting go of Remus’ hand, he waved negatively in a nonchalant way.
"There’s nothing to thank me for." It’s a shame that he’s been caught unprepared and his tablet was nowhere to be seen. Managing a pencil was, unfortunately, a hard task for the navy-haired man… So he would have to rely on his memory.
"May I ask what is wrong, though? As in, your situation?"
Remus simply smiled, idly, in response to the denied thanks. It was polite, he thought, to thank a doctor for their service. Too many people were lapse in doing so and it was, he felt, entirely unfair. Given their role and input to society. It was nice to give something back, even if it was just a muttered acknowledgement or thanks.
"Oh, let's see," a soft laugh given as the gold eyes cast skyward, in mock-contemplation, "Chronic headaches, insomnia, terrible allergies... Oh, yes. I'm also HIV positive. That would be the doozy."
At least he was light-hearted about it.
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Ah, another person that needed a doctor. With another polite nod, Ratio offered a hand for a handshake. “Of course. First of all, my name is Ratio. Yours?”
Remus took the hand firmly with his own, giving it a slight shake, before releasing it in favour of returning btoh hands to their former positions. One hung loosely at his side, while the other scratching idly at one of the bandages lining his arms.
"Remus; thank you for taking the time to help me."
Ratio? That was a peculiar name. Strangely elegant, though.
"I... hear you're a Doctor?"
"That’s right." A nod. "What can I help you with?"
"I just moved to the city, and I need to switch doctors. Would speaking with you enable me to do that?"
caffeine [ jem ];
For a man with chronic illness, holding down a part-time job whilst attending University, and trying to get a job at the library, and trying to write a book, all at the same time... it was rather easy to become worn out. Which was exactly what Remus was, presently. It showed in his face. Not that it didn't always; he had one of those faces which looked permanently exhausted, which wasn't entirely false. He spent far too much of his time feeling tired, but he was inherently a hard worker. And the prospect of dropping any of his undertaken tasks was simply out of the question.
Caffeine was something of a godsend, in such circumstances. He wasn't strictly supposed to take it with his medication, but given it had never done him any damage in the past, and the level of caffeine in a mocha was so low, he found himself frankly, my dear, not giving a damn. He had his laptop open in front of him, but he was struggling to take in any of the text on the Word document he had open. He so rarely had time to work on his book, between assignments for the University and marking papers for the school, but today he'd had a free hour, and he intended to make full use of it. Except... fate was never quite on Remus' side.
He'd hit a phenomenal writer's block.
Staring blankly at the screen, he brought his mocha up to his lips to sip it, idly. It didn't help that the coffee shop was beginning to become busy and noisy, with the daily influx of workers on their lunch-breaks stopping by for precisely the same reason Remus had; to refuel, and focus on something other than work. It was necessary, he thought, to have this time. He pushed himself far too hard, but he was not so stupid as to never allow himself wind-down time. It was just a pity that his mind was refusing to cooperate. He'd re-written the last sentence fourteen times.
Sighing heavily, be pinched the bridge of his nose, squeezing between his eyes and closing them. Scratching idly at one of the bandages that covered the rashes on his lower arms. He was only vaguely aware that the seat opposite his, at his little two-person table, was now one of the only vacant seats in the small, stuffy cafe.
WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
"Chocolate, naturally. And the library; my usual haunt."