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Tags/warnings: Angst to comfort, fluff, my most suggestive/sexual story but no actual smut, mentions of painful/toxic past relationships, discussions of coercion, hypersexual undertones for Sukuna, avoidant attachment undertones for reader, weird passages of time, flawed characters, discussions of drug usage and addiction (side character), unhealthy coping mechanisms, culturally accurate misogyny, retiredteabag's first scary adventure into dialogue-heavy storytelling
When Harry Met Sally AU: (see summary)
Recent College graduates share a contentious car ride from their hometown to the big city where they have been newly employed, during which they argue about whether men and women can ever truly be strictly platonic friends. Years later, they meet again, and in the company of their respective friends, attempt to prove the lifelong question one way or another. Can they move from unwilling to deep friendship without sex becoming an issue between them? And after the pain of their previous relationships, are either of them even fit for love?
Hello to all you lovelies who read my stuff here on tumblr, I have news about this blog :)
As of yesterday, I have officially completed my masters degree and have accepted a position as an engineer. Even though I will be working a 9-5 (more like 8-6 but whatever) I still feel that I will have more free time to write than I have had in grad school. This makes me so happy :]
I have received a few questions about my blog and I am so sorry to all of you patiently waiting in my inbox, hopefully I can clear things up a bit with this post…
Going forward, I do not plan to be making lots of smaus anymore, that’s not to say that I never will again, I still enjoy reading them and I may get inspired here and there, but my great love has always been writing and I hope that as time passes, I will be able to cultivate that skill more.
I am very open to critiques of my writing, a few harsh words will not scare me away from posting (seeing as I hardly post anyway :/) so feel free to give your thoughts on stylistic choices I make! I love to learn about other people’s reading preferences!
The stories I want to focus on going forward are of course: finishing up “Wishful Thinking”, posting my “When Harry Met Sally” Sukuna au, adding a final chapter to the Sukuna stardew valley au, and maybe taking “Unknown Rivals” off hiatus.
After that, I really want to focus on “The Open Window Let’s The Rain In”, that is the story of mine that I think I take the most seriously, I have the most lore on it, and I would love to flesh it out.
You can expect to see me get distracted and inspired to write a random one shot every so often or post a quick silly smau, but until then, this is my plan.
Earlier last year, I reread my dogsitter-toji fic and was concerned by how poorly written it was, I have gone in and edited the most glaring areas, but I would really like to edit my older writing to be more representative of something I can be proud of. I kind of cringe at a bunch of my stuff here but to be honest, this is a silly safe spot for me to post my silly little fanfics, and I don’t intend on taking them down.
Lastly: thank you to all of you who have left kind comments these past few years, who have read my works and recommend them to others. I truly love my little community on here, yall are all so cool and unique and supportive ❤️
So Kento is really in love with her on wishful thinking?
Right now he can tell that he likes her and that he is attracted to her but the more he gets to know her he’s realizing how much he loves her.
I kinda made this story for all us people pleasers because the older I get the more I realize it’s not doing anyone favors. Nobody really knows who you are when you’re constantly trying to figure out how to change yourself for someone else.
The more he knows HER the more in love he becomes.
wait i have the memory of a freaking goldfish so i cant remember if i’ve already sent u an ask!! but i just wanted to drop by and say hi to a new moot :3 i love your theme it is very cozy. gonna be greedily eating up your smaus later at night 💗
I’m so sorry ml- I am so late this this message!
“Something worse than hate” came up on my “for you” forever ago and I was blown away! I almost never read anything with smut but that one shot made me sick to my stomach with how touching it was. I actually think I spoke with a friend of mine about it lol
hi!! i discovered you recently and binge-read everything. I really like your smaus and fics, i find them very comforting and relaxing to read.
i dont really know if you usually answer these kinds of questions or if you already have before, but how did you start writing? i want to write fics, but i'm sort of nervous to and i dont rly know where to start..
sorry if you have been asked this question before and thank u for reading this if u do :)!
