Used to be aesthetic blog then i've got depressed

25/queer/call me whatever idc

[ingrownsunflower]

[swagvo1d]

doomed

[lonelysummerbreeze]

2005

[tall]

[sound-overlord]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[hel7l7]

I need to stop doing this to myself

[anxietyproblem]

[richbitching]

ive found my 'diary' where i wrote 3 years ago that ill faster end myself than quit this job

and you know what??? Im still alive AND still in the same job so....

[richbitching]

I need to quit this fucking job for real nów (18.02.25)

[richbitching]

hEY I QUIT MY JOB 04.25!!!!

[richbitching]

Rn im unemployed and chilling, still not ready for jon searching

[richbitching]

bro im going to move to another city, hope for the better change

[richbitching]

In the new city, looking for the job, waiting for any phone call

[richbitching]

still looking for a job in my field.

job market is terrible

idk when im gonna find anything (03/26)

[richbitching]

Still searching..... 06/26 :(

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[richbitching]

ive found my 'diary' where i wrote 3 years ago that ill faster end myself than quit this job

and you know what??? Im still alive AND still in the same job so....

[richbitching]

I need to quit this fucking job for real nów (18.02.25)

[richbitching]

hEY I QUIT MY JOB 04.25!!!!

[richbitching]

Rn im unemployed and chilling, still not ready for jon searching

[richbitching]

bro im going to move to another city, hope for the better change

[richbitching]

In the new city, looking for the job, waiting for any phone call

[richbitching]

still looking for a job in my field.

job market is terrible

idk when im gonna find anything (03/26)

[richbitching]

I went to therapy and I no longer hate myself. Of course, it would be far-fetched to say I like myself, but coming from this fuming hate is...something. I can say that for most part Im no longer my enemy. I'm trying to help myself. I now know that people really hurt me on the past and this hurt turned into hate. I now know that people just don't feel this much. They arent as empathetic, as I am, thus I was hurt and hurt all over again.

[richbitching]

Honestly, I feel like parents weren't very supportive when we were younger, so we have learnt not to need them anymore, and now, when we're adults our parents need us, but now we just don't want to be bothered.

[richbitching]

ive found my 'diary' where i wrote 3 years ago that ill faster end myself than quit this job

and you know what??? Im still alive AND still in the same job so....

[richbitching]

I need to quit this fucking job for real nów (18.02.25)

[richbitching]

hEY I QUIT MY JOB 04.25!!!!

[richbitching]

Rn im unemployed and chilling, still not ready for jon searching

[richbitching]

bro im going to move to another city, hope for the better change

[richbitching]

In the new city, looking for the job, waiting for any phone call

[wordx]

[richbitching]

therapist asking "do you feel like the words that people were saying to you, were like these people were the ones cutting you?"

[richbitching]

Damn this still gets me

[richbitching]

ive found my 'diary' where i wrote 3 years ago that ill faster end myself than quit this job

and you know what??? Im still alive AND still in the same job so....

[richbitching]

I need to quit this fucking job for real nów (18.02.25)

[richbitching]

hEY I QUIT MY JOB 04.25!!!!

[richbitching]

Rn im unemployed and chilling, still not ready for jon searching

[richbitching]

bro im going to move to another city, hope for the better change