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Stephen Chbosky; The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Does me caring for you ever end? You proved every horrible thought I had true.

I don't want to love you anymore.

Poems & Words

One day this will kill me and I can't wait for that day to come.

Time has passed, but nothing has changed. I'm still broken because of you.

“The way I loved you is the way I wish someone else would love me.”

“It’s not that he couldn’t love me, I don’t think he ever wanted to.”

— I was just his latest plaything

"You told me you'd always be here if I needed you, but now it's 2am and I needed you now more than ever but you're not here."

— I tried to reach out, but I wasn't going to beg you to stay

I wish you had given us a real try.

I wish you knew how much this hurts.

I wish you understood I would never do this to you.

I'm tired of pretending that I'm okay. I'm NOT fucking OK. I miss you and it kills me to think that maybe you're really done with loving me.

Insane.

Anger is flooding over the sadness.

I wish you cared enough to listen to me, but you won't even attempt to.

I fucked up. Numerous times. I'm sincerely sorry for every time. I am trying to correct what caused that.

I am willing to adventure into a new life with you. Even though this means change.

I miss you horribly, my body and soul aches.

I love you. That was always true. I love every part of you and accept you for who you are.

I'm by your side. I'm the most loyal person you could have, but i expect the same in return.

I don't give up. I haven't gave up on you ever and don't intend to. I'll be your biggest supporter in whatever you want to do.

I feel it is worth it. I feel you are worth it. If I didn't think we could make it i would have let it go.

Forgiveness. This needs to happen on both sides.

I could go on and on. I doubt you'll ever see this or bother to read it. I wish you knew how I really feel about everything.

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