Hey! No worries! I’m so glad you’ve found my stuff comforting !
I’ve been writing crappy stories for forever but I started to really enjoy fiction in late middle school.
This is not going to be super helpful but unfortunately you just have to start doing it! Anytime you get the craving for something, or you go hunting for a story/want to make a request, maybe you could try writing it out yourself. You have so many great ideas, I know you do, and you will only improve with practice!
You don’t have to post your work if you don’t want to, but I imagine there is someone out there looking for a fic only you can write, so keep that in mind when you’re feeling creative! I can only beg you to not fall into the trap of generating ai to post a lot :/ this has become something of a problem on tumblr and it really kills true creatives.
You are one of my favorite writers. I saw you post it has been a hard year, so i wanted to stop by and let you know what respite and joy i have found in your writing. I knwo that doesn't fix anything, but you sharing that part of yourself through your writing has helped me and made me so genuinely happy. I hope 2026 is a better year and you continue to write and grow! You are so appreciated!
hi ml, I want you to know that I have kept this in my inbox just so I can look at it occasionally. Literally how sweet of you! Thank you for your kind words and also for reading my stuff! I hope your year has been as lovely as you are ❤️
noooo my toji is losing 😭😭😭😭 i need a cute fun fic with him i am in a drought 😭😭😭 the idea sounds interesting though im sure its gonna be so good 🥰🥰
Omg I forgot for a second what this comment was about!!
When Harry Met Sally au is going to be Sukuna but lowkey I was rooting for Toji too! I’m actually almost done writing that piece, I’ve also edited a lot of it, I’m not sure when it will be out though
I’m sure I’ll have more toji in the future though :)
Hello! I'm the anon who asked about The Open Window Lets the Rain in, and I'm delighted it made you happy to see my ask in your inbox! I've been a big fan of your work, but that particular series will always be special to me because it was the first written work of yours I read! Your writing is so beautiful, as is your music taste! (I absolutely adore Jeff Buckley) -🙇🏻♀️anon
I’m so sorry it took me so long to get to this, it kind of amazes me that was how you found my blog because that is my favorite story but also a very small one for my blog! I have huge huge plans for that story and once I graduate I hope it can be my main focus once I finish wishful thinking!
Hi! I loved your Stardew Valley AU, and it absolutely altered my brain chemistry. I read it a few weeks ago and can't stop thinking about it. It got to the point where whenever I write anything, my mind always goes back to hunter Sukuna lol.
And I wanted to ask if you’d mind if I wrote something similar? Well, about him being a hunter in SV. But I’ll totally understand if you say no! I don’t want to steal your idea or anything, so I wanted to ask you for permission, but absolutely no hard feelings if you don’t want me to write it. :)) of course, if you agree and I then write it, I'll tag you.
Thanks! And I honestly love all your writing <3
I’ve had a few asks like this so I will say it here: I do not own any of my ideas that I post on here, you never have to ask for permission to write something if you are inspired by my stuff, I appreciate it but please do not worry about it! It’s very kind of you to ask, I look forward to reading your stories!
omg hiii i was looking for your sukuna stardew fic and yenayaps found it for me 🙏🏼 im so happy i can reread it again i love the vibes and the back and forth between sukuna and reader!! i think its so cute when he is grumpy lol. i hope you are well, i love your writing!!! ❤️
Omg my queen yena thank you
It has been so long since I have even played stardew but I still have my notes on chapter 3, hopefully I can finish writing that because it’s such a fun story (I’m sure it needs some serious editing tho plz don’t read too closely 😩)
Hi! Idk if you’ve mentioned this but I was telling my friend about your posts (teehee I read ur smaus like every night) but what are your preferred pronouns? I realized I had no idea
Thank you and I love ur content ❤️ 🦔
The idea that people tell their friends about my posts 😵💫
I can’t really explain it but I’m not super fond of labels and such but I am comfortable with she/her! Thanks for asking :3
