Revolution Revelation

You will find me in the outer third percentile

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I want it to be you.

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The struggle is real

You’re all out there celebrating pride and here I am watching your videos with a cock in my mouth #biproblems #pride

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When there’s no one else to tell

I’m working on a new boat, and we have many dayworkers, mechanics, and so on, getting the boat ready for the charter season. One quite knowledgeable friend of my captain has been helping us and I haven’t been able to decide if I liked him at first. I was attracted but I didn’t like the way he acted.. he is completely crazy for his home town, Modena, which is apparently the most amazing place in the universe. Few Italians are like that, he reminds me of my ex, who at first, because of his age, didn’t really realise how French he was.

W Ezio w Modena

Anyway we all eat out together every night and last night I caught his gaze for long enough to know that his complete indifference is just an ego problem. We went up to the counter to have a drink and the captain and his friend almost left us. He was being warmer with me, and then we found the old guys. I wanted to go drink with him, and I said so, and he said yeah but at the port where some other dirty old sailors were. Since it was international gin day I bought everyone gin and since they are Italian not everyone was able to drink it so I ended up drinking two.

The first night he went crazy for Modena, the second for any topic and the third he was more calm but he took all the attention, talking about himself, and I got bored. So I messaged the guy I’ve been messaging on tinder and he came to pick me up. Very nice, and extremely well built. Sexy. We fucked, and I don’t remember it well, but I had a good time, and I said I would se a taxi but he drove me back. I walked back along the pier with my phone tied to my shoulder with my dread. All that she wants.

Ma e Joni said Modena, who was with the Brazilian guy. The older guys must have gone to bed. We convinced him to let us on his boat, and I believe I demanded gin. It became obvious to me that not only could I chose, but that I didn’t have to, as we stood in the valley drinking. I wish I remembered it better. But I liked it. He got up and left a few times, and I went after him, and he felt uncomfortable that we were in the master. I think that eventually the Brazilian, who was more into it and me, left eventually, and I had him to myself for a bit, but I couldn’t sleep there so I left, probably only because he told me to. Anyway my boat was just in front of his. It is called guiding light.

This morning.... I regret nothing.

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Id rather a bottle I’m frimt of me than a fronatal labotmaty

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Spread

I just created a cool new spread totally on the fly for new romances or relationship troubles.

Top card: the gift (sweet memories past and future)

Top left card: me (bored/stuck)

Top right card: him (changes/learning)

Top Middle card: us together (back off!)

Bottom left: what I’m not seeing (you must forge real connections. Don’t be superficial)

Bottom right: what he isn’t seeing (there is a chance. Look within)

Middle: Best course of action (act from a place of purity maturity and self guidance)

Bottom: outcome (the law of threes)

Oracle of shadows and light

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Her

How old are you?

35

19 😬

Too young?

Come on you can be my master. You could show me some tricks

Ok. I can be your master but first you have to clean your room.

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Done, my master. Now what else can I do for my lady?

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Freddy Mercury “I’m bisexual”

Mary “You’re gay honey”

Freddy “You’re the love of my life”

The press: “Even after his death Freddy Mercury’s sexuality remained a mystery to the band”.

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I never really realised how fucking amazing Freddy Mercury is until I realised how fucking bisexual I am.

P.s. send boobies

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Triad

I’m living on a boat these days and since the boat moves being a solo poly (or perhaps I should say inactive poly) is pretty easy. Ha! Actually I’m pretty lonely. I’ve given up everything to live at sea and it’s gettting both easier and more difficult. Personal relationshipships are hard. It’s difficult to meet new people and I feel isolated. My phone died two days ago and that means I can’t contact anyone with Whatsapp.

By now you’re probably wondering why you are listening to my pity party instead of reading about a triad. Well, it’s my joke; the boat has three crew - captain and first mate, who are a couple, and then me. The professional third wheel.

We all share a very small space and there are no secrets when you live in these conditions and everything they go through I also go through. When she is unhappy, everyone is unhappy. When he goes on a ego rampage everyone suffers. When they finally fuck everything is dandy. I’m trying to keep the vibes high and at the beginning it was easy but today I’m feeling a little depressed for reasons stated above.

It’s kinda funny. I often feel like the non sexual or emotional unicorn. It’s a clear hierarchy, which I am at the bottom of. They are my superiors. So, we essentially do what they want, usually,, since majority rules, although they are very good at including me and making sure I can be a part of things like dinners and adventures.

More frustrating of late, is that they dominate conversations and turn things around to be about them. This happens also when I’m trying to have conversations with the guests, and since I have no one, just the couple and my dead phone, and since it’s a small and confined space, that kind of gets to me.

On the bright side, I live on a boat in and endless summer, I make awesome fruit salads and I’m the super relationship balancing unicorn!!

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i like how space doesn’t care about me. it’s impossible to disappoint the sun

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I can’t even use this app anymore! Everytime I try to select text it fucks up and half th time that I wrote a post th post just disappears because I tap outside of the box by accident.

Fuck tumblr.

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So much and so little to tell. I’m not sure if anyone is out there still.. reading my posts and being amazing. But perhaps it’s time I start telling my story again. So much and so little to tell.

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Love is like marmalade. Sweet at the start and then becomes bitter.

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Buongiorno a tutti. Mi sono trovato innamorato con due uomini dopo un po' di tempo da sola. Mi hanno chiesto di scegliere e non potevo. Allora mi sono trovato di sola di nuovo. Sono due anni in cui non avevo delle relazione profonde e poliamorose, e ho smesso andare con gli altri perché, anche due anni fa, avevo due uomini con cui mi sono innamorato e alle fine mi sono trovato con nessuno. Ma in quel caso solo uno mi ha chiesto scegliere. Ho scelto quello sbagliato. Sono l'unica persona che non riesce farlo? Che fai quando ti trovi innamorato con una persona monogama?

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Buon anno tutti! Mi trovo in un posizione un po' difficile e penso che qualcuno qui possa capire. Abito con una famiglia e sono monogami. Insegno alla loro bambina. Ho una attrazione molto forte per il uomo ma, perché lavoro con lui, e perchè loro non sono poli non ho il desiderio di fare niente, ovviamente. Anche lui e un po' abusivo con lei e per questo certamente non è un situazione che voglio nella mia vita! Comunque c'è ancora attrazione, fisicamente. Penso che loro siano accorti che sento così, non so come perchè mi sto comportando con tanto attenzione. Ma comunque la donna è diventata molto chiuso con me e il uomo mi ha preso in giro un po'.... tipo 'devi capire che non vado con li altri' etc etc e altri scherzi. E mi sento molto scomodo, non solo perchè l'italiano e la mia seconda lingua, ma anche perchè non so come rispondere in un modo giusto. Questa donna mi sta evitando un po' e sento come il colpo e la mia ma non e la mia... non voglio niente. So che i monogamisti a volta pensano così e forse pensano invece che lo voglio. Anche, non sanno che io sono poli e sono poli per cosi tanto tempo che non so come capire la mente delle monogamisti. Qualcun'altro aveva una situazione così? Consiglio?

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I haven’t been here for a while but I thought I’d log in to shout into the void.

I’M STILL POLYAMOROUS!!

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The woman you are becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. Choose her over everything.

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