Reohh

Whatever I find fascinating. Yeah, I am an awesome geologist by heart, gardener by choice, and an amazing person by my experiences! Thank you and have a nice day! Do come again!

[reohh]

Moisture meter is great way to reduce over water and under water.

Pictured: Dumb Cane, ZZ plant, and Nerve plant.

[reohh]

I'm back!!

I've lost so much of myself just by being in uni which by the way didn't pay off. I fell into the pressure of going by my mum. I graduated with the world's useless degree and not the degree I wanted.

I'm pretty much back to square one, except with more regrets! I have indeed met more people, gained perspectives, and my depression has gotten worse.

I miss the old me a lot. I miss the me that used to be more quiet, more into reading books, into playing The Sims 2, and everything else. I've dropped listening to rap and all that trash music that everyone seems to be obsessed with.

I'm 100% vegan now, but my body still hates me. My body still attacks me. Sometimes, I wish food wasn't needed for survival. Some days I don't even want to eat to avoid the worse.

I'm no longer single. The guy I'm with is so much of my twin sometimes it scares me. So if we have a kid, we'll all be triplets. I really love this guy and he's everything I prayed for in a guy.

He has a beautiful soul.

I'm more obsessed with plants. I not only eat them, I've hoarded them in my personal space. They make me feel less lonely.

There's a lot of things that has changed and a lot that hasn't.

[niggazinmoscow]

When Trump visited Puerto Rico in October, he said that Hurricane Maria wasn’t a “real catastrophe” like Hurricane Katrina.

Katrina killed at least 1,836 in the US.

Maria killed at least 4,645 in Puerto Rico.

These are the direct results of a man in office who doesn’t value lives of the citizens.

[humansofnewyork]

“My daughter was about to graduate high school when I lost my husband to a motorbike accident. She wanted to go to university but there was no one to support us. I’m an old-fashioned person. I’m not very smart. I only graduated from junior high school. But I wanted her to be better than me. I asked our relatives for help, but they all refused me. Out of desperation I approached my landlord. And she was the only one who supported us. She told me: ‘Get back on your feet so your daughter will have a chance.’ She loaned us half the tuition. The other half I earned by working morning to night. I was doing laundry. I was doing dishwashing. I was going around selling cookies and cakes. My daughter graduated recently and became a midwife. All my hard work paid off. We’ve been paying back the loan. And a few months ago she asked for my bank account number, and she’s been putting money in every week.” (Jakarta, Indonesia)

[reohh]

Beautiful message

[reohh]

I always have the thoughts of, I really wish sometimes or even all the times someone at at least one person found me attractive. I'm about to be 25 years old and I've never had a guy ask me out in person, compliment me on my looks, or anything. I mean, yeah I don't wear makeup and I feel like females who do give guys false reality of their true looks. I swear with this issue. It has me thinking I'm unattractive, ugly, and me hoping to find that one guy who will take the initiative to do that next step will never come a long. I always think why couldn't be as attractive as my brother who always get great compliments from others or why couldn't I be born any ethnicity other than what I am, sometimes I feel like if you have that thin silky hair that you automatically get likes. Heck, I remember a few conversations with friends of friends were telling her that you shouldn't be attractive to blacks. I kept thinking why is that? I mean, I believe there's beautiful attractive people in all races; no superiority. However, when I get to myself it's a whole another story. I think, "do guys not find me attractive because I have short nails?" "Is it because I don't wear makeup?" "Am I too nice?" "Is it because I dress too modest?" "Is because I don't dress like every girl on campus?" "Do I look too dull" I always get the compliments, oh you're a nice, sweet personality. You are a great friend. I'm not looking for love or relationships; I just want others to see me as an attractive lady.

[reohh]

The mistake of moving

I don't know how much longer I can put up with living a life like this. It sucks that I thought moving would change these feelings. I'm starting to really feel as if something is wrong with me or that I'm just too different to have true friendship. It's actually sad that even on the weekends I don't have anyone who would want to spend time with me and even after I text them, there's no reply. I'm starting to really understand that I am not the first priority of friends on anybody list. Sad and depressing to think about. I've prayed about it, but it only seems that God doesn't care if I meet amazing friends or instead present the fake horrible ones to me. I always have to be the friend that's there for them, listening, understanding, comforting them during difficult times, but I can never get the same. What a cycle my problems seem to be stuck inside. I'm an extroverted person, so I need someone to want to, enjoy, love to spend time with me. That'll be such a blessing!

[greenpotion]

[90s90s90s]

Rollercoaster Tycoon

[reohh]

I miss playing this!

