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i didn’t know how to describe the feeling i felt i just knew i was feeling it

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i wish it was easy to love me

i fear i will never be good enough

to yearn is to learn what it means to be second place

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had the best most aesthetic quote to say that i thought up earlier and now i can’t remember

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fourteen2eightteen

although i’m leaving soon i feel as i did when i was fourteen, frantic, horny, all over the place. i can feel my brain, my face rewiring another reminder that i am no longer a child

i am mature i am tall i am different but the same. such an interesting and confusing point of my life i have done so much yet nothing at all i am missing out

where do i belong what does it mean to belong is there a place where i belong

whenever i age “greatly” i shed. part of myself and my surroundings. i entered high school with no one i left with no one im entering college

my life reflects itself all the time and i’m worried im just a bunch of mirrors facing each other

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honeysucklelips

The Moth and the Lake

all my life i was made to believe that i was special

that i was great and give greatness to the world

but what if the world doesn’t want my greatness

am i meant to conceal or just be the only person who’s able to acknowledge my greatness

i felt like that until you interrupted my lake

my always still waters suddenly had ripples that i couldn’t ignore

you made it seem graceful and fun

how i wanted to be like you

i imagine you never felt the need to conceal for your shine was like the brightest lamp

people gather like moths to witness your glow and for a while i followed

until i realized that you too were a moth who had gained abilities of a lightning bug

there were holes in your life your personality and our relationship

only you only knew how to burn holes not mend them

i tried to mend them for you but i wasn’t meant to be your seamstress

you couldn’t stop burning holes and it melted my skin when i got close to mending one

then suddenly i realized that i had the same charred holes on me

i cried when i realized touching myself and feeling the holes crumble off

my waters rushed rapidly as if a child was doing laps and couldn’t hear their coach blowing the whistle to stop

i spent hours alone reflecting and dejecting your ideals until suddenly i was still again

empty but calm

left again as if you were never there

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what if no one wants to know me

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i miss my friend i wish she missed me too

i think i just want someone to fall in love with me so hard that it hurts and their thoughts are plagued with me but they’re never saddened by this because they know id feel the same.

📸 creds: pinterest ⭐️

This compilation is inspired by how i feel like my life looks like right now, at least in my head. I’d like to think that now people are starting to see that I’m this cool :)!!