i highly recommend finding yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner who's always super excited about you. life is too short to spend it with someone who acts like showing love is a chore.
Once heard someone say imagine what lesson it teaches you to have the person you care about act like you wanting to spend time with them is a bother. And I think that 100% applies here too, what is it teaching you to be in an environment where the feedback you're getting is that showing you love is something heavy. People often wonder why perfectly lovely people stay in bad relationships, it's because when you're tuned into youareachore.fm radio 24/7, gradually you start to make yourself smaller, trim yourself into a shape you hope would be less heavy for them to carry. When the truth is you were never asking for too much. You were asking the wrong person.