[reohh]

Sometimes I wish white people weren’t the only ones displayed by the media for being considered perfect because sometimes I feel like I’m never good enough for anything, not even for beautiful white men.

[reohh]

This year for Thanksgiving, I wanted to put a twist to our family's recipe of sweet potato pie. Yes, purple sweet potatoes. Not dyed with food coloring, doesn't contain any GMO's or chemicals to alter the color. It's all natural. To me, I absolutely loved the taste compared to the regular orange sweet potatoes we use. It was lighter and sweeter by default. Oh and the color is marvelous! It was such a success making it.

[reohh]

More thanksgiving food and drinks. From top to bottom: homemade cranberry sauce, yams, purple sweet potato pies, spiked spiced cider, sweet tea and my aunt's chocolate cake.

[reohh]

Thanksgiving dinner 2016. Everything came out deliciously. It isn't everyday we are gathered around good food like this. From top to bottom: rolls, pork ribs, ham, turkey, potato salad, deviled eggs, corn pudding, dressing, green beans and greens.

[sombrasbitches]

The fact that I have seen several “if you voted for trump/third party candidate you should die/kill yourself/get murdered” posts is the worst part of this election.

[reohh]

Yes and most people who are saying that are Clinton supporters who are full of hate. Americans we need to come together, understand that and stop with this hate because it won’t bring a positive outcome. 

[reohh]

Thank goodness the stress is over or has it just began?

According to CNN (not mainstream media), 29 states voted red, 14 states voted blue, three undecided. Electoral Map shows that 289 votes were for Trump and 218 votes were for Clinton. I didn’t vote for neither one of them, I voted third party candidate Gary Johnson and I know a lot of Americans voted that route too, but the media won’t tell you that. He needed 270 votes that he didn’t get. I am shocked and surprised that Trump won as I thought Clinton would because apparently most mainstream media and celebrities, plus everyone else voted for Clinton. However, I guess most people looked at Clinton’s past history. But all of that doesn’t matter now. 

Also, I must add that a lot of Americans may believe that if you voted third party it is a useless wasted vote, but in reality it isn’t. If you didn’t vote at all is when your vote is useless and wasted because you didn’t care to even vote. People who voted third party knew that they didn’t want to vote for the lesser of two evils. Keep in mind that Americans can vote for whoever they want--it wasn’t up to others, but that one person. So others don’t bash Americans who voted for Stein, Johnson or McMullin; you need to indeed get upset for the Americans who didn’t even bother. 

“If so many people underestimate you, you show them that you can overcome no matter what, you prove to them.” --This is how I am looking at this. 

America is broken, as many Americans try not to see that, but its real. Our education system, judicial system, healthcare system, social security, IRS, etc has failed us. We are being used as puppets by the system and now we have a new president. I won’t talk down on Trump now because I don’t know what he will do for this country, we all hope he will pull through. 

I keep hearing on the news that “Hillary Clinton won’t be our first woman president”, however I would have liked it better for Jill Stein to be our first. 

To all the democrats, you aren’t the only ones upset by this defeat and don’t think of yourselves; look at the Green party and Libertarian party we are upset by this too. Therefore, we should all come together as American people and not be separated, we’ve been separated for far too long. 

To all the republicans and Trump supporters, know now that you are responsible for everything that your candidate brings to the office and America. Whatever he does wrong and bad, stand by his side and own up to yalls vote.

[reohh]

This is the belly bloat that I cannot get rid of. I’ve had this issue since I turned 13 years old and it’s the most annoy thing ever.

Every time I go anywhere, I either wear an oversized shirt, hold my stomach in the whole day (which isn’t easy to do) or wear a blouse that hides my belly.

I hate the way my stomach looks and every time I exercise and eat healthy, it stays this way.

Mein Kampf

[reohh]

I'm breaking down

After the breakup of my last relationship of eight years, I've began to find myself not caring or involving myself into a love relationship anymore. Everything has hit me as if to change my perspective about it. As I see it, everything is temporary, nothing is permanent. Not love. Not money. Not your family. Not your pets. Not your materialistic things. Not your vehicles. Nothing. Being in another current relationship and I'm beginning to break down and not work towards keeping the love alive because I just don't have the will to. I know, that there's always someone else out there that will be so much better than me. Someone who is a lot more attractive than I am. I don't hold my boyfriend back. I don't control him and I don't care what he does. Whether he leaves or cheats on me. I don't care. Life goes on. Most people date for marriage, but currently I don't want to think of matrimony. I rather be single and focus on me. I've been hurting way too long to keep myself in a love relationship that isn't going to heal me.

[nevver]

Grass doesn’t stop growing

[nevver]

Peak Autumn