Ren.exe

i either vent or draw there is no in between

[renstayssilly]

Hi im ren

i originally started in a different blog but i wanted to try drawing again so aaaaa im now an art blog ✌️

i didnt know what image to put at the bottom so i drew a quick doodle of myself-

[renstayssilly]

guys

i disabled my main account 🎉

side note, funny thing i saw right after i finished disabling everything

i saw this and thought it was amazing timing

context! it was just a video of me doing singing practice for fun lol

[renstayssilly]

just wanted to draw something for fun so here ya go

[renstayssilly]

guys i lied

i didnt draw anything happy or wholesome for the whole time i was offline --;

i didnt draw anything at all </3

mannn...

[renstayssilly]

i want to run away from my main account

escape the fucking internet and live my life in the real world

fuck the internet fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk expectations i want to leave

[thatonesoso]

Caine is a mouth because he ate the other ai.

holy shit.

[renstayssilly]

i like to imagine in a ring master bubble au

bubble is a bubble cause he trapped the other ai

like. A bubble. Or.. bubble wrap...

idk bit of a stretch though-

[renstayssilly]

some lazy early stage caine concept drawing before he became 3d

the second one feels like an indie horror game screenshot (or ENA-)

[Congratulations!! You found a CAINE.]

[renstayssilly]

im fine with cringe

In fact i was born by it

but theres a difference between being cringe and having fun to being perfomative

like yes, its not hurting me directly. yes, youre just a kid probably younger than me and would probably grow out of it

but if i have to hear how a kid thinks theyre sooooo cool for being a "skibidi dark mango psychology 67,000 aura manipulator" and expected to go "thats nice sweetie 🙂" im actually going to lose my shit and make the kid need ground control for the next galaxy i make them land in

[renstayssilly]

im about to do a none chud move wish me luck

[renstayssilly]

zeus is really testing me.

[renstayssilly]

im about to do a none chud move wish me luck

[justarandomart]

"uh WAIT-"

[renstayssilly]

was trying to search up why i cant be emotionally expressive unless i feel a strong emotion and all that came up is "how to be less emotionally reactive"

...

why would anyone want that???

this problem is the main reason i have issues being a normal human and had lead to a lot of miscommunication from my inability to naturally appear emotive

why? would? anyone? want? that???????

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found out that theres a toilet paper brand called charmin and had this rotate in my mind a bit

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i kept seeing these blogs surrounded by the theme of loser core and i tried to put it in my tags at some point because i didnt know how to tag and i wanted people to like me (because it seemed like people liked the users behind the blogs-)

Only then did i realised that some of the people who were following those blogs were acting weird around the blog owners and romantising them.. -.-

Im not pointing fingers at the people who own the blogs or blog owners who want to be romantised, im mainly talking about how awkward it is when people flirt and lowkey pervert others just because of their styles

Ive also seen it in alt, gyaru and yandere esque blogs but i dont know if theres more-

[renstayssilly]

i feel so tired ahdkdnjkdjsk

i wanna go back to sleep but i cant

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Where the fuck are my galsses bro

Im blind right now my eyes meyes my eyes mye eys ow o wo wow ow wo w

[xviistrings]

HAPPY BDAY MY BELOVED SATOU HIROSHI!!!!!!!!! <3333 heres a big drawing of the main cast for my minor character-centric au.... yey