maria thinks she’s a fantastic tour guide.
( she’s not. ) she’s straightforward, she doesn’t care for the mindless bullshit details regarding the facility, and her information is accurate. sure, maybe explaining a little bit more on what’s happening around might’ve helped the guy assimilated much better with the surrounding, but it’s tough love, you know ? ( it’s not. ) and curiosity is good. let the guy explore later on. he’ll know where’s where in no time.
see - an amazing tour guide. coulson would’ve given her an award. maybe a pat on the back. the whole shabam.
regardless, maria moves forward. the entrance spills open, and whatever office-like environment they’re in slowly morphs into a more acceptable living area. couches and shelves of book with the kitchenette. the bowl is just like the way maria remembers vision would’ve left it. every colour of the rainbow in one place. it’s - whatever. she snaps her eyes as they go over the doors. ‘ everybody who hasn’t been in direct contact with stark’s technology says that. over here. this should be your room. ’
they stand in front. maria voices out: ‘ hey FRIDAY. can we check xu shangqi in ? ’
[ sure, commander hill. welcome xu shanqi. please stand still so we can scan your facial recognition and officially put it in our database for future access. ] FRIDAY voices out, almost script-like, if not for the nearly casual drawl to her tone. maria tries not to think about the brilliance of tony stark, about how sometimes pepper sees it in their daughter the more she grows and how she’d wanted to tell it to maria, just because it was something that friends do. they tell each other these things.
thinking about morgan stark does nothing but make whatever hole in her stomach grow, though. she knows, logically, that the kid doesn’t put the blame on anyone. but guilt is a persistent son of a bitch. it doesn’t care if anyone knows; just that the owner doesn’t forget.
‘ this is mostly so that no one trespasses your area unless you’ve given them permission to. the moment they know it isn’t you— ’ maria steps in front, and tries on the knob. immediately, there’s a lock on it that hinders any entrance. the sound goes : thud. prominent and promising. maria lets go. she steps back. ‘ but if it is you… ’ her chin juts out, a beckoning, for him to give it a try.
the penthouse is quiet. then again, it hasn’t seen a regular occupant since before the battle at the airport. now it’s nothing but a fancy place to sometimes house banner whenever he’s in town. she knows he’s only ever goes here when he’s really tired, though. otherwise, even the lab would’ve looked more welcoming.
‘ so. not to cut the joy ride short, xu, but — i’d like to ask a few things about the ten rings. not the devices you’re wielding. i’ll leave that to wong — for now. but your father’s organisation. you might want to sit down. ’
It all feels far too foreign, the more he thinks about it. Yeah, he’s seen the Avengers, he’s seen superheroes and villains and things that shouldn’t exist but do, and sure, he now possesses the power of magical, ancient rings that no one knows things about, but he’s not as confident as the energy he exudes is. The uncertainty still rests there, uncomfortable and heavy in his chest as he stares ahead at a winding road of a path that’s untraveled and for him and only him. No longer is he a kid driving vehicles all day for rich people, but he’s become somewhat of a hero, and a fighting icon of some sort, neither of which he’s wanted to ask for.
He’s always wanted normal. A normal life. His parents, his family. No killing, no armies, no magical demons sucking souls. It’s now impossible to have it, and he has a feeling that the longer he tries to live these two parts of his life separately, the more he’ll struggle with his future. Maybe both are mixing together as is, lines blurring as he’s dragged Katy into this part of his life, but she’s not a trained assassin. Her choice or not, he’s not excited for the losses he’s sure to have to come to terms with as time moves forward.
This is fun, he thinks to himself, and it’s just a joke at this point. There’s no convincing him. It’s terrifying is what it is, but he forces his brain to think more...well, positive thoughts. “Okay,” he breathes out, and he stands there, still enough to be mistaken for a statue, as a wave of blue light washes over him. When it’s over, he does go for the doorknob, and with a twist, it opens up.
And it is nice, and much bigger than anything he’s lived in for the last ten years of his life, but if he’s being frank, it still feels wrong. ShangQi doesn’t voice this, because it has nothing to do with her, or this place, as much as it is about his own inner emotions and thoughts that are more than just a jumbled mess. “Oh, uh, yeah, sure I guess.” He doesn’t know anything about it from recent years, but he’ll go along with it anyway. They’re the good guys. That’s how it works, you help with the good guys.
He heads toward the closest seat, a couch that feels more expensive than anything he’s ever laid his hands on in his entire life. “I might not know everything. I was gone from...it all for a while.”