I wanted to talk to all of the guys in this platform about pride month, about my pride month.
I'm bi. I've come to the conclusion that I liked girls many years ago, when, at the age of 12, I understood that I loved my best friend. And I felt so out of place, I wanted to hug her, to kiss her, I wanted the whole world to know how amazing it was the feeling I got when I was with her. But I had to face some horrible things: first of all, she didn't like me back, and in the second place liking girls isn't ok.
When at 16 y. o. I fell in love with a boy, i felt relieved. I don't like girls, I thought, I'm ok. Years passed and I felt so guilty for never ever thinking about my sexuality. I just thought about what my family would have thought if I ever came to love a girl, and I felt lucky. Because, yes, I liked boys. That was it until 2017. I broke up with my boyfriend after 2 years of love and came to the realization that I did love boys, but in the same way I also loved girls.
In the last year I loved a beautiful girl and, even if it lasted few months, I still think of her as one important part of my life because as I helped her with her coming out (she's mtf and I still support her a lot) she helped me with mine.
It's been a year now, I have an amazing boyfriend whom I love very deeply, and I know he's the right person for me. But not because he's a boy.
Happy pride month, fellows.
Never be afraid to love who you love and to be who you truly are.
Little funny story: when I was 14 I came out to my little niece, she was 11, and at that time we always watched Glee togheter. I didn't tell her much, just that I was in love with a girl, and she gave me a letter where she wrote what she loved about me. In one sentence she wrote "You're a Lebanese just like Santana and I love you" and it still melt my heart. The people that counts will still love you as always.
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